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DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT WON NARUTO!
Last time in Sorrow:
And I jumped...It was 12:00 mn and it all went black...I didn't feel the hard grownd hit me...or any pain..looks like I had a easy death..but why do I still heel like i'm flying...I opend my eyes and looked up...I saw Sasuke and he stoped when he saw I was ok.
"What the hell do you think your doing?" He said yelling at me,putting me dowm,out of character much?
"Why do you even care?you have Naruto so go fuck him sensless,it's not like you really care about me,or even love me for that matter,you filthy liar!" I yelled at him trying hard not to expose my weakness in front of him.I wanted to be strong,I wanted him to just go away,I wanted him to go away and be happy with Naruto and just leave me the hell alone.
"Fox got your tongue?"I said in a bitter tone, his eyes narrowd,my emotions slightly under control now."face it Sasuke,you were just useing me for a toy,a baby machine even,I don't mind if you want to be with Naruto,so if you would please just let go of me so I can walk out of your lifes so we could all be happy I would really apriciate it!"I said as the end of the santance got a more sad tone as tears were running down my face...He loocked eyes with me and stared at me down and hard,he read me like an opend book,the both of them did,they new what I fered,what I wanted,what I felt,they could read it all in my eyes...and I hate it...why do they know me so well...even Sasuke...why...?
"No!"He said as his grip on me tightnend.
"What?"I said now trying desperately to get out of his grip but to no avail,everytime I struggled he would tighten his hold even more.
"I said no.I am not letting you go and you know very well that I didn't use you!"he said with his stroic face and hard tone.
I coulden't belive what I was hearing,the nerve of him! I got angry and now I didn't try to get out of his grip now I damn right tried to punch him square in the face!
"Liar!"I creamed as I thru the punch at him but he cought it with his hand and truned me so he could push me into the grown and immobilize me.I tried to fight him off of me but he was to strong so I resumed on screaming.
"How can I know? Tell me Sasuke how could I know,how could I belive thats not true when you cheated on me,with our bestfriend?"I couldn't teack it any heart was acheing so bad and the fact that he was pressing me into the grownd face frist didn't help at all.I hated exposeing my weakness like this in front of anyone,let alone Sasuke.
He realized that I was in pain from my hard breathing so he released me and let me get un in a sitting position as he pick me up but I pushed him away,but he insisted and after like 5 mintes of screaming and pushing away I give in and let him do whatever he wanted.I didn't care anymore...nothing was left of my heart anyway...
I stayed there into his arms as he carried me crying my eyes out saying that I hate him and never wanted to see him never in my life again,but a part of me was greatfull of his stubbornness.
Sasuke started running to his apartment,wheile I kept saying how mutch I hated him,and how I never wated him to touch me again,but he kept his face like stone and ignored part of me hoped that he would evetually belive me and let me go,but I knew just as well as he knew that what I was saying right now,was just a phase and that I was too devasteted to actually listen.
We arrived at his apartment and there was Naruto.I looked over at him from Sasuke's arms and met his eyes,they wore puffy and red,sighn that he was put me onto his couch next to Naruto and made his way to the was lookng down and had an expresion I never wated to see him wear,it was heart breacking.
"You ok?"He asked to break the awkword silence...I didn't respond...I tried to run at the door but Sasuke appered from nowhere and caught me by my hands and pushed me back to the coutch.I tried to struggle,trying to form a plan in my mind to escape,but nothing came,I was too distracted,too emotional...So I let it all out
"If your wondering if I will tell anybody*sob* about you two then B-*hickup*-IG NEWS: I don't care about you two,I was just a piece of-hick- toy that the two of you used to hoock-up!So don't worry 'cuz I won't tell anybody,but if you really want to you can kill me,go ahead,because being dead would be a whole lot easyer than to live like this!"I said closeing my eyes,tears never leaving them like a never ending cascade of sorrow.
"S-sakura-chan!How could you say such things!you know I love you"Naruto said in a pleeding voice!The nerve of him...
