Holy Shnikes guys, I haven't updated in forever!! I apologize. I have been very busy/lazy these past few weeks...

My birthday was on the 12th and I still can't figure out what to do with the money...I think I'm gonna get me a Demyx plushie...but I dunno. My halloween costume is AWESOMETASTIC!! Anyhoo, see ya and sorry for such a late update, no I haven't died and this is not my dead sole typing right now...

Disclaimer: Ah jeez, no I don't own it and If I did, I'm pretty such it wouldn't be rated 'E' 'T' or 'M' it'd be considered 'XXX' rated


When Roxas showed up it was about a week before school was actually going to start. Foolish as I was, every morning I checked out the blinds. No Roxas. Odds of that every happening again? I would say about a 99.9 of it not happening.

But, a different blond did show up the following Saturday. My best friend in the world, Demyx Horton. Also, probably one of the most hyper people on this planet. Even when he wasn't hyped up on energy drinks and sugar he was still crazy. Ya know, now that I think about...I surprised he even sleeps!

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I herd a knock on the door, I turned the volume down on the T.V. and got up. I looked through the peek hole and pretended to be angry "Whadda you want?" He laughed and walked in, I lightly pushed him out. I smacked the Rockstar he was holding out of his hand "There! Now you can come in"

"Axel!!" he complained "That was like, five dollars!"

I rolled my eyes "well, maybe you shouldn't spend all your money on over priced energy drinks" I walked over to the couch with him "You don't even need them"

"Yes I do!" he whined, it was pretty funny though "Zexy like, wears me out!"

I stopped him "AH! I don't want to hear about what you and your boyfriend do together, alright?"

He looked around "Say Axe?" I looked over at him "Where are your 'rents?"

"In their house, they've bin kind of distant lately...I wonder if they've finally gotten tired of me" I laughed "I sure as hell hope so"

Demyx slumped into the couch and grabbed the remote, cringing at what was on the televison at the moment. "Ew, sports" he flipped through the channels "OHMIGOD Flapjack's on!"

"Really Demyx?"

He gave me a puppy dog look "I love this show" he stuck his tongue out "So be quiet!"

I rolled my eyes and let my mind scatter while demyx was mesmerized in his cartoons. I closed my eyes and someone's smiling face came to mind, I smiled with it. "Watcha Smilin' about?" When I opened my eyes and saw Demyx right in my facem, I shoved him off the couch.

"Nothin' back the fuck off"

He grabbed the couch cushion and rose up slowly, giving me and death glare "My god that was totally uncool. Like, do you even think at all before you do things?" I'm just going to guess here, but your probably getting annoyed by all the Valley Girl talk being spoken by Demyx, right? Well, when I first met I was too, but, you get over it.

I rolled my eyes at him as he sat on the couch again "Calm down you'll be fine" I looked away "I was just think about someone"

He looked to me with wide, curious eyes "Really? Well..." He looked around and shifted uncomfortably "Did you meet someone...somewhere?"

I smiled "Yeah, Yeah I did" I suddenly felt myself getting nervous, what was wrong with me? "His name is...Roxas...I met him..." I swallowed, the lump in my throat seeming to get bigger and bigger by the second. Why did I feel so nervous about talking about him? "Er...in my front yard"

He raised an eyebrow "Really? Are you serious?" I nodded "You met someone with a hangover in your front yard and you can't get them off your mind?"

"Hey! I never said he had a hangover!"

Demyx gave my a blunt look "He did. Didn't he?"

"...yes" I replied quietly "But B-But! He got over it fast and besides that he was so freakin'H-O-T! He said he's going to Oblivion, which means he's in our grade!"

He rolled his eyes at me "okay" he looked away then suddenly got in my face "What does he look like? How old is he, what's his blood type? What's his sign, Astrological and Zodiac?"

Well..." I started to say, Demyx does this every time someone likes someone else. He matches them up based on a lot of different factors "He's short, got dirty blond hair and blue eyes, Fifteen. I don't know is blood type but since he's fifteen I suspect he's a rooster. And I don't know his birthday month or day so, there!" Demyx grabbed a notebook from the table and did the work. He was going to take into big consideration that I; had red hair, green eyes, I was sixteen, my blood type was AB, my Zodiac sign was monkey, and my Astrological sign was Leo.

"Well..." he said, his lips shifting to one side "It's a good match so far. As long and his blood type's not A negative or B negative and his Astrological sign's not Scorpio, it's almost perfect"

"What's the 'almost' in this situation?"

"I t's nothing too bad, it's just..." he stopped him self and put the pencil to the paper "How tall is he?"

