I was done with the idea that it could work, I didn't even give him time to stop the truck before I shot out and in the front door, I raced up the stairs and started yanking my clothing from the closet.
I heard the front door close, and I saw Randy standing at the bedroom door. "Just let me leave, I knew that you had some sick fetish, and it's preying on young girls." I said before reaching into the dresser drawer and started throwing my undergarments into my suitcase. "I don't have a sick fetish, sex is normal in a marriage, and just because I asked you about it does not mean it's the only thing I'm wanting from you. This is a legal marriage, We will have a sexual relationship, we will fight, we will grow as a couple, and hopefully in time you can grow to love me." He said shoving his hands in his pockets.

"There will be no sexual relationship, there will be no fighting, there will be no growing to love you, I'm leaving." I said throwing the last of my clothing into my suitcase, I turned to close the top, I felt his hand on my shoulder. "I won't push you, It's your decision when you want to grow as one, but it will happen in time, and we will grow. I was just asking you what you were comfortable with, I didn't want you to be scared of me." He said turning me around to face him.

a few days later we boarded a plane to Tampa FL for a house show that he was to appear in

I had grown attached to him, and kept a hold of his arm, even in the airport. When we landed and got our rental car, we ran into one of his work buddies, He kept looking at me funny, and finally I got a little defensive. "Quit looking at me, I'm not eye candy, and I'm sure my husband doesn't approve of you staring at me, I know I don't like it." I said. I took out my brand new Kindle fire and sat down waiting for them to finish processing our rental car. Randy and I had been married all of 4 days, and he already had me spoiled, I looked down at my new wedding ring, it sparkled back at me. I saw Randy walking back towards me. "Ready to go babe?" I shook my head and grabbed my carry on bag as he grabbed our suitcase. I took his hand and we walked out to our car.

I closed my eyes and let the energy flow out of me. "She seems like a Hellcat, Let me have a crack at her, I'm sure I could knock her down a few pegs." Cody said to Randy. I had known Cody all of 20 minutes
and I already didn't like him. " She won't even give it up to me, why would she to give it up to you?" He said. "So you haven't consummated your marriage, and you've been married 4 days, Dude, It's not rape
to push her a little bit, to get her going, I'm sure she'd follow. Give her some choices, Hope wasn't keen at first and she struggled with the thought of it, and even struggled with me the first time, but she came around." I heard Cody say.

We arrived at our hotel, and went to our room, I started to shy away, I made the excuse I had some homework to do, he was more interested in hooking up his video game. He stopped and turned to me. "You're quiet, what's wrong?" He asked "Nothing, I don't want to talk about it." I said backing away and going into the suit living room and sitting down on the couch. I pulled my knees to my chest. He came into the living room. "Remember what I told you, don't keep things from me, I'm sure we can work this out." He said pulling me off the couch by one hand and into his arms. "I don't like the conversation between you and cody, I wasn't asleep, I heard the entire thing. You told me you wouldn't push me." I said tears welling up in my eyes. " I told you I wouldn't push you, I've given you some time to warm up to the idea of possibly having sex with me. There are so many ways, I could be on top, you can be on top, or we could try something else." He said pulling me gently towards the bedroom.

I stiffened up and then remembered what my mother had told me, not to fight him. I knew I wasn't prepared for what was to come. "Randy, please not right now." I said locking my knees trying to prevent being alone in a closed off room with him. "It will happen either way, fight me and I can get mean, I don't want to be mean, I know this is your first time, I'm your husband, it should have been done on our wedding night." He said pulling a little harder on my arm, knocking me off balance. I hit the floor scrambling away from him. I got far enough away to get on my feet, I hurried out the hotel room door and into the hallway. I smacked into someone immediately.

"Woah kid, are you alright?" I looked up to see a young blonde woman standing in front of me.
"yeah I'm fine. No I'm not, I need to get out of here." I said hurrying down the hall. She hurried to catch up with me. "You're Ali, Right? I'm Nattie, Why don't we go down to the lounge, grab a drink, and talk."
She said walking along with me. A few hours later I started to feel better. I still didn't know how to handle my situation with Randy. " I have a question for you Nattie." I said running my finger around the rim of my glass, not looking her in the eye. "I don't even know how to ask this, How did your husband approach you about sex? Did he push you, or were you willing?" I asked "Is that why you came flying out of your hotel room?" She said offering a sad smile " I was willing, some girls aren't so willing, and like my husband he wasn't pushy, others aren't so easily maintained, I cant tell you how to handle it, but don't fight it, some of these men are stronger than they seem, and Randy loves you, tell him how you feel about it."

I finished off my coke and made my way back to the hotel room. Only to remember I didn't have my key...