AN : I only just got inspiration again. I got Kingdoom Hearts 358/2 days yesterday. I a chapter wrote but it was awful so here is the first proper chapter.

Disclaimer : I don't own Kingdom Hearts if I did no organisation members would die.

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I have to go to school. My psycologist felt it would be a good idea. Stupid people. Not that it mattered eitherway to me. I'd be bored.

I'm not allowed near sharp objects. My stuff was taken away and i'm pissed about that. Something to do with starting again. How am I supposed to start again? I'm insane. Not that anyone knows. I've been hiding it.

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I am writing this during second period. I'm extremely bored. I can't even remeber what the lesson is. They won't let me listen to music. Assholes. They don't know me.

So far only one person has stuck out. He was hot. Zexion, but he had some blond bi-polar dude hanging all over him.

My cousin's girlfriend Kairi is trying to set me up with her sister Namine. She's pretty enough but not my type. I think Sora should go out with his friend Riku. His brothers are hot. Although i'm pretty sure Kadaj and Yazoo are screwing each other.

I want to listen to music. My skin is crawling and i'm going to throw spmething if i can't listen to music.

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I have managed to survive until lunch. Shocking for me. Usually I would be screaming by now. Some tall, anorexic guy, can't remember his name, invitedme to sit with him and his friends.

Zexion and his blond are with them. Sigh. So hot. But seriously what the hell is up with Blond's hair.

They are all chatting witheach other but i'm not paying attention. If I need to i'll catch up.

I need music. So i'm listening to my MP3 player.

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I will personally kill the people who made me go to school. This has been the worst day ever. At least since the day I woke up in the hospital and found out I hadn't died.

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I hung out with Kadaj after school. Sora made me come with him to see Riku. So I spent time with Kadaj, Yazoo and Loz. We were trying to figure out what Sephiroth was doing.

Turned out to be this amazingly beautiful guy named Genesis. My GOD, I wish I knew guys like that. Sephiroth is a lucky bastard.

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I'm puking in a toilet. Honestly I don't usually do this sort of thing. I got drunk. I don't get drunk often but I couldn't get any drugs. Apparently my dealer has been in jail for a week or so. I'm not an addict or anything. I just get sudden cravings.

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It occurs to me I haven't introduced myself yet. I'm Roxas. Nice to meet you.

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AN : I know this probably didn't make much sense if you didn't get it let me know and i'll try to explain it.