A/N: Hey guys, here's the second chapter of this fanfic. Thank you sooooo much "daughterofpercabeth417" and "Guest" for reviewing! You guys are the first people to review any of my fanfics! I hope all of you enjoy this chapter!
Disclaimer: I sadly don't own TMI, Cassandra Clare does.
Chapter 2
Clary's P.O.V.
It had been days since I found out I was pregnant and I still hadn't told anyone. I know that will have to change because a) there is no way I could do this on my own, b) I wouldn't be able to hide it, it would become very apparent. But I just had no clue what to do, this was something that I knew I couldn't cope with. My life was going to change drastically and I didn't know if I was ready for it, but I soon realized that it didn't matter because this was happening right now. I had so many questions and emotions racing through my body, I thought I might explode. There were so many things that were unclear.
I did manage to figure one thing out, I was going to keep this baby and it didn't matter if people hated me for it. Though it would be nice if they didn't hate me.
Jace's P.O.V.
(Waiting for Clary at the Institute for training)
Something was wrong with Clary, I could feel it. I have given her a couple of days but she still hasn't talked to me. I mean why doesn't she want to tell me? Did I do something? Does she not trust me? (italics) Before I could think more in depth, Clary walked into the training room. Her eyes were bloodshot and had purple bags under them. I could see the pain in her eyes. That was it, I had to talk to her whether she wanted to or not.
Clary's P.O.V.
"What's wrong Clary?" Jace asked before I could even say hi.
"Nothing" I replied.
"No it's not nothing, I know you Clary and you normally are not like this," he exclaimed.
"Not like what?" I retorted.
"This past week you've been avoiding me, well not just me, just about everyone. You lock yourself in your room and I can clearly tell that you haven't had much sleep and that you have been crying, so what is it?"
"Jace, I'm perfectly fine I-" I was cut off by Jace.
"Clary just tell me! I love you and I just want to help you, so please let me help you."
"There is nothing you can do to help me right now, so please accept that and move on," I said.
"What do you mean there is nothing I can do to help you? Do you not trust me?" he yelled. I then started to cry, he tried to comfort me, but I pushed him away and started to cry even harder.
"Fine! If you don't trust me enough to even talk to me then I'm going to go," he said as he started towards the door.
He was about to step out the door when I yelled while sobbing, "wait wait, Jace, I was telling the truth when I said you can't help me because I don't think anyone can." I took a deep breath and tried to stop crying.
"The reason I have been acting this way is because…"
"Because what?"
"Because…" I knew the words I had to say but I couldn't manage to make them come out of my mouth.
"Clary are you really going to tell me, or is this just going to be a waste of my ti-"
"I'm pregnant," I blurted out. After I said those two words Jace went quiet and his face was full of shock. I had earlier managed to stop crying, but it didn't matter because I just started to cry again. He still stood there like a statue in absolute silence. Well at least I thought he was there I couldn't really tell. I then suddenly felt lightheaded.
Jace's P.O.V.
I stood there by the door in shock not knowing what to do, say, or even feel. Before I could conjure up a response, I saw Clary fall to the floor. I immediately scrambled to her side, she was crumpled in a ball like shape.
"Clary!" I yelled in panic. She wasn't breathing. I yelled for help. Seconds later Alec and Izzy came.
"Alec, call Magnus." He did what I sad without hesitation.
"By the angel what happened," Izzy yelled.
"I don't know but-"
"Stop talking and help her" Izzy joined me on the floor. I picked Clary up and straightened out her body. I then began to give her CPR. After a few breaths, she began to breathe again.
"Oh, thank the angel," Izzy exclaimed.
"I'll go see if Magnus is almost here, ok?" I just nodded in response. When I looked back at Clary, her eyes started to flutter. Then Magnus and Alec burst through the door. Magnus rushed to Clary's side, and that's when her eyes opened.
"What happened?" she said groggily. Then Clary's eyes opened wide.
"Oh my god," she exclaimed. She then turned to Magnus. "Check me," she demanded.
"I have, you seem fine my dear, nothing's broken, you're not bleeding. From what I have seen, I can gather that you probably fainted, due to what I am not sure."
"No…" She then grabbed Magnus' hand and put it on her belly. His eyes flew wide open and he began to grin.
