Sian's POV

Sian Powers, Sian Powers, Sian Powers. The name I was born with and the name I'm still stuck with. I'm 21 years old and single, how depressing? I've been single since 11th April 2010 and it's now 2nd October 2015. How sad is that? I've never met the right person you see...until now. I've always got attention from lads when I'm out but I just shrug 'em off saying 'I'm not interested, sorry'. No-one who has ever paid attention to me makes me feel any sort of love towards them, they don't make my heart skip a beat, they don't make me shiver and cover in goosebumps at their touch and they especially don't make me want to have their lips connected with mine. The only person that makes me feel all those things is...Sophie Webster.

Sophie Webster is my bestfriend, the person who's been their for me through thick and thin, the person who comforts me when I'm sad, the person who calms me down when I'm mad, the person who parties with me all night long, the person who never gets angry with me, the person who copes with my ever-changing moods, the person who knows all my secrets(except this one, obviously), the person who reads me like a 3 year olds book and the person who even if it's 3 o'clock in the morning will run round to my house like the world is ending if i need her. She's more like my mother than my mother could ever or would ever be and I love her so much, it's killing me inside.

I can't control these feelings, I want to tell her but I can't. She'd never forgive me if I did, she wouldn't be there for me like she is now and I can't ever lose the close friendship that we have.

I never thought I'd ever be a lesbian or bisexual to be exact but there's some things that shock people. I used to think girl-to-girl kissing was disgusting and wrong especially in the eyes of God. I read in the bible once that having an unnatural relationship is a sin and that if you have them feelings for a person from the same sex as you, that you shouldn't act on them but if falling in love with the person of your dreams is a sin then I for one am a sinner.

Sophie rang me this morning and told me she'd broke up with her boyfriend. You would have seen the smile on my face from the moon, it was that big. He's no good for her anyway, she could do so much better. So, excitedly I asked her to come round to mine later and she accepted straight away as usual. Lucas used to get really pissed off because Sophie picked me over him all the time without fail.

So, here I am stood at the bus stop outside my house with my hands buried in my leather jacket pockets with Sophie's arms wrapped tightly around me placing soft and warm kisses on my forehead.