Chapter 2

Confessions…

I woke up in an extremely large bed. The room was brightly lit, with sliding glass doors. Every thing was much bigger than it should be. As if it was made for 40 to 50 foot giants. The walls were red, yellow and black, all in a pattern. They had big pictures of specifically two mechs. The yellow and black one looked just like the red and black one. Just then the sliding doors slid open.

A much smaller mech, yellow and black, walked in.

"You must be Sarah?" He asked. "Hello, my name is Bumblebee. Sideswipe's gone for the day so I'm going to be your care giver. Just for today though, Sideswipe has already "claimed you" before the rest of us could even object."

"Oh! Ok? Umm, I have a question." I added in a weak voice.

"Sure! Go ahead, ask away." Bumblebee added enthusiastically.

I continued. "Who are those two that are all over the wall?"

He fiddled with his fingers for a moment, and stared at the ground. "Well you see, the red and black one is Sideswipe. B-but the other one is, well he's Sideswipe's brother, Sunstreaker."

"OMG! So that's the one he was telling me about last night?" I suddenly felt guilty, something I hadn't felt since I was "alive" so to speak.

"Yeah, well I really don't fell comfortable talking about him. He was like my best friend…" Bumblebee continued to stare simultaneously at the floor.

"Oh, sorry." I stared at the floor as well.

"Can I get you any thing?" He asked politely.

"No, but I'll tell you what I do need." I replied

"Ok, tell me." He simply responded.

"A friend, someone to listen to my crazy stories."

"That's something I can manage."

I sat down on the floor. Bumblebee followed. I began with my story, telling him every thing that I told Sideswipe last night. He listened, and added comments at the appropriate time. When I had finished he told me his story just as Sideswipe had. It seemed like Sunstreaker was the only one who took up for him when the other mechs had joked with him about his size.

"Well I find you to be very tall." I added after he finished.

"You might consider the fact that you're the shortest person here. But other than that I'm the shortest autobot here.

"Well if they even dare call me or you short EVER they'll be so sorry." I threatened.

"Whoa! Take it easy "miss suicidal" we don't want anyone hurt!" He joked.

"Well you're not a very fun partner in crime now are you?" I taunted. I also felt very dizzy.

I must have passed out because Bumblebee changed into Sydney, and she was walking away. "NO SYDNEY!" I pleaded chasing after the figure. "Please come back! I'm sorry! SYDNEY!

I awoke to a very bright room with white walls and giant medical tools organized in the large shelves. Three mechs were standing over me, as I lay on the examination table.

"Oh crap!" I exclaimed. "What did I do?"

"You did nothing, but nearly died on Bumblebee's watch!" Sideswipes worried voice boomed.

"LEAVE HIM ALONE!" I warned.

"No Sarah! You could have died! I most certainly will not leave him alone!" He boomed again.

"I said leave him alone! I didn't almost die, I just fainted was all. I didn't want to eat!" I screamed at the large silver mech. His large blue optics just glared back and fourth to Bumblebee, Ratchet, and me.

"Wow that was the coolest silence moment ever." I added in a sarcastic voice.

"Who is Sydney?" Ratchet questioned.

"Oh, she's just this really good friend. Which I miss a lot…" I burst into tears.

"Slaggit`!" Sideswipe exclaimed as he carried me out of the med-bay. He took me back to the room I woke up in. I didn't understand. Why did he care so much if I died? What was it to him?

"Stay here!" Sideswipe ordered, walking out of the room. Man, was he stupid! Didn't any one tell him not to order the criminal around? As soon as he left, I followed the same path he took. Being very sneaky I peaked around the corner.

"Oh. My. God." I whispered covering my mouth. The mech I thought I was falling for was holding the hand of Arcee, one of the main femmes, and kissing her on the cheek. I ran a different direction crying. I didn't care if I got lost, right now I could care lees if someone shot me. Approximately 6 and half hours later, I heard someone walking down the hall way I was in.

"Hello, you must be Sarah, the one everyone is looking for right now?" The large, red and blue mech asked.

"Yeah, why does it matter though?" I asked

"Come with me to my office." The 40 foot tall robot said, picking me up. He carried me to an extremely large room that looked like a really big version of Mr. Noble's office.

"W-O-W!" I exclaimed.

"Now let's talk about all this commotion today. Brief detail included please." Optimus Prime said in a sincere tone.

So I began telling him every thing, even up to when I saw Sideswipe and Arcee. He listened coherently. Of course I got emotional and started crying towards the beginning of our conversation. He asked me to call him dad. That's what he was going to be to me up until I decided to leave, which I probably wouldn't do. I liked it here to much.

