I promisse they'll get longer. I just felt I needed to update.


The drive to the Hospital was faster then what I thought it would be. Edward didn't spoke, neither did I. The images were dancing around my mind.

Flashback

- Jasper, slow down for God's sake. – I pleaded putting my hand on his, grabbing the wheel.

- Alice, you know I just can't drive slow, hon'. – He smiled, taking his eyes of the road, gazing into mine.

- But… please be careful.

- We're home Alice, it's just around the corner.

- I – I was interrupted by his lips landing on mine. We were home in no time, like he said.

- Shot! I forgot to bring my Spanish book. I'll be right back.

- Be careful.

- Love you darlin'.

- I love you too. – And he disappeared from the same place where we had gotten in.

I tried to focus on my Trig homework, but the clock kept ticking, warning me that the time was passing and that he wasn't there yet.

I glanced at the wall clock, 17.30; he had dropped me an hour ago. It was taking him to long.

The stupid part was, I never doubted Jasper, it seriously didn't even crossed my mind that he could actually been hocking up some other girl. He was mine and I was his. He was the first, always the first, and he would be the last. I loved him and I –

My mobile rang with the first chords of Fan 3's Boom. I looked at the screen, Carlisle. I sighed disappointed

- S'up Dad? – I asked, lifeless.

- Alice? Come to the hospital. Now! – He screamed his voice full of cries.

- What's wrong Dad?

- It's Jasper.

Present Time

- Are you ok? – Edward asked looking at me, I was facing the window, not daring to look at him, I could feel the tears on my cheeks.

- I'm fine. – I said, my voice cracking from my plea.

- Alice… He's fine now.

- Yeah, the doctor's still don't know if he's ever going to be able to walk, Edward. And you say "he's fine". Shut the fuck up.

- Look, Alice. Can't you be hopeful once in a while? Jezz what happened to my little sister? The joy full Alice?

- She's coming back when her boyfriend comes home.

- What do you miss about him?

- I miss… I really miss him waking me up in the morning with kisses in my face; I miss his blue eyes, staring at me with the same level of adoration that has been there for the past nine years that I know him, and I also miss his hands on me, caressing my skin so softly that I – I stopped speaking, I couldn't do it anymore with the sobs escaping from my nose and throat.

- You've been like that for too long. He's fine, he's just fine.

- I can't come back from this.

- Yes you can.

The music on the radio sang to me:

How long,

How Long,

Have you been down?

Down

Down.

- Even the radio wants you to be okay, see? – Edward caressed my cheeks whipping the tears away with his fingertips.

- He loves this song, did you knew?

- Yes, I put it on purpose.

- I love you brother, do you know that?

- Always have, always will too. Now let's go and meet Jasper.

- Thank you for doing this with me.

And with that he took my hand and dragged me to the building.


What song brings back your darkest memories?