I promisse they'll get longer. I just felt I needed to update.
The drive to the Hospital was faster then what I thought it would be. Edward didn't spoke, neither did I. The images were dancing around my mind.
Flashback
- Jasper, slow down for God's sake. – I pleaded putting my hand on his, grabbing the wheel.
- Alice, you know I just can't drive slow, hon'. – He smiled, taking his eyes of the road, gazing into mine.
- But… please be careful.
- We're home Alice, it's just around the corner.
- I – I was interrupted by his lips landing on mine. We were home in no time, like he said.
- Shot! I forgot to bring my Spanish book. I'll be right back.
- Be careful.
- Love you darlin'.
- I love you too. – And he disappeared from the same place where we had gotten in.
I tried to focus on my Trig homework, but the clock kept ticking, warning me that the time was passing and that he wasn't there yet.
I glanced at the wall clock, 17.30; he had dropped me an hour ago. It was taking him to long.
The stupid part was, I never doubted Jasper, it seriously didn't even crossed my mind that he could actually been hocking up some other girl. He was mine and I was his. He was the first, always the first, and he would be the last. I loved him and I –
My mobile rang with the first chords of Fan 3's Boom. I looked at the screen, Carlisle. I sighed disappointed
- S'up Dad? – I asked, lifeless.
- Alice? Come to the hospital. Now! – He screamed his voice full of cries.
- What's wrong Dad?
- It's Jasper.
Present Time
- Are you ok? – Edward asked looking at me, I was facing the window, not daring to look at him, I could feel the tears on my cheeks.
- I'm fine. – I said, my voice cracking from my plea.
- Alice… He's fine now.
- Yeah, the doctor's still don't know if he's ever going to be able to walk, Edward. And you say "he's fine". Shut the fuck up.
- Look, Alice. Can't you be hopeful once in a while? Jezz what happened to my little sister? The joy full Alice?
- She's coming back when her boyfriend comes home.
- What do you miss about him?
- I miss… I really miss him waking me up in the morning with kisses in my face; I miss his blue eyes, staring at me with the same level of adoration that has been there for the past nine years that I know him, and I also miss his hands on me, caressing my skin so softly that I – I stopped speaking, I couldn't do it anymore with the sobs escaping from my nose and throat.
- You've been like that for too long. He's fine, he's just fine.
- I can't come back from this.
- Yes you can.
The music on the radio sang to me:
How long,
How Long,
Have you been down?
Down
Down.
- Even the radio wants you to be okay, see? – Edward caressed my cheeks whipping the tears away with his fingertips.
- He loves this song, did you knew?
- Yes, I put it on purpose.
- I love you brother, do you know that?
- Always have, always will too. Now let's go and meet Jasper.
- Thank you for doing this with me.
And with that he took my hand and dragged me to the building.
What song brings back your darkest memories?
