She watched him from afar; She knew she was suppose to be focusing; But how could she when he was right there; He was singing in perfect harmony;
She continued to strum along with the guitar still sneaking looks over at him.
Who was he you ask?
Joseph Adam Gray.
Sea View High Schools bad boy;
He got any girl he wanted. He apparently had a bad life and being with a lot of girls made him feel better… Or at least that's what she had heard.
Who was she?
Miley Ray Stewart.
She was quiet and UN noticed; not that she cared, she never really wanted to be popular.
What did these two oh so different teenagers have in common?
Last Night.
What happened last night?
They slept together.
Miley regretted it; she did… She lost her virginity to a guy she had a crush on,
But never noticed her until yesterday at the pool.
They hung out at the pool almost the whole day;
They ended up going back to her hotel room; her room mates were out.
You see Miley and Joe were in Sea View High School's band.
This summer the band would be staying at a hotel; and would perform 3 times a week, they were performing for musical instructors at local music schools and the hotels guests.
It was basically "Band Camp" they just weren't in camp.
Once they got back to her hotel room; they watched TV Joe lay on the bed; and Miley sat next to him. After seeing nothing good was on TV; they started to have a conversation.
They some how got to the subject of her.
Yes, her.
He wondered if she had every done any thing bad and adventurous.
She didn't lie; she told him the truth.
What was the truth you ask?
No.
He had gone on to say that she probably never would.
That angered her.
So, if a point to prove to him that she wasn't a "Goody to Shoes."
She kissed him.
He kissed her back;
And on with the whole cliché;
The kiss got more heated and soon enough they were making out;
He took off her shirt.
And she didn't object… He finally noticed her.
Soon enough she found herself losing her virginity to Joe Gray.
After it was over; He kissed her and told her she was amazing.
30 minutes later he left and she took a shower.
She cried from the pain, and from the regret that hit her.
She was only 15 years old… What was she thinking?
Joe was 16.
But that didn't make what they did any better.
Soon enough the song was ending and she found her self placing her guitar down.
Joe looked over to her and smiled; He then winked at her and Miley let out a small smile. She still did like him.
The band and the audience were soon leaving the hotels music room;
While Miley was putting her guitar back into its case she felt two strong arms loop around her stomach.
She turned and saw Joe smiling at her.
She swore she felt her heart flutter and tingles go down her spine.
"Hey." He said quietly leaning his head on her shoulder.
"Hi." She whispered back.
She continued what she was doing as best as she could with Joe's arms around her stomach.
When she was zipping up her guitar case.
She felt Joe kissed her neck, Her eyes went wide, and she tried to act nonchalant and continued to zip up her guitar case when it was finally zipped up,
She felt him start pulling her shirt down so her bare shoulder was exposed.
He trailed hot kisses down her shoulder and up to her collar bone.
He spun her around and crashed his lips to hers.
She could have sworn she was dreaming.
Just yesterday morning she was she had never kissed a guy before.
Joe pulled away and kissed her neck again; Miley felt his hot breath on her neck and shivers went down her spine.
"So…" He whispered in her ear. "My room mates are going to the art museum tonight… My room will be empty." He continued. "And I missed you after I left last night."
Miley let a small smile form on her lips. Joe missed her.
She let her previous thoughts of regret leave her mind.
Joe missed her.
That had to mean Joe liked her, right?
"So…" Miley whispered back. "You want me to come over?" She purred into his ear. She had no idea where she got this confidence from.
Joe smiled as Miley kissed his neck much like he just did to her.
Soon enough he found him self moaning; He looked over at the clock on the wall and noticed that the music room would be empty for another 30 minutes.
He pulled Miley away from him; she looked confused and wondered if she was doing some thing wrong.
He dragged her back behind the stage and pushed her against the wall; after he did that he began kissing furiously at her neck.
Miley let out a moan.
She had no idea what was happening to her… it was like she was a totally different person when she was with Joe.
Joe pulled away from her neck and crashed his lips to hers for the second time that day.
25 Minutes later, Joe was pulling his shirt back over his head, and Miley who had just putt her shirt back on was pulling on her jeans.
Joe pulled his jeans over his boxer briefs and smiled at her.
She smiled back at him softly.
Once the two teenagers slipped their socks and shoes back on, Joe looked at her.
"So… are you still gonna come over, tonight?" He asked.
"Um… Yeah." Miley said softly. He smiled and kissed her quickly before exciting the music room.
Miley stood there.
What did she just do? Again?
She sighed and grabbed her guitar which was still in its case and excited the music room.
Once she got back to her hotel room and saw that it was empty, Once again.
She lay on her bed and sat her guitar and its case down be side her.
She curled up in to a ball and begin to sobbing.
How could she do this again?
The regret seemed to keep hitting her.
And she wondered why she did that with Joe, twice.
What was wrong with her?
What was happening to her?
This wasn't her; and she wasn't about to change.
That's when she made her mind up.
She wasn't going to Joe's hotel room tonight.
The band would be leaving in 3 days.
She could hold him off until then.
And that was exactly what she was going to do.
That was exactly what she did.
3 Days Later;
Miley was back home in Malibu, California; the camp was in Los Angeles, California.
