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Alex P.O.V

I needed time to think, to be alone. Maybe central park wasn't such a good idea. I wanted to scream and cry but people would watch and wonder why I was upset, maybe even ask me what was wrong, I couldn't handle that.

They lied to me. They as in my pretend parents, how could they not tell me? I wanted to yell and flip out but at the same time wanted to cry and hide. For 16 years I have been Alex Russo. And now I'm not anymore. I don't know who I am, or where I came from. How could my real parents just have left me? How could anybody just leave their own kid?

His voice came all of a sudden came from behind me. I didn't even hear his footsteps. " Alex, Alex is that you?" I looked up to see Justin standing there with my jacket in his hand. " Thought you might get cold' he said, I scoffed getting cold was the least of my problems.

Justin P.O.V

I looked up at the girls tear strained face. Eye make-up everywhere. It was heartbreaking to see her like this. She was always so happy, so cheerful. Pulling pranks on Max and I, twisting Dad's words to get out of trouble. I feared I would never see her laugh or smile again. I sat down next to her and draped the jacket over her shoulders. I didn't know what to say but the silence wasn't awkward. I loved her. I loved her so much, but in a way I felt wrong. I did grow up with her. I know I'm not her real brother but, would that change anything? And do I want anything to change?

I don't know how to explain it, it's like a knocking in the back of my head saying

" Stop it, REMEMBER, she's your sister and this is wrong" but when I am with her it all just goes away.

As she buried her head closer into my shoulder I could smell that sweet strawberry scent that gave off her head. I wanted to pull her into my lap and hug her even more, protect her but would she find that weird?

"Al, please stop crying. I hate seeing you like this" I sighed stroking her hair, my touch seemed to calm her or was that just me trying to kid myself. She looked up at me, her little nose red and swollen and her beautiful brown eyes puffy and the sparkle of fresh tears trapped. "Sorry Justin, I just need to get it out" she sniffed then started blowing into the tissue I gave to her. " I just need to ask you something Justin, and you have to promise to be truthful and tell me the answer" " I promise, anything Al, just ask" she was silent for a moment, then removed herself from my hold and stared into my eyes. "Did you know?" she whispered her voice so quite I had to lean close to hear her. I had been dreading this question, I was always prepared to answer No if she ever found out but I couldn't lie to her, not when she was looking at me like that. " Y…Yes, Yes I did, I'm sorry" I looked down ashamed, I lied to her all these year, surely she would hate me, I would.

Alex P.O.V

His Words sunk in. He did know. But why wasn't I made at him like I was at mom and d…Theresa and Jerry. " I'm sorry Al, please forgive me I … I was trying to protect you I-" " stop Justin, it's okay just … forget it, I forgive you" I looked down after and sighed, that was it. I finally believed it was true. Justin had been my last bit of hope, that glimmer of light telling me this wasn't real. But it was.

"Why?" he asked. I don't think I knew the answer myself, why did I forgive him so easily? I just shrugged and played with my fingers.

"Alex can I tell you something?"

"Sure"

" You know I love you right?"

" Yeah"

He paused

" More than a brother should" I looked up, What did he say? What did he mean?

" Don't be scared and please don't think me as sick or hate me, I've hated myself enough for the both of us. I just wanted to tell you" I looked into his eyes. He was serious. He eyes were so sincere. So gentle, deep, meaningful.

"Alex, Alex, talk to me please"

I was shocked, was this right, I didn't know but I did know something. I couldn't stay here I had to go and Now.

" I have to go, um I stay at a friends. Harper's maybe. Just leave me alone Justin, don't tell them please" I stood up ready to walk away, but Justin still held my hand. "Alex I'm sorry I just needed you to know. Alex don't leave me lets just pretend I never said anything. we can work this out Alex" he was crying now but he let go. I ran tears blurring my vision all I heard was his voice

'ALEX!"


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