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Chapter two

Rating: M

Disclaimer: I do not Harry Potter

_ "Push Lily!" I tell Lily.

"Fucking hell!" Lily screams.

I'm in the delivery room at 's . Holding Lily's left hand as she pushes to give birth to her first baby. James is watching at the end waiting to get his first glance at his baby.

"Lily!" I yelled.

"What?" She asked in between pushing.

"You swore!" I said with wide eyes.

Lily has never swore. Oh my goodness.

"You would be swearing too!" She screamed.

"Sorry. Push! You have to do it!" I encourage her.

"I can't!" Lily started to cry.

"Babe! Yes you can." James told her trying to be encouraging.

"Okay." She says and pushes again.

"One more big push!" The healer informed.

"I can see the head!" James shouted.

"Fuck!" Lily yells.

Crying filled the room. Lily let out a big sigh of relief.

"Congratulations! It's a boy!" The healer shared.

"Did you hear that Lily? We have a boy!" James asked jumping up and down.

He ran over and kissed Lily's forehead. She smiled and nodded.

"Would you like to cut the cord?" The healer asked James.

James went over and cut the cord. I walked over to where they were cleaning off the baby. He was so precious. Never had I seen something so adorable. The healer picked up the baby and walked him over to Lily's arms. I grabbed the camera I brought and snapped a photo. James and Lily are going to make amazing parents.

"What do you think Godmum?" Lily asked.

"Godmum?" I repeated raising m eyebrows.

"Well of course." James chuckled.

I ran over and kissed James and Lily's cheek. I started to cry. This is so beautiful and amazing.

"Thank you, so much. He is so beautiful." I told them through my tears."

"So, what do you want to name him Lily?" James asked the new mother.

" Harry James Potter." She told him.

"That sounds great." James said.

"I'm going to go get Sirius and Remus." I told the proud parents.

I woke up with a jolt. That has to be one of the best dreams I have ever had. I looked over to Lily's sleeping form and smiled. She is going to be an amazing Mum. I hope I can me a good Godmum. I already know I am going to love that kid. I wonder if I will have some. Sirius and I would make cute babies. What am I thinking? I haven't even been with him a month yet.

Speaking of important dates to day is one. Its February third. My eighteenth birthday is today! I wonder if anyone remembered. I have been really careful not to drop any hints. I told Sirius on our second date when it was though. I won't hold it against him if he doesn't remember.

I hop out of bed and get dressed. It is still dark outside but the black lake looks gorgeous under the full moon. I pull on Sirius jacket and start walking to the Black Lake. I made sure I was really quiet to avoid any patrolling ghosts or teachers. It was surprisingly easy. I guess they don't patrol at three in the morning.

The lake looks so pretty the way it shines under the moonlight. In the distance I can see the Giant Squid who I named Wratcher, rise a tentacle out of the water. I waved at him. For some reason I have seen this Squid many times. He barely shows his self to anyone. I can understand why. He is always having people tease him. I would want to show my face if people were that mean to me.

"Grrr" I heard behind me.

Okay I need to think rationally. I either turn and look towards the noise or I stand up from wear I am sitting and run. I choose turn and see the noise. I slowly twist my body to where I can see behind me.

"Fuck. I should of ran." I whisper to myself.

I am currently staring at what I am guessing is a werewolf. Oh shit! it's Remus. If he bites me he will feel awful.

"Remus, Its me Amon." I tell him quietly.

I know he can't respond but maybe I can talk him out of biting me.

"I'm sorry. I should have came out on a full moon."

Remus just stares at me. Can he even comprehend what I am saying? I hope so.

" I didn't mean to make things hard on you. Can you forgive me?"

I slowly start to take a step back. He lets out another growl and lunges at me. Fuck.

What happened? I passed out. I slowly start to open my eyes. Which I shut as soon as I see blinding white lights. Where the hell am I? I better not be dead. Remus would feel awful if he killed me.

"She is awake!" I heard some one shout.

"Amon! You alive!" I hear what I think is James's voice.

" I'm so sorry! Amon, please forgive me." Remus's voice pleads.

