Hey all this this the second chapter of Watch, Desire, Action. if anyone has noticed a theme with the story name to the chapter names (and I think it's really obvious, but it might just be me) tell me. the first to review about it and get it right will get a story by me! I will PM the winner (XD) so be on the lookout, if you've entered this little contest thingy! if you review fast, you might get your own story, of any length, by me!
(just so everyone knows, if you win, I refuse to right about Orochimaru, if you want it to be a Naruto fanfic. I will also not write JiraNaru, as I think that's REALLY awkward and the fic would just end up even more awkward.)
Disclaimer: me no own Naruto. or Sasuke, or Itachi. or... or this computer! yeah, it belongs to my parents. what I do own are the words... yup!
warnings: yaoi, incest, and all around smut.
this is slightly AU, in that Itachi did not murder their parents, rather they died in some horrible incident when they were both children, and Itachi had insisted that he was old enough to raise Sasuke, so there are no adoptive parents or any parental figure at all, really, except the nins who teach them. i.e., Kakashi and Iruka.
speaking
thoughts
Sasuke's POV at start, picking up from last chapter.
And without further adieu, allow me to introduce...
Watch, Desire, Action
Chapter 2: Desiring the Undesirable
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I awoke to an insistant banging on my door. I got up and walked to it, tried to open it, but I couldn't... Then I remembered I had locked it the night before. I unlocked the door and opened it to find my Aniki standing there, looking angry despite his calm expression. I also saw Naruto, and I felt my hand come up to my forehead. Of course it was the dobe.
"Naruto, go away." I glared at him, not in the mood to be messing around with the blonde blockhead.
He just smirked and shook his head. "Your brother called me here. Said you wouldn't wake up and he needed someone to be loud to wake you up, tebbayo!!" He laughed and looked at Itachi, then his face paled when he saw the angry look in the older Uchiha's eyes. Naruto gulped, then murmured, "Well, I guess I'll be going...!" He ran away. I couldn't help it; I laughed.
Itachi was livid. "What the hell were you doing in there, Sasuke?" I looked up at him and blinked, then shook my head. "I... I just woke up early, Aniki, and I couldn't get back to sleep... But then I just sort of passed out... I'm sorry that I worried you, nii-san." I looked down as I apologized to my brother. He sighed, his anger seemingly forgotten for the moment. He placed a hand on my head, messing up my hair a bit, much to my dismay. "Aniki, cut that out!" I giggled, blushing a bit. He smiled then walked away into his room. I stared at the door as the memories of the night before AND this morning flooded into my mind.
Could my Aniki be gay? Is that why he didn't seem to mind when I... Caught him? That would explain a little bit more... But it doesn't explain why he seemed to know that I would walk in on him, unless he really was scheming to make me catch him in the... Act. I paused in my thoughts, having some sort of epiphany. He WAS scheming! God, why hadn't I realized earlier?? It wouldn't've made much a difference, but it still would've been nice to know that there was a plausible reason to run from him!
But wouldn't the fact that he's gay too drive you CLOSER to your brother? some voice in the back of my head argued. I shuddered at the thought of how EXACTLY that could bring us closer... Physically. I really shouldn't have been thinking about it, but suddenly the thought came to my mind. Could I be attracted to my Aniki? I went into my room and shut the door, needing more time to think. I sat down on the floor by my bed, and bit my lip.
Of course, my Aniki is handsome... Any girl or boy would be crazy not to notice that. But... Is he handsome because I'm attracted to him? I closed my eyes and pictured my big brother. His obsidian eyes, framed with thick black eyelashes, his pale and perfect skin, his soft, totally kissable lips... I shivered at the thought. God... I'm attracted to him. I HAVE to be. No little brother would think of their Aniki's lips as kissable without... Without there being some kind of attraction. And when he touches me, it's... Sometimes it isn't so brotherly. God, I've been stupid not to notice. My big brother... So, he's gay. I can definitely live with that. And I think I can also live with the fact that I'm attracted to him... And something tells me I could live with him returning that attraction. My body shuddered, and I knew I could more than live with that.
