I could see that i really made a lot of mistakes in the first chapter!. My grammar sucks, but i'll try to not make any mistakes this time. I DON'T OWN ANYTHING OF TRUE BLOOD Hope you like it :).

The sun was about to rise down. Bill woke up really quick, he wanted to see his love again. He took fast clothes on, shoes and ran vampire speed home to Sookie's House. The door was open? "Maybe she forgot to lock the door?" Bill thought. He walked in to her house and went into Sookie's bedroom. He saw she was passed out on the bed. Bill laughed, really quiet, not trying to wake up his love from sleeping. Instead, he took his hands under her back, and carried her back to his house. Then he laid her down at the bed he had, and laid down in front of her, pulling her close to him so he could smell her lovely scent. After 5 minutes. Sookie woke up, stretching and yawning, and realised she had no idea where she was, but she could feel cold arms around her, holding her tight. She smiled as she saw Bill and kissed him. He kissed her back moving his tounge and Sookie did the same. She was trying to get his fangs out, cause she loved when his had them out. So she began to touch him all over his body, and it worked. He fangs poped out the second she touch him. Sookie had to stop kissing him so she could get some air, and Bill smiled at her, with his fangs out. "my stars! can he be more beautiful?" Sookie thought as she lost herself in his eyes, but she still touch him, and he began to moan really deep "Oh Sookie" Bill said as she was turned on by her. "I want to tell you about the car acetent, Mississippi, everything!" He said very desperate, he loved being with Sookie, but his dead heart was hurting from all the secrets... all the pain he did to her, while he was away. " Sookie! i fell terrible, i can't stand it anymore! I've many times apologized, for all the pain i did to you! But i want you to know the whole!-" he wanted to say more, but Sookie interrupted him. "Look Bill, i know you have it awful... about hurting me... and you are right..." she wispered, it almost looked like Bill was going to cry. "But let us start with how i felt about you, when you where away. Cause i've heard how you felt about hurting me" She said. Bill nodded, and began to sit up on the bed, while holding hands.

She took a deep breath, before she began to start talking. "The night at the resturant...when you proposed to me... i was confiused?. My heart said yes, but somthing deep inside me said no. I didn't know what to say?... So i began to panic, and i just needed a human space. I could see that you were worried about me. And it just made me want to cry" She said, her voice kinda broke Bill nodded "I could hear you crying" Bill said. He could feel her emotions, she was sad, embarrassed, and was in pain. Sookie began so speak again. "While i was in the bathroom, i thought i was stupid beacuse i left you, but when i looked at the ring... i knew that, my place was with you" She said, and she meant it. Bill began to smile and give her a kiss on her cheek, but he let her continue with the story. "So i went back to you... but you were gone?... i thought you were kidnapped... and you was. So i wanted to find you, i wanted to know what was going on. But i couldn't find you. I called to Jessica to asked her if she had seen you after you left, but she didn't. but she said somthing lke 'he was calling me' ?" Sookie said confuised, cause she didn't know what it meaned. "If i need my progeny, or if i'm i trouble? I can get her to come to me fast, by 'calling her' " Bill explained to her. She nodded and continued: "Then Alcide came to protect me? Eric sent him" she said and Bill remebered Eric without any problems. "And i still wanted to find you" She said looking into his eyes. "So he helped me, and let me stay at his place while we was trying to find you..." she had to take a deep breath before she continued. "then you called me on the phone, i was soo happy to hear your voice." she said smiling to him, he smiled back to her. "I wanted to know where you were?... But... all you said to me was that you didn't love me anymore?... that you didn't want me to find you?... i actually belived you" she said, she could feel she wanted to cry but Bill gave her a thight hug. "My dearest Sookie" He said as soft as he could. "You know that's not true!, you know it wasn't me 'saying that' " Bill begged her to understand that he loved her. She did understand him "Oh believe me Bill, first i believed in you. But i knew you woudn't say that to me on the phone. So i didn't give up... But then you said that you were with Lorena" Her voice broke as she said Bill's makers name. "My heart just stopped, right in that moment and i could hear her voice trough the phone... You explained to me why you was with her, but never where you were?. I began to cry, i didn't wanted to say goodbye to you... Not like that?" She was really sad, for almost lose her love for Bill, but she still hold his cold hands, so it helped her to get a little better. "So i cried myself so sleep beacuse i thought i lost you... But i didn't give up. My heart still was beating for you Bill... and i stilled loved you" She said, now smiling to him and she gave him a kiss. "Then after a lot of time, trying to find you, while it was night. You were there... in Alcide's house... right in front of me. I was soo happy to see you" She said smiling to him. "I really missed you too, more than you think" Bill said, and Sookie knew it was true, every single word. "i ran over to you, giving you a big hug. I finally felt i was hell, save again" Sookie said, she was happy, and she felt save as she hold his arms. "But then you said that i needed to leave?, i was so confiused. But i decided to go were ever you were going, but you said it like i needed to leave you?... i refused to leave you again!... i just couldn't!" She said, she was in pain. He gave her a kiss, tried to calm her down. It worked a little. "But then Russell showed up... and his guards... and we both know what happend next" She said very sharp. Bill nodded.

