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// FearLess //

Leah PoV

-*- Of All The Types Of Sex -*-

//**//**//**//**// NOW //**//**//**//**//**//**//

" Leah are you ever going to come out of the bedroom" Embry asked knocking on the door.

I throw my phone at the door hoping that would give him his answer. I was pissed off and had no plans to come out of the bedroom for a long time. Matter of factly Embry Fucking Call was sleeping on the couch tonight. I've had one hell of a bad day and he was the start of it. I throw myself on the bed with a huff, I was enraged.

//**//**//**//**//**//**//**//**// That Morning //**//**//**//**//**//**//**//**//**//

I woke up next to Embry like any other day. He's been working over-time and patrolling allot more and hasn't really had much time at home. When he was home he would eat and then go straight to bed. We was getting no us time. So this morning I got up noticing that it was still early so I thought that we could connect on deeper levels before we had to start the day. I mean what better time did we have. Nikkei was sleep I could hear her shallow breathing from here. There was no one that could call or show up. We had time to just us.

Time that I have been needing might I add

Looking over at him I seen that he was in a deep sleep, thought for a second that I should just leave him alone and go back to sleep. But that thought was over ran by the screaming voices that was telling me to get it girl. If I wasn't in such need of feeling him together with me I might not have straddled him, startling him causing me to end up on the other side of the room on the floor. He pushed me off him so fast and so hard that I went flying across the room, hitting the wall and now I was sitting on my ass.

To top it all off he started laughing, laughing so hard that he was crying.

" You think it's funny Embry?" I asked in an icy tone. I wasn't smiling and I damn sure didn't think that anything about getting tossed across a room was funny. Matter of fact it was just enough to piss me off.

He got up coming over to help me but I growled at him before he could even take a step away form the bed. I didn't want him to come try to help me. I was just fine on my own.

" Just stay there, don't worry about it." I yelled getting myself up.

dumbass

I glared at him daring him to laugh some more. I take it he got the picture because he put his hand over his mouth taking deep breaths. I couldn't believe that I just throw myself at him and end up being laughed at. I made sure that I held eye contact with him until I laid back down on my side of the bed closing my eyes tightly. I felt him lay back down snuggling up closer to me. I wrapped my arms around myself moving closer to the edge of the bed.

" Leah, I'm sorry you just caught me off guard." He whispered against my ear nibbling on it as he pulled away.

I rolled over so that I was facing him and watched as his lips try to make there way to mine. Before he had the chance to kiss me I put my hand on his face ,pushing him back as hard as I could. " It's too late to apologize." I yelled making sure that he heard me.

Yes, I was mad. I was frustrated beyond words. I never went this long before with out getting some kind of simulation. As if sleeping in the bed with him wasn't enough to drive me crazy. The fact that when ever we was together he seemed to rip sexualness. God I wanted him and nothing was going to allow me to get what I wanted.

" Leah, don't get upset." He begged.

I jumped out of bed. " Don't get upset Embry? Really? Aren't you feeling any of the sexual tension between us. It's been four months and we haven't even done it yet. I sleep in your bed every night, not totting my own horn or nothing but I'm Hot and you still don't do anything with it!" I didn't realize that I was screaming until I heard Nikkei scream shut up half sleep from the next room.

" Baby, you know I've been working late and everything that's been going on, and you know that I want you. If you come here we can do it right now." He winked.

I picked up my pillow swinging it back making sure that it had force before I hit him in his face with it. " Do it with that" I yelled as I stormed out the room.

It was only 5 in the morning the sun hadn't even started to come up yet, and here I was sitting in the kitchen mad as hell. Who in there right mind is mad at 5 in the morning?

I know... girls who aren't getting any from there boyfriends... yeah that's who

//**//**//**//**//**// Now //**//**//**//**//**//**//

" Leah! You can't lock me out of my own room." He yelled as he beat on the door.

" Well I did!" I yelled back at the top of my lungs. He was really getting on my bad side.

" Leah I'm going to come back to this door in ten minutes and you better let me in or something bad is going to happen." His voice was laced with seriousness and anger.

I didn't say nothing back to him even though I really really wanted to. I mean how much bad could my day go. Hell it was only a few hours away from a new day was that going to be bad too. I pulled the pillow over my head letting out a muffled scream. I heard Nikkei telling Embry of just how crappy my day had really gone. Hell it sounded worse coming from her. I really have had one hell of a day.

The worst day that I've had in months

//**//**//**//**//**//**//**//**// This Afternoon //**//**//**//**//**//**//**//**//**//

I had sat in the same spot for hours looking out at nothing. I was still mad as hell only now I was about to be heated as Embry walked into the kitchen fully dressed and ready for work. He looked refreshed, rejuvenated, ready to go. It mad me sick. I mean looking at him I really wanted to throw up. Throw up all over him and mess up his day the way that he had messed up mine.

I watched him pull his lunch out of the fridge, making sure that everything was in it before he walked over to the table. He looked at me for a moment I could tell in his mind he was trying to think of something to say to me. I stared him down the whole time hoping that he would think really hard about what ever it was that he was about to say. He didn't have enough points left to say anything reckless to me with out me snapping out.

