A/N: Complicated is the theme of this chapter. This isn't quite as complicated this is very stream of consciousness so this didn't quite turn out as good as my other complicated story I think. though the feelings within I suppose get a little complex. I am just not happy with it. Plus it is quite short. kind of a ramble really sorry.


Complicated

You could say our relationship would be complicated. She's my best friend's girl. But ever since that night I went to Tori's house crying about being in love with Jade, Tori had been trying to get me over it. I wouldn't have gone to her about this really, but I was just overwhelmed I couldn't keep my feelings to myself anymore.

Tori is such a great friend and as gently as she could, she tried to tell me how wrong it was, she tried dressing like the girl to get me to see reason. She didn't know that It didn't matter to me I had been into her for a long time, longer than Beck had because I met her first.

She told me that I should tell her, maybe in a song. That way I could get it out of my system. But my love for my best friend's girl intensified.

Standing up above the crowd I watched this girl, and her man all over each other. But as I sang my heart out to her, she looked up and on one moment I could sense she felt the connection. Our history is unknown to all of our friends. I have loved her since we met, but the day I decided to tell her, she had already said yes to Beck.

I had her to myself for three months and never made a move. Beck knew a good thing when he saw it, but had he known I wanted her I have to believe he would have backed off. So I had to back off. They seemed happy.

As I walked off the stage I smiled and received the congratulations offered, and then time seemed to slow down as she stood before me. She seemed unsure as to whether she wanted to hug me. She looked at Beck who was talking to Tori and smiled and walked over to me and hugged me Tighter and longer than the rest of them.

When we separated, her hands lingered and our eyes met and I almost claimed her lips with mine. She looked at my mouth, and she looked at me confused for a second, luckily she didn't get to respond because Robbie shouted. "Look they have spaghetti Tacos!"

She let go of me and ran to get some tacos. Beck reached out and wrapped her arms around her. "So… Jade hugged you!" Tori said

I nodded, I was so glad to have Tori as my best friend. "Yeah," I answered with a nod.

"Are you okay?" No I wasn't okay. Then that pretty girl came to me and I assured Tori I was over my wonkiness. But I know she knew better. Days later she told me that Jade came to look for me right after. "She did?"

"Andre, she likes you back," Tori said softly. "I saw it in her eyes when she came to hug you, I swear I thought she was going to kiss you. When she came back for you and saw you with that girl… You have to talk to her."

"You didn't say anything did you?" I asked my best friend knowing her answer.

She shook her head. "She wouldn't believe me anyway. Just think it's some plot for me to take her man or something."

I hugged her. "That's why you're my best friend."

She smiled then punched my arm. "You have to get over her, or she has to leave him. Either way, this whole deal is wrong."

"I know… I will. It's just complicated." She nodded in agreement then shook her head and walked away.