"STOP LIEING TO ME!"I screamd into his face as I got up from the couch and againe attepting escape but to no avail,Sasuke was in front of me in a flash,couth my arms and immobilased me so I coulden't move anymore,just talk.
"YOU WANT SASUKE?HERE YOU CAN HAVE HIM!IT'S NOT LIKE HE LOVES ME OR ANYTHING!He loves you…he always had…I was the dasparate and blind one..you two deserve eachother..so please just let me go"What started as yelling ended in a wisper,I didn't care anymore what happend to me,If they didn't kill me,I would do it myself!
"Can you stop screaming or do I have to tie you to a chair and tipe up your mouth so you would listen to me,to us?"Said Sasuke in a mortifying voice,shutting me up...I started shaking uncotrolablly and I coulden't see past my tears.
"I don't care anymore,please,please..I'm begging you...just kill me now!I can't teack this pain anymore...It's eating me alive...please..."I said barely in a wisper,to normal human ears was unaudible but to trained ninja ears,it was hered the whimpers...the tears,the hurt in my voice,the dissapontiment...all out...
Naruto came to my side and give Sasuke a rope to tie me.I opend my eyes and looked into deep teary azure eyes,they were sad and looked reminded me of a kicked little puppy in the cold blue made my heart ...
"Sakura-chan,listen to me,I...we...I don't know..."Naruto tried to explain but didn't succeed.
"Naruto,please,just let it be,I won't tell anyone,if that your so worried about,I won't meack a scene of it in front of other people,I think this ends my relationship with Sasuke,and my frinedship with you Naruto,I won't talk to you two,won't bother you,and you'll do the for the team,we will act as if nothing has ever happend...so please...please...just let me go...I con't stand the pain to see you two watching me in this state,crying an all dirty"...at the last part I give Naruto a sad smile,Sasuke tieing me up with the rope that Naruto hended him.
"No,we won't let you go until you'll be all cleand up and you'll listen to us!"said those words,I felt my eyes heart speeding up.
"W-what do you mean...?"I asked with full fear in my voice
"What Sasuke-teme means is that we will have to bath you,'cuz we don't trust you eanugh to let you do it yourself without escaping" I started crying new tears of fear and sobbing like creazy while pleading them to stop.
"N-no-hick-you don't ha-hick-ve to...please..."they ignored this couldn't be happening please someone wake me up from this night mere please..somebody stop them….
"Dobe,hold her still whaile I'll go get a chakra control bracelet." And Sasuke was gone...I looked at Naruto and...
"Please...why are you doing this..can't you see.?...your hurting me like this..."I asked with my head bent down...tears raining down the carpet,why is this all hapening to me?
"Sakura-chan...Listen..."he said titleing my head up"We didn't use you like a toy,we both love you,it's just that we didn't want you to know just yet...We didn't think you would be ready to understand what we are about to tell you"
"Please,just stop lieing..."after i'm out of here,I'll plead shishou to let me move out of the village and if she dosn't aprove,then i'll become a missing ninja...I don't care anymore...I noticed that Sasuke wasn't back yet and that naruto wasn't holing me.
I gatherd up my chakra in my heands and broke the ropes and headed for the winow.I crashed troth glass as I landed on the hard grownd head first.I think I hered Naruto call my name but as I hit the grownd I coulden't hear correctly,probably my immagination.I can't belive I'm still alive.I got up an started running back to my I go to Ino she'll ask what happend and I don't trust my pocker face in this state.
I arrived at my apartment,closed the door to my room to pack my and lightning were visible on the dark night sky.I didn't turn on any light so they wouldn't discover me.I packed some clothes,food,water,and wepons.
I took a last gance at the photo of team 7.I made my way to it,I took the photo and riped it in 4 pieces then headed to the door...This is it...goodbye my Lover,goodbye my friends...I'll miss you all.
"Where do you think your going,Sa-ku-ra " I hered Sasuke wisper in my ear.
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