" I'm sorry and I'll see you later." He said before he kissed me on the top of my head getting away before I had the chance to hit him with something.

" Prick!" I yelled as he opened the door.

He laughed " Well your a rose." He said before he yelled have a good day and left.

Yeah I'ma have a great fucking day buddy

I was thinking about waking Nikkei up but felt sleepy as soon as I got up so I thought that I would go back to bed for a while. I got all comfy in the bed my eyes so heavy that they dropped as soon as my hit the pillow, It was the fastest that I had ever went to sleep before. It also was the quickest sleep that I would ever have. I do believe that I was out for a whole five minuets before my phone started ringing.

" Hello!" I yelled

" Leah, you've been here for four months and I'm just not finding out about it from some old bat at the store?" My mother screamed into the phone.

God here we go

I rolled my eyes. " I didn't know that you didn't know mom." I replied getting myself ready for whatever she was going to say.

She huffed into the phone. " Leah, you are Un-Fucking-Believable!" I heard her throwing dishes in the sink. " So what was you just not going to tell me? Where the hell have you been staying? How long did you plan on being here before I found out?"

The tone she was using with me was what really made me so mad. Oh and given that fact that I was already mad before

" Look mother, I'm sorry that I didn't clue you in on every fucking aspect of my life, I'm staying at Embrys, have been and plan on it for a long time to come. I don't know how long I was gonna stay and I really didn't think about telling you. Why? because the last time that I checked I was a grown ass female and mommy doesn't need to know everything that I do. Call and harress Seth and leave me the hell alone!" I got it all out in one breath and hung up the phone.

She called right back and I didn't answer I was done with her for the day. I laid my head down thinking about how pissed off I was. There was no way in hell that today was going to be good for me.

No way not going to happen

I end up shutting my phone off all together, putting on my mp3 and faded into a deep sleep. It was all going well I was having a great dream that I was getting some. about to reach my point when my moms voice came out of no where.

" Leah Avon Clearwater!"

" Leah wake-up this moment!"

She was screaming at me which even in a dream state was enough to piss me off to where I was awaken in a fit of anger, Throwing the pillow across the room. I couldn't even dream with out getting mad. Today had to be the worst day of my life. I made no effort to going back to sleep instead I gathered something to wear for the day and made my way to the shower.

A hot shower would do me really good

I opened the bedroom door and seen Nikkei on the other end of the hall carrying her robe over her arm. She looked at me the same way that I looked at her. Which I was sizing her up. She glared at me as I looked from her to the bathroom. Returning her look I took a step away from the door. In a spilt second she was standing still and then she was moving, Running down the hall-way. I didn't waste a second before I made the move.

I was one second from putting my hand on the handle when a beating at the door made me lose focus, Nikkei catching my slip pushed me out of the way and made her way into the bathroom closing the door with the biggest grin ever. I wanted to kick to door in, would have if someone wouldn't have been beating the hell out of my front door. I opted for throwing my stuff at the bathroom door marching down the hall-way to the front door.

I had no clue who it could be, I did know that who ever it was, was going to get a mouthful on exactly how I felt about them.

I pulled open the door, " What the hell do you want?" I yelled not even looking to care who I was yelling at..

The person gasped which make me take notice to who was standing in front of me.

Crazy...I mean Carly

She looked like hell, her face was blotchy, eyes where puffy and red, and she looked like she had wondered around all night. Looking her over made me feel kinda bad for her, but I still wasn't trying to be bothered with her at this moment.

" Leah, Me and Seth had a big fight." She whimpered to me looking as if someone had just ran over her cat.

I huffed a breath and waved her in. I lead her into the kitchen motioning for her to have a set. I sat across from her running my hands through my knotted, kinky hair waiting for her to began talking.

After a few minutes of just staring at each other I figured that best bet of getting any where with this would be for me to start the conversation. Taking a deep breath I exhaled. " Okay, so tell me about this big fight that has you so upset." I tried to keep my look sinceer even though I really didn't care.

She sniffled. " Hey called me a crazy lady, and I just lost it. I hate being called crazy!" She yelled at me.

" Okay! What lead to him calling you a crazy lady Carly?" I asked leaning back in my chair to make sure that there was space between us.

She started to cry again. " Well... We was you know ' Doing it ' and I wanted to try something new, and he flipped out." She was crying so hard that her whole body was shaking. " I tired to show him that what I wanted to do wasn't really that bad but he was having no part of it called me a Crazy Lady and stormed out the house."

I extend my hand to rub her arm but she hissed at me jerking her body away. " Sor..rry!" I mumbled placing both of my hand in my lap.

" So what is it that you wanted to do that made him so upset?" I asked not knowing at the time what I had gotten myself into.

