It was now peace for two years.

I had lost so many friends and family in the years of the war. Those that kept on living managed to estrange me shortly after I defeated old Voldie. They wanted that I marry some nice witch and have lots of children. There are several reasons why this estranged me to them. Firstly, I felt too young. I was 17, for Merlin's sake! Secondly, I was gay. They told me I could have a lover on the side, but that's so not me. When I'm in a relationship, I'm devoted to my partner. Thirdly, I was absolutely in love with one of my professors. I also knew that it was unrequited and I would only hurt myself by staying. So I left the wizarding world and began living as a muggle.

During the last two years, I was able to refine my preferences. I discovered that I loved dressing up as a woman, and that I even looked good as one. Also, I discovered the Goth scene. I quickly found my favourite club near my flat in muggle London. There, I saw him for the first time.

He was absolutely gorgeous. Admittedly, he was a bit too pale, and his nose a bit too big, but it fit him. His shoulder-length black hair looked silky, and he had the perfect body. To be honest, he reminded me a bit of my old love, Severus Snape, my former Potions Professor, but I knew that he would never be interested in the Goth Scene. After all, he had been a Death Eater. I took to watching him, every time I was there and saw him. I noticed that he seemed to prefer men, but had nothing against women. I also noticed that all of his conquests had green eyes.

I watched him for about two years. He never noticed me. Also, I kept changing my appearance, so that he would not notice me. I now was certain that I loved him. At least, I loved the bit I saw of him during the two years at the club.

The day had come where I wanted him to notice me. I had dressed up, in one of my best skirts and shirts, and I wore a black choker with an emerald as the front clasp.

I entered the club at 9 that evening. I had a drink while I waited for him. When he entered the club only half an hour after me, I entered the dance floor. He had chosen a table right in view of the floor, so I began dancing very provocatively. He soon noticed me, and I noticed that I got him hot and bothered by grinding against some random man on the floor.

He finished his drink rather quick and was then off to the dance floor, into my direction. Soon I could feel his aura behind me, as I continued dancing. This was surprising… He had to be a wizard for me to feel his aura, and it felt so familiar… 'Sev!' I finally got it. It was my love, my Severus, someone I never would have expected to find in the muggle world.

I slowly backed into him, abandoning my other dance partners. Then, we were grinding against each other.

His smell intoxicated me. I had a hard time standing with him so close by.

"Come home with me," he breathed into my ear. I could not stop my shuddering when his breath caressed my skin.

"Yes, Sev… A-anything y-you w-want…" I couldn't help myself. I couldn't speak clearly.

We left the club shortly after. He led me to an abandoned alley not far from the building and apparated us somewhere.

There, he turned me to face him.

Then he kissed me.

Oh, Merlin! I said his smell intoxicated me, but his taste… it made my knees go weak.

"Wow…" I said when we broke the kiss.

"You could say that, but I do not think it's enough to describe… that." He smiled at me, making my heart skip a beat.

The next morning, I woke up rather early. I was content, something I could not recall to have felt before. I was lying in my love's arms, and I knew this was where I belonged. This was where my life would make sense, and I knew that was the same for him.

I would not give this up without a fight.

Edited: 03/13/2011