"Everything is fine, nothing happened," Magnus said. Clary sighed in relief.
"Are you sure that everything is fine?" I asked in a worried tone. Without care Clary pulled me into her and kissed me, I could feel the tears running down her face.
"You care what happens to it," she cried.
"Of course I do."
"So you want it?"
Alec and Izzy just stood there with a look of confusion on their faces.
"It's a lot and it will change things and I'm not sure if I'm completely ready yet, but yes I do." A huge smile crept up on her face.
"Should we tell them?" Clary asked.
"I don't know why not, it's not like you can hide it," I replied. She giggled and nodded.
"Ok," she said and took a deep breath. "I'm pregnant." Izzy then quickly darted out of the room.
"I'll go talk to her," Clary said.
"You sure, can you walk?"
"Yeah, I'm ok I just might need a little help getting up." She put her hand out and I carefully pulled her up, she followed Izzy out of the room. Alec and Magnus were on their way out.
"Good luck," Alec chuckled on his way out.
Clary's P.O.V.
I ran towards Izzay and called her name, but she didn't stop.
"Izzy! Please stop...are you really going to make a pregnant girl run?" She then reluctantly came to a stop. I finally caught up with her.
"Why didn't you tell me? I thought we were becoming close friends."
"I wanted to because I trust you, but I didn't know what to do or feel. I was still trying to wrap my head around the idea. I just didn't expect this, this is going to change my life, and not just mine Jace's too, and now I have to think about another person too."
"I could have helped you," she said.
"Izzy I don't think you could have, you give really good advice, but what could you have told me? Are you pregnant? No. This has never happened to you, it's happening to me!" I started to sob. "I'm so scared Izzy," I was about to say more but Izzy just ran to me.
"It will be ok, I'm here for you." She pulled me in for a hug and I sobbed into her shoulder. We broke from the hug.
"I'm sorry," Izzy said. "I should have been more understanding."
"It's alright but from now on I totally promise to tell you everything, ok," I responded.
"Alright," Izzy smiled and we started to head back to the training room.
Jace's P.O.V.
After many minutes of waiting, Clary and Izzy finally came through the door.
"Hey," I said. I wanted to say something more but it was the only thing I could think of saying at the moment.
"Hey," Clary responded. "Hey, Iz would you mind giving us a moment."
"Yeah no problem, I have plans with Simon anyway." Izzy was about to walk out before Clary stopped her.
"Do you mind if I ask you a favor?"
"No not at all," she replied.
"Could you not tell Simon, I want to tell him myself." Izzy nodded.
"Yeah no problem," she said with an understanding voice and left the room.
"Are you ok?' Clary asked.
"I should be the one asking you, I'm sorry."
"Don't be, I just threw a massive bomb on you and your life. I'm sorry for that if you change your mind you can have nothing to d-"
"Stop stop, Clary, of course, I want to be part of our child's life. After my childhood, after not having parents I won't do that to our child. And I love you more than life itself. Our relationship has always been a battle but we always survive. Things have been worse than this before, so why would I leave?"
"I know that you love me and I love you, Jace, so much I sometimes wonder if I love you too much. And since I love you this much I want you to have the best life that you can have and that might not be with me." She started violently crying, "it's just so much to ask of you and I know you would stay, but is that really the best thing for you? Is it something you're ready for? Is it even something you want?"
"Clary I don't care if this isn't the best thing for me, all I care about is if it's the best thing for the both of you, and no I am not completely ready for this either. But we can try our best to be ready. Together, and why would I not want this? I know we're young, but from what I've heard being a dad is a great joy especially if it's with the person you love. Since we have already established that we love each other, I say we don't have much to worry about." She smiled, even though she was still crying.
"Alright let's do this," she said while chuckling. She ran to me from the door. I instantly pulled her into a kiss and she wrapped her arms and legs around me. "I love you." She said in between kisses. I twirled her around and put her legs back on the ground.
"I love you." I said and then bent down and kissed her stomach, "and I love you too."
A/N: There you go! I hope you enjoyed it! I'm currently working on the third chapter right now, so please keep reviewing! *HINT - more reviews = faster updates!* Thanks!