" It's called Knife sex, and It's where you have take a knife and cut off each others clothing, and proceed to have rough sex and you cut and poke each other with the knife. Well, I wanted to try it so I hide the knife under the pillow and after we started I pulled it out and told him what I wanted to do with it, he wasn't sure about it so I thought that I would show him how it worked and went to cut my chest and that's when he flipped out." She node her head as if to say that's the story and she was sticking to it.

I was now in a deep state of shock that I couldn't do nothing but nod my head along with her. I had never heard of knife sex in my whole life.

" Knife Sex?!" Was the only thing that I could get out.

She shock her head yes. " Yeah, I had it all planed out, I slipped a few more of Granny pills into her drink to make sure that she would sleep until this afternoon, I even sharpened a knife for the special event. I was so excited and then it turns to hell and ends in a big fight." She ended the statement on a whisper putting her head down tears rolling down her checks.

I watched her for a minute wanting to bust out laughing but obviously this girl wasn't in her right mind so I held it back not wanting to do anything to set her off.

" I'm sure everything will work out Seth isn't the type of person to hold grudges." I reassured her.

Big mistake on my part

She looked up me with fire in her eyes. " No, it will not be okay until he apologies to me, you just can't call me a crazy lady and expect for everything to be okay." Making a fist and hitting the table, " You can do allot of shit to me but calling me a crazy isn't one of them, I can't and won't take it." She yelled.

Okay, this girl is really a nut job

I was getting ready to say something to her when the beating on the front door started again. We had never had this many visitors at the house so I wondered who it was. I got to the door just as who ever was on the other side started a whole new round of beats. It pissed me off that they just couldn't wait in peace until I got to the door but had to keep beating on it.

I jerked the door open and screamed " What the hell do you want!"

" Is Carly here?" Seth asked sniffing the air pushing the door open and me into the wall as he made his way in.

I slammed the door shut as Carly yelled " I don't want to see you Seth Clearwater. "

Oh great there about to continue there fight at my house.. Yay!

//**//**//**//**// NOW //**//**//**//**//**//**//

I was sitting on the foot of the bed trying to put my phone back together wondering if Embry was going to make good on his threat. I was feeling bad about my phone, it was broke, there was no way of fixing it, and I knew that I wasn't ever going to get a phone like it again.

Not in La Push

I was trying to remember if I had got insurance on it, wondering if I even still had the box and paper work for it.

!!!BAMN!!!

I jumped off the bed looking at Embry standing where the door had once been. He knocked it down. I mean all the way off the hinges, the door was laying on the floor. His eyes was full of fire, I had really never seen him as mad as he looked right now.

I looked at the door again then back up at the door way Embry wasn't standing alone now Nikkei was standing beside him peering into the room. I was really in shock I didn't think that he was going to really bust down the door.

wait... he busted down the door

He walked into the room grabbed a pillow and walked back out of the room not saying one word to me the whole time. I was mad all over again.

" Embry you busted down the fucking door for a pillow?!" I yelled following him into the living room.

He laid out on the couch. " I warned you Leah." was the only thing that he said.

I stood there staring at him as he flipped the channels on the TV as if I wasn't standing there.

There's no way it's going to end like this

I walked over the TV, turning it off and standing in front of it. " I've had a bad day, I haven't had sex in god knows how long, I had to listen to a crazy lady tell me about her sex life with my brother, my mom wont leave me the hell alone, And you just busted down the bedroom door!" I yelled stomping my foot making sure that I had his full attention. " You started all this Embry.. My whole bad day started with you!"

His eyes got big, then they went to angry. " Your really blaming me for your bad day. God Leah get a grip!" He yelled back sitting up on the couch.

I gave him my death look, " Oh no buddy you aren't going to yell at me for something that is your fault." I screamed moving closer to him so that I wouldn't have to go so far to hit him with something.

He stood up quickly moving closer to me. " You called me a prick Leah, I hadn't even done nothing to you." He screamed right back at me.

I made a fist bringing it up to connect with his chest when he grabbed me by my wrist pulling my to his chest. I tried to hit him with my other hand yet he caught my other wrist, spin me around so that I was in front of the couch. I scream a whole bunches of cusses at him which in return he pushed me back letting me fall on the couch. He didn't give me time to do anything before he was laying on top of my holding my hands tightly. Trying to shimmy out of it I end up laying on the couch with him on top of me.

" Prick!" I said looking him in the eyes.

" Every rose has it's thorn Leah!" he whispered against my ear before nibbling below it.

I pulled his mouth to mine kissing him deeply letting his tongue win the battle. " So what are I the rose or the thorn?" I asked my breathlessly as he trailed kisses down my chest.

He pulled down my cotton shorts kissing all the places they had covered before making his way to my wet core, teasing me before saying. " Which ever you wanna be beautiful."

I couldn't hold back the moans as he tasted me, His tongue was like magic, he knew just how to move it so that it drove me crazy. My eyes rolled back in my head as I felt the start of my release.

I was right at my point when he stopped. " So I take it that today is going to be a better day." He stated smiling shyly.

He took no time to get his shorts off and thrust into me roughly

My whole body shock as pure Ecstasy took over me.

I don't know much about Knife sex but I do know that bad day sex is great


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