I cleared my throat.

"Remus." I slowly say, "I should be the one apologizing."

"Are you insane?" He asked me.

"I am sane. Just forgetful. I can't believe I forgot not to go outside while a full moon is out. My name was a bloody werewolf for Merlin's sake." I said with a chuckle.

"Your Dad was a werewolf?" Sirius asked.

I suddenly open my eyes ignoring the lights.

"Yeah. I was the first student to know that Remus was one too."

"Why didn't you tell me you knew that Remus was a werewolf?" Sirius questioned.

"I didn't think it was a big deal." I simply stated.

"You're right it isn't." Sirius agreed.

I tried to get out of bed. A sharp pain went through out my body.

"Ouch!" I exclaimed.

"Stay down!" Madam Promfrey demanded.

"It's just a scratch." I said with a smirk.

"Only you Amon, could be just attacked by a Werewolf and find humor out of it." Remus said dryly

"So, what's the damage, Poppy?" I asked the healer as she started to tend to my wounds.

She scowled at me when I said her first name. I gave her my best cheeky grin.

"You were bit." She informed me.

Well, shit. I am what my Dad hoped I would never be. Guess I just have to live with it. No point and crying over something I can reverse. Wow. I am taking this surprising well. Maybe shock will come in later.

"Hey, Remus." I called over to him.

He was in the bed across from mine.

"I'm sorry!" He told me.

"I don't want an apology." I said.

"What do you want then?" He asked.

"You know how I said I wanted a pet for my birthday?"

"Yes." He answered not knowing where this was going.

"Well, this is pretty damn close. Thanks!" I told him with a grin.

"Bloody Hell. I forgot it was your birthday. I'm sorry." He said.

I think he was in tears.

"Remus, if you apologize to me one more time, I will kick your ass."

He grumbled.

"Babe, Is this a good time to give you your present?" Sirius asked.

"You remembered." I stated.

"Of course I did. You're me Girl." He told me, "Close you eyes."

I closed my eyes. I felt Sirius slip something onto my wrist.

"Open."

I gasped. He gave me the most beautiful bracelet I have ever seen. It was four glass beads and in the middle was a teal 'A'

"Do you like it." Sirius asked nervously.

"Like it? Hell no." I said.

"Oh." Sirius said sadly.

"Sirius, I fucking love it."

He smiled, "Really?:

I nodded and reached my arms out for a hug.

"I love you." He whispered in my ear.

Oh, my goodness. He loves me. I'm loved. This almost more magical then our first kiss.

"I love you, too."

I gave him a kiss.

Well, today has been pretty damn successful. I am eighteen, a werewolf, and the love of Sirius Black.

"Ready to go?" Sirius asked.

"Hell yeah! I've been in this stupid wing for two bloody weeks." I answered gleefully.

A werewolf bite takes for ever to heal. Its still pretty raw right now. It even hurts a bit but I decided not to tell Poppy. If I did she would keep me here forever! Well maybe for another week.

I jump down from my bed. That hurt. I try my best not to make any signs of pain. I allow Sirius to take my arm and lead me to Gryffindor tower.

He has stayed with me the whole time I have been in the hospital wing. Luckily Dumbledore, excused him from his classes. I'm excused too. Dumbledore said it was a birthday present. Bless that man. I swear that was the best thing has ever said to me.

"Burble Cake." Sirius said when we got to the Fat Lady.

He helps me through the portrait like he always does.

"Surprise!" I hear a chorus of Gryffindors shout.

"Merlin." I shout.

They are throwing a surprise for me. Don't I feel special. There is even streamers. Teal Streamers. Okay I officially love who thought of this amazing party for me.

"Who did this?" I asked Sirius.

"It was Peter's idea." He told me.

I walk over to Peter and give him a kiss on the cheek.

"Thanks Peter. I heard this was your idea."

The chubby boy turned a beet red and nodded. It would be cute if he wasn't so creepy.

"Amon! Come blow out the candles on your cake!" James called from across the common room.

