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Some days I wake up feeling great. I'm filled with energy and ready to take on the world. Well today was not one of those days. I was still tired, my body ached in agony and to sum it up, everyone had given up on me. Not how I was hoping for this morning to go. My conscious was at war with my body. My conscious wanting to get up while my body just continued to lay in bed. Eventually my body gave up and will the little will power and energy I had in me. I got up, had a shower, got into my uniform and was waiting for Mom to serve me breakfast. "um dear? You do know its Saturday right?" My Moms voice was clearly concerned. These morning have been the same everyday for roughly three days, I've been lacking in sleep and my soul felt degraded down to nothing. Every night I cried myself asleep whether it was during my asleep or when finally falling asleep. I simply gazed at my Mother with deadpan eye's trying my ever so hardest to create a smile. My smile was more of a sad grin than anything "I-i'm fine Mom, I'm just...going through some changes" I replied. My mother's gaze turned from a frown to a relief smile? Does she not care for me anymore!? I continue to gaze at her with a confused look until she spoke "it's ok dear. everyone get's a crush they seem to think about to often." My heart froze. She think's I have a what!? Repeated in my mind so many times I couldn't even process the thought anymore. "don't worry dear. Crushes are natural. What you got to remember is that you shouldn't change yourself for someone else. Now you get changed into some casual clothes and breakfast will be ready" My brain just froze, I couldn't even release a proper sentence just words. "crush...not...confused!" My brain just continued to fail me and I could hear my Mom giggling at my reaction. My face probably didn't help as my cheeks bloomed red and I stared at my Mon with wide eye's thinking Of all words I had to choose, why those words! I dashed into my room from embarrassment and to get changed into normal clothes. I have to be careful what I wear, She might mistake the fact i'm trying impress someone. So I get probably the most average clothes I could find. A simple dark green shirt With a blue jacket and white outlines, I wore baggy long black pant's and to finish it off, some slippers. There this is the most average clothing I could wear. Surely she can't make any suggestion's off of this right? I. Was so wrong, so very wrong.

My mother had what felt like decades worth questions all of them related to a crush that I didn't have. I was temped to say why I was like this but I knew she wouldn't understand. Wanting to be a hero your whole life only to be shattered felt awful. My Mom would of course comfort me but she'd also say something along the lines of I know this must hurt but you still have some much potential as a scientist, or a journalist. I knew she would be trying to help but it would only make me feel worse. As I continue to dwell i'm pulled back up by a very... unique question no teen would dare answer. "so, had any of 'those' dreams yet" she did air quotation marks when saying 'those.' It didn't take a genius to know what she meant. My reaction must of been priceless as my mother's expression was a silent laughter "N-no it wasn't a dream like that at all!" My panicked voice said other wise. She continued to smile at me, but I knew better that smile was just to cover up her laughter "alright, alright I won't pick at it. for now." those last words I was willing to slice off for good.

"but you should head out and get some fresh air, your in your room a lot now and it's starting to concern me. So how about you get outside and do something." I know her words were nice and she didn't know it but that last part of her sentence 'and do something' almost made me cry, it sounded like she wanted me do to something useful in my life. I know she didn't mean it but I just could be in this room with her right now. Heck the only reason I didn't leave my room was because I couldn't bare to look at it, all I could see were the poster and merchandise that use to be there. It caused me to put the sheet over the head trying to ignore my life a few day's ago, knowing I was such a fangirl, I cringed at the thought knowing how stupid I felt. I only got out because I was really hungry and didn't want to starve, but now. I don't think I can be in this house without being reminded about how much of an idiot I was. Which is my I was going to try something out to see if it helps. But first I need to do something things.
After eating breakfast I put on some sneaker's and head out "you ssuurree you don't want wear something a little more *cough* attractive dear?" My body cringed at the suggestion.
"no Mom, i'm not, besides I prefer comfy clothes" I replied. "Ok dear. Well have fun" "I will." After that I headed out and started my day.

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I wake up to the sound of kurogiri's alarm he set for me, it drove me insane because he hid it somewhere and until I found it I couldn't destroy it. I slowly slump my way to the bar giving him the usual glare to rid that alarm clock. "not happening Tomura. You need to wake up earlier, seriously waking up at 10.00am isn't ok, you should take a shower, that'll wake you up" His tone was almost parent like, like father telling off his son. "my morning's should be none of your concern, now get rid of that alarm clock or i'll no doubt in my mind start destroying anything I can touch" I growled. After gaining some what awareness Kurogiri handed me a cup of coffee "if you continue to sleep like this it'll you at a disadvantage during the morning" he replied only to receive a mumble from me. "whatever. Any new's on that girl? Location? Name? Anything?" So far this 'hunt' for her was tricky, I didn't ask her name and all we have weak description of her, all I remember was that she's a girl, has dark green curly short hair, is rather short in stature and some freckles. How can I recruit someone if I can't find them? As I dwell on my thought's Kurogiri raised his voice "actually your description help's more than you think, I've actually found security footage of the girl you described and I believe I found her.