After our conversation he led me back to my quarters, or Sideswipes quarters anyway. I climbed into the freakishly large bed and closed my eyes. That was the first night I didn't dream of him.

I awoke to mechs screaming my name.

"Crap! I forgot to tell them I was safe." I mumbled.

When Sideswipe came in the room I made him aware that I was in here.

"What where you thinking Sarah? Roaming around these halls like you've been here your entire life! Don't you ever do that to me again!" He yelled.

"Well if you really care so much about me why where you hugging and kissing up on Arcee yesterday? I should have know, you're just like the rest of them. Love someone then leave them! You know what, just don't talk to me. I'll just go bunk with Bumblebee, until I find a ride back to Rockcastle County." I screamed walking toward the sliding doors.

"No Sarah! Wait, there's something I need to tell you." Sideswipe pleaded.

"What is it? You've already got me crying!" I mumbled.

"Well, do you know how on twilight the werewolves imprint? Well it's kind of like that for us as robots. Instead of looking at the person and falling in love with them, we touch them and it happens. Even if it's just a tap, it still happens." He explained.

"Why do I want to know this?" I asked.

"Well the other day you bumped into me and I felt that in my spark. I didn't want to tell you just yet but, I didn't want you to leave me. It literally hurts my spark to be away from you for to long." Sideswipe just looked at the ground.

"Well, what was that between you and Arcee Yesterday? If you really cared about me then why didn't you tell me from the beginning? I don't know if I can believe you. That's why I'm the way that I am. That territorial hick needs to learn a lesson!"

"That was nothing. She was my girlfriend until I found out that you were my soul mate. I was just telling her that I couldn't see her any more." He explained with much sympathy.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" I asked with equal emotions.

"I don't know. I…" He was trying to explain.

"Well can we at least go back to Rockcastle County and get my old bestie, Sydney that is." I questioned. I was already starting to like this bonding thing.

"Sure sweetie, we'll leave tomorrow after you sleep for a while." Sideswipe answered, picking me up and carrying me to our quarters.

When we got there he sat something on the bed, and told me to put it on. It was red with black laces, basically it was lingerie, if you wanted to just come right out and say it. I put it on with out any hesitation, not knowing what was going to happen.

Just then his holomatter appeared wearing nothing but a pair of silk red boxers. His skin was slightly tan with just the right amount of hair. His beautiful blue eyes stared into mine, as he slowly moved in to kiss me.

I pushed him away. "I'm still a virgin you know?" This was my attempt to slow things down a little.

"That's one thing that can be changed." His musky voice was angelic, his lips trailed down my neck.

He started out slow holding me in his arms. He started nibbling on my neck, and I let out a small moan. As fingers moved down my stomach to my right leg, he slowly pulled down the bottoms to my outfit. I finished his job by wiggling them to the floor. Following his lead I done the same as he done to me, I just about unnoticeably slipped my finger into his boxers, and slid them down, and they quietly hit the floor.

We moved to the bed, he lay on top of me. Picking himself up slightly he grabbed my top piece and ripped it completely off of me.

"You're my beast." I exclaimed breathlessly before he started kissing me again. Suddenly I felt something hard press up against my vagina. It slowly moved down before I felt it slide inside of me.

The pain was overwhelming as he moved back and forth. It felt like I was being ripped in half. This made me scream.

"Shhhhhh." Sideswipe comforted me, as he tenderly moved his hand up and down my side. After he was finished with our position he turned around and slightly kissed my leg, and moved upward. The rest of the night was a blur.

When I woke up there was no one beside me I wrapped the blanket over my nude body, and stood up. My legs felt like they might fall off and the pain from last night was starting to wear off. I looked over towards the door and there was Sideswipe and a much larger black mech standing in front of him.

"Get over it Ironhide, what's done is done. We can't change the past and even if we could I wouldn't give it up. That was one of the best nights of my life." I over heard Sideswipe say to him.

"Well, I'll let you know that every one heard that last night, and no one got to recharge any. Don't do it again!" The larger mech boomed, with his cannon aimed towards Sideswipe's now feared for his life so, still wrapped up in the blanket, I ran up in between them.

"Hi! I'm Sarah. What's your name?" I interrupted.

"Just remember what I said." The large mech warned, looked at me, then shook his head, and walked away.

"So are you about ready to leave?" Sideswipe asked me when we were all alone.

"Just about let me put some clothes and I will." I answered.

"Ok, I'll just step out of the room for a minute I have some business to take care of any way." He said walking away, leaving me to change.