Flashback chapter
Warning deals with a sensitive issue
Castle was in the bathroom when he heard moans of pain coming from the bedroom.
He walked out to see his wife holding her belly in pain and blood drops on the bed.
He rushed to the bed and sat next to her.
" Kate "
He cupped her cheek.
" sweetie, Kate talk to me "
" hurts ", she whimpered out.
He rushed to the hospital Kate was put in a room right away.
The doctor walked in to check on Kate and told them that she needed into delivery right away.
Nurses and doctors crowed the room which made them more scared.
Kate started to push nearly breaking Ricks hand.
After a long labour they heard no cries. Both of their hearts stopped the look on the nurses and doctors face was not good news and their baby was taken out of the room.
All Kate heard was I'm sorry by the doctor before breaking down into tears.
Rick thought they should get out of the city go somewhere. But all Kate wanted to do is lie in bed and day dream while Rick wrote up his chapters.
Kate would have dreams about her baby even though she never saw them. In her dream the baby was a boy he had deep blue eyes like his father and soft hazel skin like his mother.
Alexis knocked on the door.
" Kate? ", she said softly.
" yes "
" can I come in? "
" I guess "
Alexis walked in and sat on the bed next to her.
" i brought a present a couple of days ago I was going to return it but I wasn't sure "
" can I have it?" Kate butted in.
" sure i"ll go get it for you "
Alexis walked upstairs and got the present she brought for her little sibling.
She walked back into the room and handed it over to Kate.
It was a elephant.
Kate hugged the elephant close to her.
" I know what elephants mean to you so I brought this "
" thank you Alexis "
The second month was the hardest.
The tension built.
Words of love and support were replaced with words of hate.
