I've noticed that there are many flaws I have, I must say. Each and every one of them can be reminded easily when it comes to her.
Hermione.
From the use of spells or even the way I use my form of grammar as she puts it, there's always something wrong. It's a perfect example that while she's around, I can never be perfect.
See, that's what makes it perfect.
If I were to be perfect, she wouldn't have yelled at me, or our bickering would be lessened. As odd as this may sound, sometimes I find that our bickering moments really add in to what our friendship is really made out of.
Reckless bickering.
I know Hermione's really worried about me nearly most of the time, and it is quite a shame because I can't be frank and find the exact right words to say, I love you Hermione.
I don't let anyone know about it actually, I just keep it to myself. Harry's always protecting her though, so if any case, I should most likely just give up soon because in actuality, I think it may be safe to say that she probably cares much more for Harry than myself.
Though, I know Hermione's had something there, it all added up to her actions from last year. To be blunt, she's actually admitted once or twice that she has something there for me, but in this way without telling me.
I've never had the chance to hold her in my arms. I guess we both never actually tried, which is a shame. I mean she's always holding Harry for Merlin's Beard doesn't know how long.
It's hard to see her slip away from me or even think about it. When there are times I feel as if I'm losing her over the bickering or not, it hurts immensely. Though, it always comes to a great surprise to me, that knowing Hermione, there would be no way I would want her to slip away from me, no matter how many silences occur between us or how terrible our bickering moments we have. I just tell myself it's only a matter of time.