I thought for a moment "Let's see...he was about five or six inches shorter than me and since I'm five eleven that makes him Five six, five five?

He scribbled down something "What're you doing?"

He held out the notebook, then pencil placed diagonally on the sheet of paper Demyx had made his match up on "Here, draw me a picture of him, and don't give me any 'I can't draw' crap, I've seen you, your not that bad"

I sighed and took the notebook, it took me about five minutes but it looked decent Demyx took it form me and made little notes on his features. Finally the pencil rolled of the paper and he ripped the page and handed it to me the match up was actually pretty good...

It read 'hair match-up: great! Eye match-up: okay Age match-up: Perfect! Blood type: Zodiac match-up: Great! Astrological match-up: '

Within the next half an hour or so Demyx had to leave, it left me to my thoughts. So.. In theory Roxas and I made a good match. That made me feel kind of happy. He seemed like a nice person and he was undoubtably gorgeous. I looked at the clock , it was only five o'clock, I needed something to do.

I got up, sat down on my swivel chair, flipped the switch to the monitor and started up my computer. I spent about, eh, two or three hours doing pretty much nothing. As I clicked the 'power off' button...the phone rang.

I quickly got up and answered the phone, my phone goes to voice mail after only about three rings. I answered it "Hello?"

"Axel!" I herd an abnormally high pitched woman say, my mother "Axiiiiieee!!" she whined, I rolled my eyes "How come you haven't been in touch with your father and I in so long?"

"You live around the corner"

"Well...why don't you come to church with us tomorrow?"

"OOO, I'd love to but, as you know, no religion for me remember? When God said he didn't except my kind, I sorta pf pushed him away"

"Alex Hayden Sephora!" A deeper voice told me my full name, ugh, do I hate my real first name. The speaker of such name? My father "Listen to your damn mother. It's bad enough you never call, now you wont even spend time with us"

"You live around the damn corner!" I complained "Our backyards are conjoined for your gods sake!" I started to get pissed off and I didn't want my poor mother hear me have cussing fit so "I'll talk to guys later!" I slammed the phone on the hook and stormed off into my bedroom. I looked at the clock... It was only eight. I groaned and flopped over on the bed, staring at the dark room my eyes had just adjusted to. I looked at the dresser, about five framed pictures stand there in the dark along with me.

Pictures of whom you might ask yourself? People and me, to be more specific people who could last with me and myself. A picture for the few who survived with me for six moths or more. Other people I dated usually lasted a couple of days and rarely and couple of weeks. I mean, I've dated more than forty people since I started 'officially' started dating, when I was thirteen. I still haven't found someone I can say I 'love'...I dunno, I guess...there's no one right for me...

Suddenly, Roxas came to mind. I started thinking about him; what his full name was, what his birthday was. How many siblings did he have?...If any...How many schools had he gone to. Were his parents together...or divorced? I wondered what he would look like in tight pants, in gym clothes...naked. A chill went up my spine...Wait! Did I really just imagine that? Oh no, Axel doesn't want people...People want Axel...but, I imagined what he would look like under me, what his cute little body could do. Was it normal? I mean, I didn't even really know him. What was I, some sort of pervert? Well, one thing was clear...I wanted to see him again...and bad.

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Sunday was pretty boring. Demyx called me, we talked for about a half-hour, I watched some T.V., went on the comp(Computer). Nothing special.

But Monday. Monday was going to be the most important day of my life so far.

I woke up that morning and got dress quickly(I had taken a shower the night before) A pair of jeans, a tee-shirt. Nothing special. I ate breakfast so fast I almost choked a few times. I drove to school, I looked for Roxas but I couldn't find him.

I finally saw him in fourth period. It kind of sucked that our school had six periods since they spent all the money on appearance. But, I'm getting off topic. I saw him, we had gym together! Awwwwssooommme! I got see him in gym clothes, WOO-HOO!!

The teacher was assigning locks, Roxas was at the front of the line, I was at the back. By the time I got my lock, Roxas was already sitting in the locker room figuring out how his lock worked. I looked at my locker number, my paper trembled in-between my fingers. I read it again '119' dead next Roxas. At that moment(even though I don't believe in him) I thought god had a crush on me.

I walked over to the locker, trying to act cool and not look excited, Roxas looked at me briefly then turned back to him lock, he couldn't seem to get it open "Oh he Axel" Suddenly I herd his lock drop to the ground, the sound of the metal clanking against the hard cement floor ringing in my ears, he looked at me shocked "AXEL?!"