I started t make my way across the room through the crowd of Gryffindors. I love that cake. It is a Huge, multiple layers, and teal iced cake. If it is vanilla then it will be perfect. I have to stand on a stool to get to the candles which were on the very top of the cake. It mush be at least four feet tall. It is marvelous.

I don't know what I should wish for. I think I will just wish for everyone in this room to live happy and strong lives. Okay that was sappy. I better not be turning soft now that I have a boyfriend. I still let that be my wish. I cant think of anything else. I closed my eyes and blew out the candles. Everyone clapped. I started to cut into the cake and I saw that it was teal. That's strange.

"Its vanilla." Lilly assured me, "We had the elves dye it teal just for you. It'll taste the same."

"That's amazing."

I got a slice of cake and walked to my favorite couch by the fire. Sirius ran over and joined me.

"Do you like your party?" Sirius asked.

"It is great. I'm so happy." I told him.

"Good."

He pulled me into his lap and wrapped his arms around my waist. Lily and James, came over when I was finished with my cake and took the plate off my lap. James had a present in his arms.

"I never had the chance to give you your present." She told me. James handed me the present and I opened it. It was a camera. The same camera from my dream. I smiled. This camera is going to help me capture a lot of great memories. Lily grabbed the camera and said…

"Smile."

Sirius and I put on our best grins. It will be our first picture together. A flash went off. I gave Sirius a kiss and Lily took another one why we were kissing.

"What is you favorite part about the party, Amon?" James asked.

"The teal streamers." I told him.

He laughed, "Of course."

"Of course." I repeated.

"Want to dance?" Sirius asked.

"Sure. Beware I am an awful dancer."

Sirius and I went out to the middle of the common room. Music turned on. It was a slow song. Sirius put his arms around my waist and I slipped my arms around his neck. We started to sway and dance slowly. He was very patient with my awful dance skills.

We danced for the rest of the night. It was amazing. Sirius was able to teach me some fast dances. It was a lot of fun and a good laugh. About every time a slow song started to play Sirius would always move his hands down to my arse. At first I would move his hands up where they should be but the third time I just let him be.

I don't think I will be ready to go past letting him grab my arse. Maybe after school is out we can take it to the next level. I hope we will be able to stay together after school. Maybe he can come stay with me at my flat. He doesn't even know I have one. I'll ask him when it gets a little closer to the end of the year.

At the end of the night Sirius and I went over to the couch by the fire. I cuddled up again him. He started to play with my bracelet.

"I love you, Amonsodora Rosalina Clarke."

"I love you, too." I told him with a yawn.

I relaxed into him and closed my eyes. I think I will just rest here a bit before I head up to bed.

All of a sudden I see Hagrid carrying a body. I was in the middle of a battle. Voldemort was at Hogwarts. Everything was pretty heated and a lot of lives had been lost. I try to get better look at who Hagrid was carrying. Oh no…

"Harry!" I screamed.

I ran through a crowd of people over to Hagrid. A bolt of light attacked my chest and I flew back seven feet.

"Hello, Amon." Voldemort said walking up to me.

"Hey, Voldy. Long time no see." I greeted.

"You are going to regret that!" He angrily shouted.

"Prove it."

"Amon! Wake up." I heard Sirius say.

I opened my eyes. I was in the common room with Sirius. I'm safe. Harry is going to die. Young. That's awful. I can't believe it. I am not going to let it happen. I am going to do what every I can to bring Voldemort down. I will kill him.

"Are you okay?" Sirius asked, "You were shaking and mumbling."

"What did I mumble?"

"He's dead." Sirius told me.

"I had a really bad dream." I said trying to make it seem like it wasn't a big deal.

"I can tell." He said, "Can you go up and sleep by yourself?"

"Yeah, I can manage." I answered.

He is so caring. I gave him a gentle kiss on the cheek.

"If you have another nightmare ,you can always come up to the boys dorm and stay with me. Anytime. I'll protect you." He informed me.

"Thanks, Sirius. I will keep that in mind."

I kissed him again. This time on the lips.

"Good night, Babe." Sirius said.

"Night."

"Auntie Amon." Harry called.

"Year, Dear." I called back.

