Without A Heart
If I say that I'm in pain
If I say that I am sad
I'm scared I will shed my tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
But people ask my why I'm crying
Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again
what's wrong with me, why do I do this repeatedly?
Can't differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals
So far in my life, I never felt pain this excruciating
Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper
In a day, finally the paper goes black and I let the pen go
I long for you, I hold onto my cellphone and I let it go
My eyes are filling up with tears again, this separation between us
I'm without a heart....
I don't have a heart
So I wouldn't be feeling pain
Everyday I talk to myself
and put myself under a spell
But even so, I keep shedding my tears
If I say that I'm in pain
I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad
I'm sad that I will shed tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
But people ask my why I'm crying
When I'm laughing like this
After you left, I think I became a fool
I can't do, I can't do anything so I die
I shove myself into a corner and live
Without you there's nothing left to do
A day is too long way too long
But, what was I busy with to make you feel so lonely
When you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends
was so easy, but why couldn't I do the same to you?
I always regretted being so slow
I dont' know if I'm really stupid, but I still can't let go of our bond
If I say that im in pain
I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad
I'm sad that I will shed tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
But people ask my why I'm crying
When I'm laughing like this
(Let's smile) like couples in dramas
(let's smile) like the title of your minihompy
(let's smile) happy like in my past
I'm without a heart....
I can't be in pain
I'm without a heart
I can't be in pain
let's just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
Please, please lets stop crying now
