Earning Her Trust Chapter 2
Author's Note: Hello, it' me again! Sorry I haven't updated, I don't really have a good excuse this time, I've just been really lazy, Sorry! I finally forced myself to write a chapter for you guys but these days I can't really get away from the tv and my ipad. I'll try make this a long (ish) chapter. I'll try update soon but I'm not promising anything because I'm really really really lazy. Anyway on with the story... Disclaimer: I sadly do not own Austin and Ally :(
May 23rd
It's about 23:47 right now and I'm panicking so much, tomorrow I've got music first period and I'm freaking out! I'm scared that Austin will make fun of me and I won't be able to focus when he's sitting two inches from me, I feel dizzy when I see him in class imagine me sitting next to him, it's going to be dreadful! Then there's Cassidy, she's not lying when she says that she will ruin my life, and I don't want her to do that! I can't sleep right now, what am I going to do?
May 24th
I'm currently writing this in the toilet, hiding from everyone who is staring at me at school and crying my eyes out. I got the early bus to school so I'd have plenty of time before first period which is music. But when I got to school I saw Austin, Dez and Dallas chatting. Naturally I hid behind the lockers to avoid teasing and of course to eavesdrop on their conversation. But I wish I had never even heard their conversation. Dez and Dallas were teasing Austin about me being his partner in music and Dez was betting Austin if he could make me fall in love with him but then he said that it wasn't worth the trouble because I was an ugly good two shoes bitch. And then Dallas said there really wasn't any point because I have a bad body and ugly hair. Then, this girl (I think she's called Kira) came up to Austin and he kissed her cheek. Then she said that she was listening to their conversation and she totally agrees with them, because I'm the most unpopular person in the whole grade and my clothes are weird and ugly. So then I ran away into the toilets where I'm bawling my eyes out now. Am I really that ugly? Are my clothes weird? Do I have a bad body? Does no one like me? And I can't believe I liked him, he's so mean! It's like I lifted up a veil of his good looks and I can see what it's really like with him. He's such a player he takes none of his relationships seriously and I think he's cheating on Cassidy with Kira and other people. Those poor girls are going to be so heart broken when they find out. I just can't believe he's like this, he seems so perfect. *sigh* Now I'm absolutely dreading music. My life stinks.
(Time Skip)
Music was hellish. I tried to write a song whilst Austin flirted with girls and once in a while he would snigger at my lyrics or tell me I'm playing the chords wrong. I would just roll my eyes and ignore him. If he's not helping me write the song then at least let me do it my way. He isn't making this easy for any of us. He only touched the piano once and that's because he put his phone there and needed to text some girls later, but the weird thing is every time I shuffled away he budged closer to me, he says I'm not worth his time so he's not going bother and all of a sudden out of the blue he wants to get close to me. What is going on? I don't mind doing all the work but the fact that he's obstructing me makes getting an easy 'A' ten times harder. I wish I knew what to do in these situations. *sigh*
Austin's POV
I had music first period with little Ally Dawson today and boy can say, she's definitely something. She's not like all the other girls that swarm round me like bees and do anything for my attention (not that I don't like the attention, I love it) but sometimes I just want some peace from all the girls and the popularity. I thought she'd be all over me, but she's not. Usually when I suggest something to a girl she does it (maybe to impress me, I don't know) but Ally, she was rolling her eyes and shrugging me off. No one does that with me, I'm Austin Moon. I hate to admit this though she writes pretty decent songs, better than I'll ever write. I can't write songs but I can sing them but because I can't write them my dreams of my singer career can wave me goodbye. I don't know why everyone teases her; in my eyes she hasn't done anything wrong, she just wants good grades. My dad wants that for me but I just can't achieve that and my parents don't support my music career choice so why should I bother with school when I can't do something I want? But now my life is about popularity and girls, sometimes I don't want it to be like that. It's hard to say this but I have no real friends, mine are all fake. But I like Ally strangely, I'm not quite sure what I like about her, but she's different then all the other girls and I like that. I wish she could see me when I'm at home. I'm a completely different person at home then at school. At school I have to be a jerk and if I'm not than I'll get bullied and teased and never be able to for fill my career, famous musicians don't start off as unpopular nerds. School life is hard, but maybe Ally will cheer me up, if only she could see me normally though...
Thanks for reading, I'm sure some musicians start off as unpopular nerds I'm not saying that its impossible for that to happen it's just what Austin thinks. Again thank you so much for the reviews they mean a lot to me. I'd like to thank:
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Reviews are very much appreciated so please review. Hopefully I'll have another chapter for you soon, I'll try my best. Thanks for your support guys! ~SuperiorCookies