I was sitting in a room by a fire reading a book. Harry came in and sat down on the chair opposite of me.

"My birthday is coming op." Harry stated.

"Are you excited about being ten?" I asked him while placing my book on my lap.

"Yes. I was wondering if we could go to a Quidditch game for my birthday?"

"Sure, Harry Bear."

He smiled, " I want to see the Falmouth Falcons."

"Who are they playing next?"

"Tutshill Tornados."

"Interesting. I'll get us tickets."

He ran over and jumped into my lap.

"You getting big." I laughed.

I got up out of my bed and walked over to the vanity. I started to brush my hair. Its Saturday no classes. Everyone else in the room is still asleep. My dream was interesting. I get to watch Harry grow up. I wonder when this all is going to happen. I don't have any exact dates. When Lily had Harry she looked like she was in her early twenties. Harry was not that old when Dumbledore gave him to me. That is way to young for someone to die. Why does it have to be Lily and James? Why not me?

I need to get my mind off of all that. I shouldn't worry about the future. I'll drive myself mad. I wonder how many people will be in the great hall for breakfast. I could eat. I change out of my pajamas and slip into some comfy lounging clothes. It is also a little chilly so I grab my favorite jacket. Sirius's jacket. It still smells like him.

I take my time walking to the Great Hall. I have always thought that Hogwarts in the early morning is so brilliant. I get to the Great Hall and I see a few ghost chatting in the corner, the charms teacher, and a few ravenclaws. Its kind of eerie. I walk over to the Gryffindor tables and take a seat. What am I in the mood for? I am thinking it's a grape juice and toast day. Yeah, that's good. Eating alone is kind of nice. Of course I wouldn't want to do this everyday. I love people.

I've been here an hour and only five more people showed up. None of them Gryffindors. Guess not a lot of people at Hogwarts are a morning person. I think I will go wake Sirius up. I wonder if he will mind? Lets go find out. I started to skip to the Gryffindors boys dorm.

I got to the steps and hesitated a bit. Are theses steps like the girls? I step on to the first one. Nothing. I guess the founders could trust girls not to go up in the boys dorm. I continue up the steps. Sirius said his room was the on all the way at the end on the left. I walked quietly to the door. I really hope he gave me the right door. Walking in on some strange teenage boys would be embarrassing.

I took a deep breath and opened the door. Okay Sirius, James, Remus, and Peter need to tidy up there room. It is extremely messy. I looked around at the beds. Each on had the curtains drawn. Sirius, never told me which bed it was. I see a leg poking out of the curtains. Whose leg is it? I walk over closer and try to get a better look. I think it is Sirius's leg. I push back the curtains. Woops. That is certainly not Sirius.

"Sorry, James." I whispered to the boy's sleeping form.

I then walk over to the bed nearest to James. I hope this is Sirius. I slowly open the curtains. Ewe! Fuckity fuck fuck. Peter sleeps naked. My eyes! My innocent eyes. Merlin! They're some people in the world that don't need to sleep naked. Peter is one of them. I'll never get this image out of my head. What did I even come here for? Oh, that's right. Sirius. This next bed better be his. I walk over to the bed across Peter. I closed my eyes and opened the curtains. I kind of scared to open them. Well, there are two choices to who it can be. Remus and Sirius. I pretty sure Remus doesn't sleep naked. I'll ask him later. I open my eyes.

Thank Merlin, it's Sirius! I slowly slip under the covers with him. He looks so cute when he is sleeping. When I got in his arms enveloped me. I looked over at him to see if he was still asleep. I wonder if he is used to girls sleeping with him in his bed. I guess he is. He does have a huge reputation with girls of Hogwarts. Whenever I walk with him in the corridors I can always feel or see the looks his fan club gives me. His fan club. Ugh. Sirius has tons of girls who would just love to be with him. I am the longest relationship he has ever had. He says he never wants to leave me. I really hope he can keep that promise.

I leaned over and softly kissed his lips. Next thing I know he is on top of me returning the kiss. I start to giggle quietly. He is wide awake with a huge smirk on his face.

"Love, Did you have a nightmare?" He asked concerned.