Miley walked in the front door of The Stewarts home;
She saw her Mother, Lynn Stewart cooking; Her Father, Robby Ray Stewart helping her Mother cook. Her older brother, Jackson playing video games; and her younger sister, Myka chirping away on her cell phone.
She sighed and sat her guitar that was in its case down beside Jackson on the big couch.
She sat in the recliner chair and propped it up as her Father started to talk.
"Hey Miley; how was camp?" Robby Ray Asked.
Oh; it was perfect, I lost my virginity; and slept with Joe Gray.
"It was… eventful." Miley answered.
"Did you have fun?" Lynn Asked.
Of course I did; Joe's a great kisser.
"Um… yeah; a whole bunch of, uh fun." She said focusing on the large TV screen where Jackson was playing a video game;
She didn't know what he was playing, and she didn't really care… she just needed to get her mind off of the past 3 days.
"You don't sound as excited as you did last year." Lynn Said.
Yeah; 'Because last year I didn't sleep with a guy I hardly knew.
"I am excited. I'm just tired."
"Well, why don't you go up and get some sleep?" Robby Ray Suggested.
"I think I'll do that." She said as she propped down the recliner chair and got out of it.
She went over to Her Parents and hugged them; she hadn't hugged them for 3 weeks; since she left for band camp.
They hugged her back and pulled away from the hug going up the stairs;
She passed Myka who had just hung up her cell phone and was looking at her self in a mirror they had hanging on the wall.
"Freak." Myka mumbled as she fixed her hair.
Miley rolled her eyes and sighed once more as she made her way up to her room.
She opened her bed room door; closing it behind her and laid down on her bed.
She snuggled in to her pillows and got under her blankets; she snuggled in to them as well, getting comfortable and a little while later she fell asleep.
3 Weeks Later;
Tomorrow was the first day back to school; This yeah Miley would be a sophomore; and so would Joe… not that had been thinking about Joe… or worrying about how many classes they had together… or wondered if he had been thinking about her, or if he was up set that she didn't show up that night.
Nooo; she hadn't been thinking of any of those things. Nope not one.
Ok… well maybe she was.
Miley crawled out of her bed for the 8th time that day; why you ask?
Nausea.
She had been throwing up for the past 3 days; Her period was late; She was always hungry she would eat the whole refrigerator and then throw it all up an half hour later; and to top it all of she was moody and cranky.
She felt horrible.
After emptying the previous contents of her stomach in to the white toilet she flushed it and left the toilet's lid up.
She rinse out her mouth and brushed her teeth again for the 10th time that day; once after break fast; once after lunch and once after every time she had threw up from this morning on.
She rinsed off her tooth brush and putt it, her tooth paste, and her mouth rinse back in to her mirrors cabinet;
She walked back out of her bath room in to her room; she crawled in her bed and snuggled against her pillow and her blankets. She closed her eyes and tried to fall asleep.
And she was tired all the time.
It was like she was pregnant or some thing.
And that was when it hit her like a ton of bricks.
She quickly grabbed her White Dell Inspiron 1521 and opened it; she turned it on and let it warm up; it's vents blowing on cold air on to her hands.
She sighed and continued to think as it warmed up.
She could be pregnant… she and Joe never did use protection.
Gosh, what was she thinking?
Of course; she wasn't thinking.
Like that made it any better.
Her lap top had warmed up and she opened her web browser;
She typed in Google as her Wi Fi did its work.
She typed in to the search engine.
'Signs of Being Pregnant'
She opened up some of the results in other browsers and she looked through all of them.
She had most of the signs listed; Nausea, Morning Sickness, Daily sickness, moody swings, hunger, tiredness, and etc.
She ended up taking a quiz; and her results were that she may be pregnant; she either needed to buy a home pregnancy test or go see a doctor.
She certainly wasn't going to do that latter.
Her Parents would know she had sex then, and that… that just could not happen.
She decided to go to the local Walgreens and buy a home pregnancy test; she went in her sweats and t shirt not caring what she looked like.
She had bought 3 different tests; ignoring the looks the cashier gave her when she paid for them.
When she got home, she made sure Her Parents didn't see the bag or the test by putting it in her overly large purse.
When she got to her bed room she closed her door; and since she didn't have a lock on it she putt a storage box in front of it.
She walked in to her bath room and closed the door behind her; since it did have a lock on it; she locked it.
After following the directions on all of the boxes; she waited patiently and looked down at her cell phone every couple of seconds for the next 10 minutes.
When 10 minutes finally came; she was too scared, she didn't want to look at the test… she didn't want to find out.
Mustering up all of the courage she had she grabbed one of the test.
Positive.
She gasped; and tried to calm her self down; it was just one of the tests.
She looked at the next test.
A smiley face.
That wasn't good.
She hurriedly grabbed the 3rd test.
Pregnant.
No; this couldn't be happening.
She felt the tears leaking down her cheeks.
She sobbed uncontrollably; shaking with every sob; soon enough she started to hic cup;
3 hours later of sitting on her cold bath room toilet she had finally stopped crying, trying to calm her self down.
"They could be wrong." She told her self quietly.
"I just… I need to go to a doctor, yeah… I'll just go to a doctor." She continued to tell her self quietly.
"I cant be…" She said her eyes starting to water, again.
"I can't be pregnant… I just can't be…" She said as the tears streamed out of her eyes rolling down her cheeks.
