DAY 2

For heaven's sake. I hate it when my lump pokes out through m scarf and I don't realise. I look like some sort of deformed monster.

Anyway. My first science lesson today. I used to love science. The class seems pretty subdued today. Perhaps they're looking at me!

I don't raise my head from my work.

In my opinion, other people shouldn't have the privileged to talk about other behind their backs.

The food here is horrible. Well, it tastes okay but leaves a disgusting aftertaste.

On the table next to me is kevin and his friends. He seems happy- good for him.

Wait, is he looking at me? I really hope not.

I stare at my food. Why am I still chewing? There is no food in my mouth left to chew.

Suddenly, I've lost my appetite.

I get up and walk towards the exit.

I end up going to the form room. I need to clear my head so I get my ipod out of my bag, close my eyes and start listening.

I just need to clear my head.

Forget about everything.

Forget about the cancer.

I am aware of people looking at me. well I don't care.

It's the evening now, and I walk to the foster home with my head hung low, trying not to draw attention to myself.

This was it. This was my new school