"Nope. I came to wake you up."

He then reach over for something on his nightstand. A pocket watch. He looks up at me curiously.

"It's seven thirty." He informed me.

"I've been up for ages and I got lonely." I told him.

"Want to go on a walk?" He asked.

"Yeah. I'll go get you some breakfast so that you can eat it while we walk. Ok?"

"Sounds great, love. Meet you in the great hall."

He kissed my forehead and I hopped of the bed. I start to walk to back to the Great Hall. I love morning walks. I wonder what Sirius would like to eat to day. He loves toasts. I think I will make him a BLT with eggs. He loves all the ingredients. I'm sure he will love it.

I get to the Great Hall and begin to make him his sandwhich. I get almost done with it when I feel arms being wrapped around my waist.

"Better go away. My incredibly hot boyfriend will see." I said with a smirk.

"Oh really?" I deep voice said.

Oh, Shit. That is not Sirius. I try to turn around but the man put a binding curse on me. Fuck. Then everything went black.

Merlin, what happened? I really wish I would stop being knocked out. I am going to suffer brain damage. Who in the hell was that man? More importantly what could he want with me? I slowly open my eyes. Well, I am a dark room. Is that better then I bright, white one? Probably not. I start to hear foot steps. The door opens and the room fill with light.

"Hello, Amonsodora." Strange that voice sound familiar.

The man was tall. He had brown hair and bright red snakelike eyes. Is that Voldemort? I know about the soul splitting stuff he does. Maybe this is before he had it split into seven?

"Voldemort?"

"Yes. You posses powers that I want."

"Piss off."

"Feisty. You are quite pretty." He smirk.

"What are you going to do with me?"

"I brought you here to ask you to join me?" He told me.

"Didn't feel like sending an owl?" I dryly joked.

"Nope." He laughed, " Join me?"

"No. When Hell freezes over then it will be a yes." I stated.

"What a shame. Okay, I'll get someone to take you back home." He turned to walk away.

"That's it?" I asked shocked.

Well, damn. I thought some epic duel would be taking place.

"I'm not going to force you to join me. One day you will be back here begging for me to let you join." He said.

That's not rude. He didn't even turn to face me Jerk. He left the door open. I wonder if I can walk out? I walked out into the hall. Okay. Is it just me or is everything going way to well? I walked down the hall. I past a dining room.

"Leaving?" Voldemort shouted.

"Yeah. I can travel on my own."

"See you later."

I started to run. What the fuck? Is this a way at messing at my head? It's working. I made my way out of the house. It was dark outside. How long was I out? Maybe I am dreaming. I need to get to Hogwarts. I walk out to the road. I find my wand safe in pocket. I pulled it out and pointed it at the road. The night bus came over. For some reason I had money in my pocket. So I pay the man and told him I need to got to Hogsmeade.

I took a seat on the bus. I tried to rethink everything that has happened. It is so weird. I guess this isn't a dream. I pinched my arm. Okay that hurt. I am the only person on the bus so, the trip was short. I got off and started going up the path to Hogwarts. I don't think I will ever get over how weird this all is. I wonder if anyone is looking for me. Oh, no. Sirius, is probably worried sick. I told him I would meet him.

I started to run up the path. I need to start taking more walks. I am out of shape. The path up to Hogwarts is sort of long and rough. It take about thirty minutes walking. I am able to get to the castle in half of that. It's late. I walked into Hogwarts and there wasn't a soul in sight. I need to talk to Dumbledore. I quickly walk to his office.

"Licorice Whips." I say to the Gargoyles.

I walk the over to his door and knock.

"Enter." He speaks.

"Hello, Sir." I greeted.

"Amon. We have been looking for you." He stated.

"I've been with Voldemort, Professor." I told him.

"Explain, Please."

I told him everything I know about what happened.

"That's strange." He said after I finished the story.

"That is what I think too."

"I will think this over and tell you if I know anything."

"Thanks, Sir. I'm going too head to bed."

"Night." He said.

I really need to go and lay down.

AN/ So, what did you think? Good chapter or bad chapter? Please review and tell me your thoughts.