At the doctor office

"so you are saying he looked like you" D.r Adam was surprised by that so he was trying to get me to remember anything about my childhood but that didn't help at all , I couldn't remember any weird thing actually

"yes , his hair was longer than mine and his voice too but he has a nicer tone . umm and the way he was sobbing .. it somehow broke my heart , I mean , you know me doctor . I don't care about other people feelings at all ! but this person ..this guy was different , when we hugged I felt like if I finally found the missing part of my puzzle .. I felt whole , and he didn't want to let go of me .. but then he did and I saw his face as he said my name " I admitted as drank some wine "this whole thing is a mess .." I completed .

"Hikaru . do you bring your birth certificate with you ?"the doctor asked me oddly so I nodded and handed it to him

"how is that gonna help in my case? " I asked randomly as I noticed the surprised expression on Adam's face "what? Did you figure out something ?"

"no not yet , here , I'll need you to go do some test .. for your eyes " he said to me as he handed me a hospital test paper "ask for a doctor named Rayan Mozbie "

"I don't think I need glasses tho !"

"just do it Hikaru . leave now and keep me updated if you have any flashbacks "and so I did left the office to the hospital where I made the test . the doctor stared at my eyes through some machine for like 5 minutes and then he wrote something on the paper and gave it to me ..I could never read doctors handwrite!

So I went out of the hospital .. it's almost 6 am now , a cold breeze made me shrugging , I raised the jacket zipper . the streets were calms and empty with some fog .. I guess it'll rain soon .. I walked and walked in the empty town thinking of that guy and how he looked weak and helpless , I'm wondering what is he going through now and where is he .

He might be my soul mate , heh I don't mind his gender thought , he looked so cute

I felt dizzy suddenly so I sat down and took a breath …"am I sick?".. but not I wasn't , it was another flashback because everything suddenly turned to blue , I was standing in the corner of the blue room where two sluts where standing around 4 men , they were wearing glasses and smoking cigar while gambling and laughing like drunk people .. the room started moving and everything mixed . end of flash back

I couldn't understand anything .. I took a deep breath and stood up from my place.

it starts raining and the wind got stronger so I opened my umbrella and I run to get back to 's office , the raining is too heavy I barely can see the road.. I enter a street that's full with people walking .. I noticed some homeless people standing under a banner and some others wearing suits and handling umbrellas , I couldn't find any taxi to pick me up also so instead of talking the usual way I decided to walk through an alley instead .. then I went to a street full of common markets

" sir..do you wanna buy some newspapers …I sure have the most famous ones ..sir please …if you just buy one then I can go back to my house… " oh that must be some homeless person asking for my money and he was just walking behind me so I turned my head to face him

"what do you want I already don't have any…money…" I looked to the guy's face and hair…he is...him .. the one from the flashbacks , and he looked in surprise at my face too .. we literally looked so much alike , I don't think people would tell us a part , I touched his face that was wet of of the raining , I removed his hair to look to his eyes .. the same ones I saw before "it's you… I found you…" I was smiling pointlessly at him as if I found a treasure .. "what's your name dear? " I asked him , he didn't answer me , he looked really confused and scared " why…why do we look like each other?" once he spoke I felt weird , I didn't know what to answer him .. he took a step forward and touched my cheek " ..you are real…you came for me… " I couldn't Irresistible the incentive for this guy , I took off my dry jacket and put it around his wet shoulders as we both stood under the umbrella .. I never believed of destiny till now , if I didn't decide to take this road and walked by the usual road I'd have never found him " my name is kaoru..".. his name sounds familiar to me "I am Hikaru" ..the moment was so weird that we stayed in silent for awhile and just looking at each other's eyes ..he was shorter than me by like 3 cm and he has a feminine voice just like the flashback

"KAORU ! COME OVER HERE YOU RAT'S ASS !" we heard some fat huge man calling for him , he looked like he'd hurt him and I saw the fear look in kaoru's face so I automatically wrap my my arms around him possessive and brought him closer to my chest "hika…" he whispered my name and wrap his arms around me too , that feeling I had in the flashback , this was 10 times better

"MY MY ! WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU ? LET THAT FUCKING PIECE OF HOMO SHIT BACK HERE NOW !"

" heh , how pathetic of you , I won't let you lay a finger on him " I said to him confidently "Hikaru.. you'll put yourself in a problem , just leave already or he'll hurt you " kaoru pulled out from me and ran to that man "KAORU NO!" , "RUN HIKARU "

That man captured kaoru from his neck and threw him to the wall , I saw kaoru's body lying down in the floor shivering then he spit out some blood "FUCKING BITCH PLAYING AROUND WHEN YOU GOT TO WORK ! YOU'LL PAY FOR THAT " the man screamed at him and wanted to hit him again but by that time I kicked the man with all power using my umbrella hand in his ugly face that made him fall down the road , quickly carried kaoru in my arms and ran as fast as I can the man took our his gun and started shooting pointlessly in all the sides .. I just ran a long my legs till I finally lost that man behind us , then stopped for air while kaoru was staring in shock in me with the rain falling on us ,I sat down in a garden chair with kaoru setting on my lap ..he touched my forehead and removed my wet hair then he wrapped his arms around my shoulders and start crying "y-you..crazy …" I fondle his back "shush..it's gonna be okay …I promise.." I said to him as he was sniffing . I carried him again and walked to the other side of the street "there's my apartment " he is still not looking but buried his face in my neck as he cried and sniffed ..I reached my key and opened the door as I put kaoru down to his feet , I locked the door again "make yourself at home " he took his shoes and looked around at the walls and the sofas then stared at the huge tv screen I have . he touched the sofa with his hand "ohh so soft .." as he looked down to the carpet that was taking a place between his feet fingers .. I smiled in the scene "you can set" ..seems like he has never lived in a good place before , I opened the fireplace so the place warmed up "kaoru .. take off your clothes " I saw his face blushing " I meant because they are wet . I'll bring you new ones " he smiled to me and start taking them off as I brought him a new orange blouse and a blue pants "change to those , I'll change too " my clothes matched him perfectly and so after that I was making us some hot chocolate in the kitchen while kaoru was setting in a chair staring at me " that smells good " he said

"and tastes good too "

I wanted to speak to him about the whole thing from the beginning but I didn't want to scary him , seems like he had enough fear already so if we take our time first and he trusts me enough then we'll talk

"aaand here's your hot chocolate kaoru " he smiled to me warmly and taste it .. he closed his eyes and drank more "this is…the best thing I've ever drank "

"glad that you liked it " seeing him like that made me feel happy myself , I am really chained spiritually with him

" I don't wanna wake up " he whispered to himself

"what? "

" ah.. I am dreaming I know it , I don't wanna wake up "

"baka you are not dreaming .. neither do I " I stand up and walk to his chair and put my hands in the back of his hair as our foreheads touched "close your eyes "

"Hikaru if you are going to wake me up from this dream I won't forgive you"

"hehe .. no just close your eyes " and so he did

"kaoru.. we are twins .."

"even thought that doesn't make sen-"

"shushhh" the moment was silent but full of feelings , our hands tangled as our foreheads touched , our hearts beat together in the same tone , I'd swear we he met before so I am gonna call this A reunification

" I like this … reunification "

"huh ! " I opened my eyes " did you just read my mind ? "

"I did hear your voice in my head since we first met hikaru"

"but I didn't.."

"yes you did hear mine too , you used to answer me thinking you've heard me saying things when in fact I was thinking about them the whole time "

"this is..weird .."

"yup , but I love it"

" I love it too kaoru"

"see , I didn't say that out load "


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