I smiled "The one and only" I put my lock on my locker and sat down on the bench "So, What're you doin' here?"

He quickly picked up the lock and put it through the lock loop. "What are you doing here?! I can't believe we have a class together" He blushed "Guess were locker mates...Oh!" he pulled a folded up piece of paper and unfolded it, revealing his schedule "Can I see you schedule?"

"Sure" I pulled my schedule out of my pocket and handed it to him, he looked at it like it was a treasure map. I looked over him shoulder to see "Oh cool, we have fifth and sixth together too"

He smiled shyly "Yeah..." It struck me odd he was acting so shy, but then I noticed I was still peeking over his shoulder, I removed myself.

I went back to sitting next to him on the bench "So, do you want to hang with me and my friends at lunch?"

He looked at me excited and enthusiastically said "Really?!" I nodded "Okay!" I looked over to the clock hanging above the coaches office, two more minutes...

I grabbed my backpack "well, bell's about to ring. We better get going, trust me if you don't get there early you'll be waiting in line forever"

I grabbed Roxas' hand and led him to the place where we were supposed to wait for the bell. I checked to see if the teacher was looking, he wasn't. I gripped Roxas' hand tighter and we snuck out. I felt his hand start to get sweaty, I looked back at him 'how cute' I thought 'he's embarrassed'. We got to the lunch line and waited for the bell to ring.

As soon as it did. They're were kids scrabbling everywhere, and the freshman were all looking clueless. I got my lunch and waited for Roxas. We then walked to the far side of the quad with him and waited...for who? For my friends of course. The six of us; Myself, Demyx, Siäx, Marluxia, Xigbar, and Larxene...hm, now that I think about it...we all have an 'X' in our names huh?

Anyway, we've all been together since grade school. The group first started with me and Demyx. We met in kindergarten. Friends instantly and ever since. Siäx Yuan, we met him in first grade. He seems really cool and calm, but the truth is...he really just doesn't know what to say. Next we met Larxene Temtus, in third grade. But...that back when she still wore dresses and put he hair in pig tales. Then in fifth grade, wow, it was really shocking to find out he was only ten and already smoking pot. We met Xigbar Wesley. It was quite the shocker...well anyway, we all met the gayest man ever in sixth grade...Marluxia Masterson.

Marluxia is pretty much the baby in our group, he gets teased all the and people try and beat him up a lot...try yeah, main word. Because we beat up anyone that looks at him funny. I really have a lot of respect for him, he's completely comfortable with himself and doesn't care what anyone thinks about him. He lives by on philosophy, one which I wish had the courage to follow. That philosophy is 'people can say whatever they like about me, it doesn't mean it's true' I even dated him before, we went out for about ten months. And he may seem like a bitch, but trust Axel, he not. He got top no matter what. He let me a few times but usually I didn't want to, phew! He was so good at what he did! Er...anyway, yeah, Marluxia, interesting person.

All my thoughts were broken as I noticed Roxas walking up to me with a girl...wait, when did he leave?

He smiled and introduced the girl, she was very pale, her hair was a white blond. She was wearing all white and eyes like Roxas' "Axel, this it my twin sister Naminé. Naminé, Axel. Axel, Naminé"

I waved and didn't even make eye contact "Hey" Rude? No, I just don't like being around girls. They're too whiny and they spend too much money. I mean seriously all they do is complain and bitch about everything, and that's why I like guys. Because they hardly ever complain and they would rather watch the game than go shopping. I know you all thinking 'well Axel, what about Larxene? She's a girl' Pffft. Hardly, she's a lesbian, and in stereotypical terms a 'lumberjack Lesbian' she's pretty much just like a guy.

Naminé's friends called her over and she apologized and left. Only seconds later everyone started showing up and I introduced them all to Roxas. I was happy they all seemed to be okay with him, I really hoped that we would always get along. I mean, our grouped hasn't changed in a few years and I don't want any tension to start up between Roxas and any of us. I was hoping we could stay like this for a while...ya know, until I asked Roxas out...

Then, then everything would change.

Sooo how was it? It certainly was longer than chapter one. But, all my first chapters are short. So, yeah, I can't really tell you much else...

I have chapter's 0ne through Four done on paper but again I'm just been so busy/lazy lately I haven't had the time...

I went up to the foothills and went to apple hill yesterday, It was sooo fun! I went with my friends Alexa and Eugene and Alexa's mom. I was surprised, Eugene had never eaten a candeid apple before! We brought her dod Lu Lu and she tried to hurt a poor asian boy and his woody doll! It was wierd she didn't try and get Eugene cuz he's asain too...