I was terrified. To nervous to look over the edge of my bed let alone walk over to the window. I heard a murmur from outside, a familiar deep throaty voice. Jacob. I walked over and peered down, it was only blackness. What if it was somehow Edward? What would happen then? Could he have possibly seen me and Jacob? My breathing got heavier and I ripped open the window. "FINALLY!" I could hear the smile, the smile I loved in Jacob's voice. "What are you doing you idiot!?" I snapped down to him.
"Bella—I—well—there's--,"
"Just spit it out!" I snarled. I was tired and grumpy and was in no mood to argue.
"What's happened?"
"Nothing?"
"Oh…" It was then that I realized he was talking about the kiss, not why I was mad now.
"Oh Jake! Not that! I—well, I don't know…" I mumbled. I didn't know, all the thinking hadn't done me any good and now having Jake here just made everything worse. I saw him down there and a silence lapsed over us. I then did something that I wouldn't usually have done, "Jake, come up, we'll talk in here." I could see Jake's smile through the darkness and it made me smile as well. Smiling was so much easier now. I watched as Jake began to crawl up the tree and I had to bite my cheeks to stop from laughing. He was so lanky it made me laugh. When he finally managed to get into the room he scrambled to his feet and I looked at him as he towered over me.
We were silent as we looked at each other. He slowly moved closer to me and our fingers touched slightly. Every time they connected I felt a heat wave flow through my body. It was so different touching Jacob then Edward. Nothing but our fingers sort of being intertwined happened for a really long time. It should've been awkward but it wasn't. We heard movement and a groan from the next room and we froze. Jacob booked it to my closet and jumped it. I had to laugh out loud which made Charlie move even more. "JAKE! You moron! My dad is a really loud sleeper it's nothing!" I giggled as he unraveled himself from my clothes and a dirty sock clung to his head.
Jake started to chuckle quietly to himself. "So--,"
"Come here, just sit down." I led him to my bed and we sat down opposite each other. We waited for the other to speak. "Jake—these past months have been impossible and you have helped me through this so much. You—Jake you mean a lot to me." I said it slowly and carefully making sure I chose the right words. Jake smiled, "Bella you have no idea, actually, you probably do know, but I've wanted to do that since the day I met you." I felt myself blush and I was so flattered that he thought that. I was still staring at the floor blushing when he bent down and his lips found mine. This time I wanted to kiss him, I knew I wanted to kiss him and it felt so good to feel this loved. This time I knew where to put my hands and we slowly fell onto the bed. When we stopped to come up for air I felt different. Jacob was already ready for more. Edward would have to back away; I had to push Jacob off, not the other way around. Was this how it was always supposed to be? We heard another groan and this time we heard shuffling. "Loud sleeper?" Jake asked hopefully.
"GET IN THE CLOSET!" I hissed. I flew under the covers and Jake flew into the closet, quietly thankfully. The door opened a few seconds later and Charlie peered in. He laughed to himself and then closed the door shaking his head. Bella listened for him while he went to the bathroom and then back to his room. "Jake, I think you have to go," she said sadly.
"Alright." He said shoulders slumped. He leant in and pecked her on the cheek. He then ducked out the window and she watched as his black shadow disappeared. She heard a car start up far in the distance and she smiled to herself. It had been a good day.
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