Then when i talked to Russell, i asked if Lorena was going to kill you?... He said that she knowed what was best for you.I was so angry, but i begged him to stop her from killing you. But then he showed me the file you had that was about me" She said worried. "I allready explained to you, why i had that file" Bill said, smiling to her. "I know Bill" Sookie said as she gave him a big kiss. "Then when it was morning i escaped the house and was trying to save you from Lorena, i finally find you in a little house, and i saw you there...laying on the floor" She had to breath, he could see it was really hard for her to speak about himself, in pain. "You where covered in blood... Cut up by Lorena... I thought you were dead... Like really dead" Sookie began to cry. Bill put his hand on her sholder. Sookie moved the tears from her face, with her hands." Then i saw Lorena. And i could see she was mad, and she bited me. Witch i didn't like at all" She said, Bill growled "I i wasn't covered in my own blood, and siver... I would have killed her" He said really angry. Sookie took her hand on his cheek. " You were too weak, but you did have the strength to move her away from me, so i could kill her. I'm still greatful for that" She smiled at him and he smiled back. "Then i got help from Alcide and Tara, they thought you were dead, but i knew you wouldn't. Then Deebie Pelt came with his boyfriend, and we escaped, by Alcide's help. Then we got you in his truck, i didn't want to leave you... So i stayed with you..." She had to stop talking before she continued. She looked at Bill "Okay, this will be tough for me to speak about, but you know i still love you" She said and gave him at kiss, so he didn't need to be shocked if she was about to say. "I love you too, my Sookie" Bill said smiling to her. "I thought you were going to die, so i cut myself on the hand..." She said to him, embarrassed. "I could smell someone's blood, and i knew it was yours. But-" Sookie interrupted Bill." You couldn't stop... Then you pulled me over, so you could bite my neck... I was so scared i wanted to scream, so you could stop. But you had your hand over my mouth, so i couldn't...After that i didn't remembered what happend?... i was somwhere else?... A woman came over to me?... saying she was my godmother?... And then the place went dark, and she said there was a vampire... Then she wanted me to leave with her, i didn't even know her. But she said somthing about: 'don't let him take the light from you'? i was soo confiused." she had to breath. "Then i woke up, in the hospital, and i saw you helped me with your blood, and all i could think about, was to scream" Sookie said to him. "Cause you where scared of me... And i haven't still forgived myself, for what i did to you" He said to her, in pain for what he did to his love of this life. Sookie began to speak. "Yes, i was scared. But i still wanted to talk to you, cause i knew you wouldn't kill me... You are not that type of person." She smiled at him, it almost looked like Bill was going to cry, and Sookie knew he would, so she coutinued. "You said you where sorry to me... for everything, and i couldn't stop crying. You began to say things, you wished you could give to me... But you couldn't" Now Bill began to cry, and she did too. it remembered them both about the scene in the hospital."I don't think there is much to say?" Sookie said. "Then Deebie came to kill me... And Russell... And i went fine? i think?. But there wasn't somthing bad after that" She looked at Bill smiling to him. "the only thing we haven't talk about yet, is Eric and Pam..." She wispered. "I know Sookie, and i we will talk about them" He said to her softly. "But i just want to say what... after everything you told... I can't be more sorry than i'm right now, Sookie! i'm soo, soo, sorry my love" Bill said crying to her,hugging her, as he was soo sad. Sookie moved the blood from his cheeks, kissing them both. "Bill sweetheart... It is all my fault, everything. I shoud've give you a sooner answer-" She wanted to say more, but Bill interruped her. "None of that is not your fault Sookie!, i should have gone over too you, so i could check on you... i should..." He also wanted to say more, but they only way they both thought, they could talk to eachother, was kissing eachother. They kissed depply, and laid down the bed, stil kissing. "I love you Sookie Stakehouse" Bill said to her "I love you Bill Compton" Sookie said to him. They hugged and kissed eachother for a while until it was midnight..

"Alright... Let talk about Eric and Pam's dead" Sookie said before she took a deep breath. Bill nodded and they stated to talk.

Long story! Please comment if you want more! :D i would be more than happy to write another chapter.