Verse 01 Prologue

'If I had choice, I'd choose never to be borned'

I can feel wind breeze on my face and smell salt scent in the air I breathe. I know I have reached that place. A place where we met each other for the first time. A place where you firstly showed me how beautiful life is. But now life once again means nothing than just a set of cruel destiny. For several people like you life means freedom but for person like me life just merely a tormented device which drags me from one torturement into another.

My bare feet now step on sharp rock. I can feel the rock scratches my skin, it torns my feet, peels it in the progress of dragging my broken right-leg. I still feel a thick warm fluid flowing from open wounds on both of my arms and I believe ,if my eyes could see, my feet will also trace bloods wherever I go. But I feel empty. I feel nothing...

Then finally I am touching the giant rock, nearly crushing on it. I am searching its rough surface, trying to find something that should be there by my fingertips. A flashback of our sweet moment together. A moment when we engraved our name on it and declared to see the world together.

A bitter smile form on my lips. I even can't see anything now. I am nothing but a blind girl. The sun lights my damage face. I maybe look like a monster. I don't care. My heart is overwhelmed by unresolved sorrow.

Wait! Is my heart still there? (Sigh) I can't feel it. My heart have already dead. Leaving a big bleeding hollow underneath my ribs. Even I can't feel if it is still beating inside.

I want to cry out my pain. But I forgot, my tears must have completely dried and nothing rest to be shed of. Honestly I am tired of crying too!

I am dragging my weak body to the right side of the rock, still touching it rough surface with both of my palms to make sure I don't lose my way and go to the right direction.

My sensitive senses tell me that I am finally there. I can hear ocean wave are roaring down there. Yes I am here. Standing at the edge of the cliff. Nothing or even anyone can restrain me now.

'Life if you hate me so much, let death take away my dying soul'

I prepare myself to jump when a pair of strong arms are encircled my body around prevent me not to jump over the cliff. Dragging me away.

"Stop that Ga Eul!" He says "Don't you think that if you die you can solve your problem!"

"Release me, Yi Jeong! Let me die! I am weary of this life!" I scream.

"I shouldn't have to be bornt! Life is too painful for me!" I'm shouting out loud in my effort to struggle every part of my body away from him.

"If you think your life is too painful. What about me? Then tell me what about us? What about our dream to see the world together and live life to the fullest? Am I that 'nothing' to you?" He turns yelling to me in dry cry voice. I can feel his tears soaking my clothes.

"Apparently me who is nothing to you! Look! I am just a pathetic blind girl now! Everyone hate me! Oh I believe they will hate me so much..." I can't help but cry too. Letting the tears I hold for all these days flowing down from my blind eyes.

"Now I also pregnant, Yi Jeong-ah. Even I don't know whose child in it! Do you think this will going happy ending for both of us? I even look horrible now! I am a monster!" I'm touching my own face which is now wet with tears, tracing my sensitive fingertips to every scratches which is covering all over my face.

"Yes it's going to be a happy ending! Just trust me Chu Ga Eul. I am going to make everything all right for you. You will bear your baby and we will take care of he/she properly. I don't care whose child it is as long as we are together, that would be enough for me." He says, steadily turning around my body to face him. I can feel his onyx eyes bore into me.

He is tracing his warm palms to my damage face and kissing all the tears streaming down my face.

"See. You are still the beautiful lady whom I love very much. Ga Eul, just promise me to never run away like this anymore."

Then he hug me tightly under the sunset light.