I stood up and went to my door, drawing in a deep breath. I had to talk to my Aniki about what happened. I had to find out if there was any possibility that my suspicions could be proven true.
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I sat in my room, reading a book. Just at the interesting part, I heard a soft knock at the door. I looked up and put my book down, calling, "Come in, Otouto." Sasuke entered, and stood beside my bed where I sat. I blinked and offered him a seat silently, and he took it, looking down and blushing slightly. My interest was instantly directed to the conversation we would no doubt be having.
"What brings you to my room, Sasuke-chan?" His blush deepened when I used the same term I had last night. I hid my smirk, and he collected himself.
"Aniki, we need to talk. And... It's about last night." I couldn't hide this smirk. I knew my plan had to be working. He had come to me, to talk about the... 'Incident' that had occured.
"What about last night? Are you referring to you walking in while I was..." I trailed off, a knowing smirk on my face. He looked up at me and nodded, then closed his eyes and took a deep breath. I glanced over his features, just once. Then he opened his eyes.
"Aniki, I have to know... Are you gay?" I blinked. This was NOT a question I was prepared for, although I did know the answer to it; yes, I am. I nodded, and he smiled a little to himself, then looked at me. "Is that why you weren't bothered when I came in? Or at least, you didn't look to be..." I nodded.
"It didn't bother me. You're right, I'm gay, and that's part of why it didn't bug me so much that you walked in on me, Otouto." I used the comfortable nickname, hoping it would lure more questions out, ones that I HAD prepared for. My little brother took another deep breath and looked down at the blanket on the bed.
"Why else didn't it bother you?" his timid voice asked me. I looked at him.
"Because you're my brother. You've already seen my body, as we bathed together when we were children. Although my body is different now, I don't feel that any harm will come if you see my body. I've seen yours, as well, though you were just a young child. I doubt you even remember, ne, Otouto?" I saw him smile at me, and he nodded.
"I do remember. You used to let me scrub your back, and wash your hair, then you washed mine. And you would pretend to go to wash my back, but... You would tickle me instead, and we would get water everywhere. Kaa-san and Tou-san always yelled at us, though Kaa-san's yelling was more lovingly than Tou-san ever was..." He sighed. "I wish we could still do that." That made me smile.
"We could, if you like, Sasuke-chan. Although, I doubt if we would fit in the bathtub together. I think we'd have to settle for a shower, ne?" He nodded. I smirked slightly as he took a deep breath, and it seemed it was in relief.
"Aniki, I'm glad we had this talk... Ano... Do you think we could shower now, nii-san??" He looked at me so innocently, and I smiled.
"If you wish, Otouto." His face brightened up tremendously. "Go get ready, I'll meet you in there in a few minutes." He nodded and jumped up, rushing to the bathroom after calmly walking out of my room. I chuckled. My Otouto was so easy to read.
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I went into the bathroom and pulled out two towels, placing them near the shower so that we could dry off quickly. I was so excited, though I knew it was silly. I undressed quickly and got in the shower, adjusting the temperature until it was just perfect. I got the soap, and slowly ran the bar over my body while waiting for my Aniki to show up.
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Ok, so I wanted to end here because... well, it would make sense if you had figured out the chapter name and story title connection. XD
if anyone has noticed any typo's the need fixing, please tell me about it, and I will fix it... but otherwise, I hope you enjoyed this chapter!
btw, I hope this doesn't ruin the aspect of Sasuke's whole cluelessly innocent thing.
thanks to Kaline Rein and Of Heaven and Hell and Kuro Tenka for reviewing and alerting, as well as Chibikittay for alerting! cookies for you! -gives cookies to beloved readers- :3 I hope to be able to give many more cookies for THIS chapter!
hey if anyone can guess Itachi's plan, PM me. I'll write the first one to guess it right a fic of their choosing, as well as the winner of the connection between title and chapter names. lol though they won't exactly be up in a snap, as I have other projects that I still have to work on.
please review, as this writer thrives on constructive criticism and compliments... though flames are not accepted and will be completely ignored.
