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(A/N:) Hey you guys I just got this idea for a story and I just had to type it. I had just got done reading fallen13thanjel's 'Rebound' and found. The author inspired me to write this story so enjoy!
Full Summary: A baby is born and is force to become something he is not and rather someone. Born a girl but grew up all her life as a boy. While in college Kai falls in love with his best friend and roommate, Inuyasha. Inuyasha discovers his love for him and puts together the puzzle of Kai and the love notes. They begin to date and Kai finds out he's a—GIRL! What will happen to Inuyasha and Kai's relationship? Why wasn't Kai told about his past? Who did this to him? And most importantly, how is he to live now?
Rated: Angst/Romance/Fantasy/and slight disgust
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My Secret Letters
Chapter 2: The Big Flashback –Who is Kai?
"Push, honey, push!" The small woman was covered in sweat, having a baby was hard work. Her husband and love of her life was standing next to her, holding her hand and coaching her through the whole thing. "Uh! It hurts Yuki!"
"I know," He cupped her cheek and smiled at her. "I can feel it, but honey you can do it. You can make it."
She nodded and looked down at her swollen belly with determination. The doctor scream with excitement. "Ms. Higurashi push!" Together, Yuki and his wife, Tanpopo (A/N: Tanpopo means Dandelion.) pushed.
"Ok, rest." At the doctor's words both parents rested. Yuki squeezed his wife's hand reassuringly and she smiled.
"Alright, the baby has crowned, now push with all your might, Ms. Higurashi!" Both Tanpopo and her husband bared down and pushed but at that very moment Yuki felt something snap in his wife's body. The doctor helped pull the baby and asked the nurse to hand him the scissors to cut the cord.
After cleaning the baby and it finally opened its eyes and it screamed. The doctor turned with all smiles and said in a cheerful voice. "Here you are, a strong-and loud baby girl." The doctor looked down at the mother and handed the baby to her then he paled. "Nurse!"
"Yes sir?"
"The mother shouldn't be losing so much blood, call Dr. Yamazaki!"
"Yes sir!" The nurse ran off and a few minutes later she came back with the doctor.
"Well what's wrong with her?" Yuki asked.
Yamazaki took one look at her and said. "She bleeding internally"
"WHAT!"
"Calm down Mr. Higurashi-"
"Calm down, calm down? My wife is dying and you want me to calm down? I should kill you all right now!" Yuki was about to unleash his miko power when he felt a tug at the end of his shirt. Yuki turned to see his daughter pulling him and he smiled.
"Yuki," Tanpopo coughed and forced a smiled. The doctors turned to look over at the wife and sadness covered their faces.
Yuki cupped his wife's face and she returned the weak smile. "Yuki, do what the doctors say and take care of our daughter ok? I love you." She violently coughed and handed Yuki took the baby.
"What's her name?"
She cleared her and spoke in a whisper. "Ka—"
Tanpopo coughed then went silent and her eyes slid closed. "Honey? Honey?"
Yuki slightly shook her but her eyes remain closed and her body still. Yuki hugged his wife and cried into the nape of her neck, until the doctors pulled him away and began working on Tanpopo; trying to revive her.
Yuki was ushered out of the emergency room and was sent to wait in the waiting room. His daughter was taken from him and put in the nursery.
"Mr. Higurashi!" The doctor who delivered the baby called followed by Ms. Yamazaki.
"Yes," his eyes were dull and red. She looked up at him then spoke. "The baby is going to need some baby formula, if you want I can suggest a place to go and get some."
Yuki looked up and they fell to Ms. Yamazaki's face, "What are you talking about?"
Both the doctors remained silent and realization struck Yuki like a ton of bricks. "Are you telling me my wife's dead?"
They nodded and waited for Yuki's reaction but he did nothing but stare blankly at the room that contained his wife. Yuki sniffled but did nothing more, he had a child to think about, he would mourn for his wife another time. He had to be strong for his son. Yuki quietly asked, "Where's the nursery?"
Yamazaki answered, "New borns aren't allowed to leave the hospital for a couple of days. We have to run some tests and make sure the baby doesn't have any problems."
Yuki nodded and returned to his seat. The birth doctor told Yuki which room to go to see his daughter and he went and picked up his child. He held the baby close to his heart and a single tear fell from his eye and landed softly on the baby's cheek. "Looks like its just you and me-Kai."
Dr. Yamazaki returned with the information for Yuki to fill out and he handed Kai to a near-by nurse. As the doctor handed him the paper his eyes flew to the nurse holding Kai. The doctor smiled and spoke what Yuki was thinking. "She looks just like her mother, doesn't she?"
