The second chapter of Tears of a Fallen Angel…
Chapter 2
I woke up, the cold baked into my bones, breakfast was ready my auntie said, I told you I'll be down in a second. Today felt strange… as if something wasn't right, and it surely had made my mood bitter, but when I got downstairs I put on a fake smile to assure you that everything was going well, and then I set out to walk to school. I wake up early in the morning just to do this; I love the scent of the fresh air. Soon as I walked around the curve I saw a form of a figure, then I heard screaming, I ran toward the noise then saw that everything was okay and that it was only children playing with each other. But soon I came across a child crying, I kneeled down and wiped her tears and asked her why she was crying, she told me that no one wanted to play with her. How I felt sorry for her, a young angel left alone in the darkness, I took my hand and reached out to help her up; I told her I was going to find someone to play with her. It didn't take long before we came across another girl sitting on a bench with a far away look on her face staring at a man, which I assumed was her brother, he was busy talking to a pretty lady. I figured she must have been bored, so I came over and asked if she wanted to play with the little girl I still had in my hands, she smiled and quickly took the other girl's hand and they both ran away. I sighed as I glanced at my watch, there was still time, a lot too. I slowly walked taking in the scenery, at last I arrived at school. As I was walking to the doors, people snickered by me, I heard cruel remarks, I was surprised, and I felt like crying, but I held the tears back, no use in letting such little things get the better of me.
It was time to start class, and everyone was really cruel to me, even Sesshoumaru, remember that strange, odd really I had today? I was correct. Sesshoumaru merely glanced coldly at me, when I tried to converse with him, even the teachers seemed to hold some sort of grudge against me. I wonder what I have done wrong. I wish the day would end quickly.
School finally finished, and I quietly walked back home, this time I didn't bother to say I'm home, I just walked up the stairs to my room and closed the door. I lied on my bed, recalling yesterday… how everyone seemed so nice… I wonder if it's what they do to every new student to make them feel welcome. I was sure there must be at least one person in the whole school that wanted to be my friend… I tried to think of others, but yet I couldn't think of one. But the only thing that I really wanted wasn't really other people to be my friends, but Sesshoumaru, his eyes seemed to have captivated me in some sort of a spell, and every time we conversed I felt so alive. But I doubt I will ever have the chance again. I stretched my arms as I sat up and looked across my room, my room was very spacious, the walls were painted a pale blue, the room had a computer, a bed, a TV, a desk and a mirror. My room isn't royalty, but this is where I feel safe and happy, like my own little paradise, I continued to stare at the items in my room, soon my eyes settled to a painting hung on the wall, that was strange I don't recall seeing it there yesterday. I walked to it and stared, it was beautiful; the work was definitely very exquisite. As I was about to reach out to touch it, my auntie called me to dinner and I left that painting.
I helped set up the table, I couldn't help but stare at the things in my hands; it was strange how such little things can fascinate me. My auntie gestured me to hurry I gave a quick nod and scurried to the table, My cousins each shared their stories of what happened in school today, but I kept silent, I finished my bowl, thanked my auntie for the delicious meal and put it into the sink, and once again I went upstairs.
Are you okay? My auntie said as the door slowly opened and she entered. I'm okay I lied. You said that I was acting strange; I told you I was seriously fine. You made a good decision and decided to leave me alone. I was alone with my lonely thoughts again. Was I different? I walked up to my mirror and smiled, I stuck a few poses, I played with my hair, yet it didn't seem right. I was different. Yes that was it…I wasn't pretty like the other girls, I didn't gossip about boys, how they would whisk me away to a different place and make all my dreams come true, I didn't have parents, I just lived a simple life… a boring life with no excitement. I long to get out; find adventure, but then again what's the point? I'd be too scared of the outside world… I went to the bathroom and got ready to bed. I slipped under the warm bed sheets, closed my eyes and entered to my little place, where no one can interfere.
Bad? Yeah I know I'm bad at writing stories, but then again, I'm young… so it's normal for my age to write quite badly? Eh what am I saying… it's just me… Thank-you for reading, until next time! Please Please PLEASE give me suggestions on my next chapter. My mind is empty