" His words caught my attention, "go on." Raising a hand to my ear. "I believe the girl were after is Izumi Midoriya, Age 14, quirk: none, born near Shizouka perfecture, her mother is Inko Midoriya,The father works over sea's therefore there's no need to know about him." My usual frown turned into a grin. We finally have a lead, now all we have to do is let master convince her and she'll be working for us in no time. "good. But do we know where she lives, as in a house?" "we do, an apartment, should we head there now?" "no not yet, we can't risk getting caught by her mother, guess she'll have to die." I craned my head towards him only to be met with his glowing yellow eye's being narrowed "I think that would un-wise to kill her mother, we want to make a first impression, killing her mother probably won't help us." As much as I hated it, his statement was true. "so how do we get rid of her? If she disappear's without a trace the pro hero's will be on us, so tell me Kurogiri, surely you must have some master plan or course." The sarcasm I released in those words were more than obvious to anyone. My head turn towards Kurogiri, his gleaming yellow eye's were deadpanned from the insult. I thought I had him cornered, but his relied said otherwise. "Actually I confronted All for one about it. We were thinking of replicating her body using a Nomu, it won't be able to think about it does mean we can fake a suicide. After all I checked her school and medical records. Turns out she has quite the bully, it would make perfect sense for her to suicide." I didn't need a PhD to know he's pulling off a smug look despite only having eye's "if that's the case you may want to stop her." we turned our heads towards the monitor which master was listening through. "could you repeat that sir?" Asked Kurogiri. All for one's grinning smile was fading "you said it yourself, after so many year's of bullying, judgement she'd want to suicide correct? and from what Kurogiri said she's quirkless. A large percentage of suicide victims our quirkless. Kurogiri, you said there was a security camera near a lamp post near there apartment correct?" "yes sir" "would you check it between 7.00am to 9.00am?" Kurogiri nodded and reached out for a table underneath the bar, he stood there for five minutes straight when he finally spoke. "she left her apartment at 8.30am sir." Master's aura had this lifeless feel around it even his words had no emotion to them. "Check every camera she's visible in and describe it." Both Kurogiri and I felt his his aura shift from a dead feel to a serious feel.

The worst part was that he raised me when no hero would help me. Yet this aura felt uncomfortable. It wasn't until Kurogiri started speak that the aura's feel faded, "Well she left her apartment at 8.30am holding a bag, she's walking down the street and has hit the mall and is looking where the Santa station is usually placed during Christmas." He paused for a minute as from what I could see it just looked like was wandering. He then continued "Now she's at a park and is wearing a red dress with a dark grey jacket?" His voice sounded confused and as was I. Kurogiri skimmed her history on death's or special occasion's, nothing about today was special. Master just sat there through the monitor as Kurogiri continued "She's opened the bag this morning, it has a stuffed teddy bear, a picture frame of someone and a very small pair of bright green children shoes." each sentence made less sense, what was so special about today? Is she an alcoholic? Drug use? No there's no way she could get access to that. Kurogiri continued to talk like a narrator, explaining everything. From what Kurogiri stated she left the park soon after and visited a family called the Bakugou's, they could see anything but after twenty minutes she left and proceeded towards the hospiltal? What she doing?

We waited patiently for her until after after an hour she finally left. We continued to look through the camera's until she headed off to an isolated were no camera's were active. She's wearing a red dress, been to a park, the hospital, had some random items and is leaving into the most crime infested part of town? What was this girl doing? My mind had confused thoughts as did Kurogiri "I suggest we pick her up now. She's reached her limit, heading off into a deserted part of town with no camera's, those items must mean a lot to her as well, the park and hospital must almost mean a lot her as well." Master's statement took me off guard at first, but his words slowly made sense. "Kurogiri, we need find her now" "very well Tomura."

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I head into a deserted part of town were the camera's are offline. I've tried everything to get my spirit back but nothing worked. I thought valuable items towards me could spark something, it just reminded me of my crushed hopes. I thought maybe heading to the park where I saw All Might for the first time (saw not met), it didn't work. Finally I headed towards the hospital to help me as a volunteer, did I feel like a hero? no. I felt the same way i've for the past few day's. I knew I couldn't line in this world, I lost that spark to become a hero, now what was I? A quirkless, useless human who can't do anything. Actually i'm wrong, I can do something, I can leave this world and who knows, maybe Bakugou was right, maybe i'll be reincarnated with a quirk. Before I left I placed a note in my room explaining my intention's, after that no one would bother me.

"I'm here" as I spoke to myself. I was on top of a building that was going to be demolished tomorrow. Guess it can serve one more purpose. My feet hesitantly towards the edge, my heart was racing, my body was trembling and my brain own thoughts were screaming against me. I have no choice, i'm useless, no one wants me or needs me, i'm better off not disturbing people with my problems. I felt the wind against my arms and face and looked into the sunset knowing this would be the last one I ever see. I make it towards the edge looking down at where I would die, it was an ally way covered in trash and filth and possibly rat's.
My body was shaking like an earthquake with every bone feeling heavier than before. "Well... this is it" I gulped moving millimeter's closer to the edge "C-come on, y-you know y-your useless, A-all Might said you c-can't be a h-h-hero." My mind was saying 'jump', everything else was saying 'don't'. Why can't I jump? Its simple right? I'm pushing the urge to jump but I do nothing. Nothing at all. Even when I want to die i'm too weak. My body relaxed but my mind forced me to shed tears "even something as simple as dying I can't do! I'm. So. USELESS!" The word useless repeat non-stop in my mind over and over, I thought I was going insane until I slipped and fell onto the ground. As I got up I can't we three distinct people. All Might, my Mom and. And Bakugou. Was I going crazy!? I was cut short when all three of them spoke in snyc "Give it up Izumi, you've lossed." The creep factor rose by ten because of that. "N-no! I c-can find a w-way to b-be useful c-can't I!?" My mind was desperate to kick these hallucinations out of my head, but they overcame me and my mind was fill with the repeated word they spoke in sync 'useless'. It was unbearable hearing it over and over that I didn't even realised I had slipped off the edge and was falling to my death.


(author's note)

Hello people, I've been really enjoy making this, best of all this is my last week of school until i get a holiday. Then back to...school. Anyway I appreciate the advice, my grammar is ok for now (maybe) but I've tried to shorten them into smaller paragraphs so they should easier to read.