Pretty Bella; Bitter Bella
I sighed. It was so easy to forget how men act. Like dogs. Apparently, I'm their next piece of eye candy. Nevertheless, I dance seductively in the middle of the dance floor, men pawing and grabbing. It helps numb the little twitches of pain I sometimes get.
"Hey, sweet cheeks."
I gazed at the man how slurred his greeting, smiling a fake, sweet smile.
"Well, hey there, handsome."
I purred back, blowing my sweet breath in his face.
He nearly staggered backwards. I sauntered up to him, swaying my hips invitingly, back and forth.
What can I say? I like to have a little bit of fun. Sure, I don't eat men, but breaking there hearts? I can handle.
He grinned mischievously.
"Wanna dance, babe?"
"Sure, sure."
I giggled softly, shifting my eyes from him to the floor in a coy manner.
"I'd love too."
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Tricking men was fun, I had to admit. They would think I was going to have sex with them…okay, I was, but I wasn't enjoying it-- much. Hehe, but then, BANG! They'd be out cold. Drugging men is always a good way to escape.
I skipped from the hotel room, grinning from ear to ear. Tonight had been rather fun. I had hardly thought about Edward at all. At least now, I could think his name with out a gaping hole in my chest ripping open. That's a plus, but still. It did hurt a little.
Well, at least I could have fun!! That's what is most important. Party all night, work and crap during the day. I mean, I gotta make money somehow. Of course I could offer sex for money…but that illegal. But, at least I wouldn't have to worry about those nasty diseases!
But, yeah. It was time to be off…I need to take a break from this crap anyways…maybe I'll go to Forks, visit Charlie's grave…I'm sad that he died, but at least he was in a better place, unlike some of us.
