SPOILER ALERT! THERE ARE SPOILERS IN THIS CHAPTER! IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN INUYASHA THE FINAL ACT AND DO NOT APRECIATE SPOILERS, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SKIP THIS CHAPTER!
Note: This is a small guideline of how to read this story
- Narrator.
- Internal thoughts of narrator.
- Flashback.
- "Dialogue."
- Long~
- (Writer's thoughts and comments.)
- ({Writer's inner thoughts and comments})
WARNING: THIS STORY COVERS SENSITIVE TOPICS, SUCH AS MISCARRIAGE, FOUL LANGUAGE, DEPRESSION, ABUSE (MENTAL/PHYSICAL/DRUG), AMONG OTHERS! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT!
DISCLAIMER: THIS IS JUST A STORY! ANY SIMILARITY TO PEOPLE OR LIFE EVENTS ARE ENTIRELY COINCIDENTAL! I DO NOT OWN THE INUYASHA CHARACTERS/STORY/SHOW, THEY ALL BELONG TO RUMIKO TAKAHASHI! ALL OTHER CHARACTERS WHO DO NOT BELONG TO THE ORIGINAL WORK ARE OF MY CREATION!
It's been five years since I got back to the Feudal Era. Miroku and Sango are busy taking care of their kids, Shippo leaves often to train and become a full-fledged demon, Kohaku runs off to different villages to exterminate monsters and demons with the help of Hachi, Rin left to follow Sesshomaru, Inuyasha takes care of the villages around us, and I spend most of my days preparing to be the next priestess. When I have time, I go visit the well. I talk to it as if my mom was listening to me from the other side. I sometimes wonder if she does the same from time to time. The battle that we had against Naraku and the Shikon Jewel feels like a dream, a very long dream, and sometimes that dream follows me. I can't shake it off. That darkness that surrounded me before Inuyasha came to rescue me… that darkness still follows me. I sometimes wake up shaking and crying thinking that I am back in there with the Shikon Jewel. All alone. So cold. So scary. And it feels better to stay awake.
"NOOOOOOO! Let me go! Stop! PLEASE!" "Kagome! Hey! Wake up! It's just a dream Kagome!" *GASP* "I…. I'm back…. Oh…... that's good…..." "Hey, Kagome? Are you okay?" "It was just a dream…" There's been many occasions where I wake up Inuyasha screaming because of my nightmares, he looks at me with so much concern and worry. What happened in those three days that I was stuck in the darkness still haunts me. Pitch black. No sense of time. Nothing around me but my bow and arrows and the Shikon Jewel who kept talking to me, persuading me into making a wish. "Do you wish to live in your era? Do you wish to see Inuyasha? Or do you wish to spend all eternity in this darkness? What is your wish? What is it that your heart desires?" Question after question after question. But the truth is, I wanted to go back to my era, I wanted to see Inuyasha, but who knows what would have happened if I had made a different wish back then. "I will make my wish… Shikon Jewel disappear, forever!"
The first time I found out I was pregnant with Inuyasha's child two years ago, Kaede warned me that it didn't seemed to be a stable pregnancy and that the demonic presence of my child was very weak. I took as many precautions as I felt were necessary, but I still pushed myself, and killed him. Because of my stubbornness I ended up killing my own child. "Kagome, are you sure you should be up? How is your health?" "I feel fine Kaede, don't worry. I'll go back home and rest until Inuyasha gets back, I promise." "Be careful Kagome." But as soon as I made it home, I felt a sharp pain. Something I've never experienced before. It felt as if my whole body was on fire, I spiked a fever and my legs gave up. And then it happened. Blood! No! There's too much blood! Kaede! Inuyasha! Help me! It still hurts to think about it. There was so much blood running down my legs, my hakama was dripping, and before I knew it… he was out… a miscarriage… gone… dead. The pain was worse than any injury, and I was all alone. I lost consciousness because of the pain, the shock, the trauma, and the fear of being alone. I killed my own child. Inuyasha will never forgive me. His first child, a new heir to Tessaiga, and I killed him. We buried what was left of him. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I couldn't protect you… I'm so sorry baby.
But in between that sea of despair, we made love. Sweet love in full darkness. It was around the anniversary of our child's death, during one of those times I could not leave the hut. Or my bed for that matter. He came home and prepared dinner. Everything was normal until night stroke and his hair changed colors. "I want to feel you with a human body one more time Kagome…" He said as he jumped on me and stripped me slowly, so tenderly, touching every part of me, groping and playing with my breasts, making his way to my door of pleasure. He kissed and bit the nape of my neck, sucking and licking, making loud noises as his mouth left my skin with yet another mark of his. It seemed at the time as if the mark he left during our first time, the mark that claims me as his, was not enough and needed to leave more proof. While his mouth was busy, his right hand stroked the knob of my door allowing my juices to run wildly down my legs, and his left hand stroked my head running his fingers through my hair and slowly pulling it until I was on the ground.
I have never felt him like this before. So passionate. So desperate, just like a caged animal that has been set free. Rejoicing every free second he had with my body. He started guiding his way in and in one simple push we had begun. Slow. Fast. Slow. Fast. Slow. Fast. Slow. Fast. In and out in and out in and out. Groans, moaning, gasps for air, screams. I would constantly throw my arms around his back and dig my nails deep into his back, then another moan, another scream, another push. In out in out in out. I can barely breath but it doesn't matter. Sweat, juice, maybe blood, I'm not sure what is covering me anymore. It was pure bliss. We finished but it wasn't enough. Again and again and again and again and again. We did it for hours. There was nothing between us anymore. No pain. No suffering. Just the two of us in the deep night. We had fallen in love with each other one more time.
"You're expecting Kagome! Congratulations!" "EEHHHH?!"
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