I woke up.
Noah left.
"Rebecca,
I'm at the pharmacy working. If you need anything, call me
Love, Noah"
I was alone. Being alone was a fear. But being alone with something that doesn't exist, and that can kill you… is like facing death. No. It IS facing death.
I opened the front door to pick up the newspaper.
But I know he was somewhere. I just can't see him.
I felt a set of arms set around my neck. I screamed. His grasp was harder. I couldn't breathe at all. I screamed as loud as I could. But the grip pulled away. I fell on the floor. The door slammed. My panting grew heavier.
Did I just get strangled by… nothing?
I called Katie.
"Hi!!!!" she was drunk again.
"Katie, where are you?
"Where do you think I am?" the music in the background for louder.
"At some random guy's house"
"YEAH!!! WHOOOOO!!!" she panted.
The call ended.
I sighed.
T.V. doesn't work.
And his parents took the laptop.
I can't go for a walk.
I sighed again, " But I can go for another cut."
I checked in the bathroom for a razor. Knifes, shaving razors, anything sharp is good for me.
I opened all the cabinets and drawers.
I went down stairs in the kitchen to look for a knife.
There was another note.
"Becca,
I took all of the knifes, razors, and anything sharp away. I'm worried about you.
Love, Noah"
"Fuck"
Nothing to do. All my plans are gone. Only plastic plates and cups. I stared at the window.
"Glass"
Finally, a sharp object.
I opened slid the window up.
I punched the window so hard, that shreds of glass was in my arm. It felt good. I was relieved.
I slid a large piece of glass down my arm. Then across. Making a 'X'.
I craved 'Love' on my other arm.
It hurt. But it was a good hurt. There was a puddle of blood surrounding my feet.
"Shit"
I saw Noah pull in the drive way.
I ran upstairs into the bathroom. I cleaned my arm. I washed the blood off.
"REBECCA!" he ran upstairs.
SHIT.
I locked the bathroom door.
"Rebecca!" Noah yelled, "Don't do this! Come on! Let me in"
I couldn't.
"I'm not gonna yell, I just wanna help. Let me Help"
More blood was running out of my arm. I felt dizzy. Everything went black. I hope i died. i was gonna die either way.