Yuki nodded numbly but said nothing. As he signed the papers of Kai's birth certificate, he silently cried.
-3 years later-
"Kai!"
"Coming!" Kai ran to Yuki and asked.
"Yes daddy?"
"What cha doing son?"
Kai panted as she caught her breath. "I'm playing with Inuyasha in the woods."
"Oh okay, you two be careful."
"Okay." Kai ran back to the spot where she and Inuyasha were playing, then noticed someone else standing there with him.
"Hi!"
The boy answered back. "Who are you?"
Kai's smile only widened. "I'm Kai, Inuyasha's best friend."
"Ewwww! Inuyasha you hang out with a girl?"
"What are you talking about? Kai's not a girl."
"Yea she is. Look at her face!"
"Shut up! I'M NOT A GIRL!" Kai ran home crying the whole way. When Kai got home, she ran pass her dad into the house, and into her room, slamming the door. Inuyasha stopped at the porch and looked up at Yuki and asked. "Is Kai alright?"
"What happened?" Inuyasha told Yuki everything and angry and fear crossed his face. Yuki and Inuyasha ran up the stairs to Kai's room, there, Yuki knocked on the door. He got no answer so he opened the door and there was Kai crying into her pillow.
Yuki walked over to her bed and sat down beside Kai, while Inuyasha stood in the doorway. Yuki laid a caring hand on his daughter's back. "What's wrong, champ?"
"Mu Mumm Mn mmm!"
Yuki laughed then said. "You have to lift your head from the pillow so that I can understand you." Kai lifted her head and stared at her father as a tear slid down her cheek.
"Now what happened?"
"That boy Inuyasha was hanging with called me…called me…"
"Yes?"
"He called me a GIRL!"
Yuki smiled then said. "Well son you're not a boy."
"I ain't?"
"I'm not. And no you're not." Inuyasha and Kai gasped.
"So I am a girl?"
"No. You're a man."
"Oh."
"Now say it."
"I'm a man."
"Again."
"I'm a man."
"Louder."
"I'm a man!"
"You're a what?"
"A Man."
"What?"
"A Man!"
"Huh?"
"A MAN!"
"What are you?"
"I'M A MAN!"
"That's my boy."
Kai smiled and hugged his father. "Thanks Dad."
"…Yea…" Yuki looked out the window and guilt consumed him.
-7 years later-
"Hey, Kai, we gonna hang later right?"
"Yea of course. I always got time for my best friend." Inuyasha laughed as he threw an arm around Kai's neck then said. "Well I wasn't so sure with all the girls you've been dating."
"HA-HA. Anyways it was only Kia. She really likes me."
"What you don't like her?"
Kai shook his head before speaking. "Nope. I don't think she's the one."
"Keh! What are you talking about, the one?"
"Never mind. Anyways what do you want to do?"
Inuyasha held the all to familiar thinking pose. "Oh I know we'll play wrestle outside at my house."
"What about your brother?"
"Sesshomaru? Oh he's nothing, bite him in the ankle and he'll make this high pitch sound then he'll chase you, but if you hide under my bed he won't get you." Kai nodded and the two boys walked their separate ways to class.
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"Hey Inuyasha! Over here!" Inuyasha walked over to his friend and they both walked to Inuyasha's limo. Inuyasha and Kai talked about a zillion and one things then they felt the car screech to a halt and realized they were home. The two hopped out of the car and raced up to the door and opened it then ran upstairs to Inuyasha's room. Kai sighed as he flopped down on Inuyasha's bed and Inuyasha just stared at him.
"What are you doing?"
"Huh? Oh. Just remembering your scent."
Inuyasha walked over to the bed, sat down then said. "What are you talking about? You're not a demon."
"No…but I am a miko and I have powers."
"Really? Let me see."
"Ok." Kai held his hands open and a pure light emitted from them. The light was so bright the Inuyasha had to cover his eyes.
"Ok-ok! Make it stop." Kai snickered then got up and began walking around the room.
"Hey you got a new CD."
"Yea. You wanna listen to it?"
"Naw. Hey! Let's go to your brother's room and spy on him."
"Ok!" The boys crept down the hall to Sesshomaru's room and found the door was halfway open. There they saw something unseen before, there was Sesshomaru pumping himself, but nothing was coming out.
"What's he doing?" Kai asked.
"I don't know. I think he's trying to make himself pee."
"Hmph. Well I don't care how much he does that no pee is gonna come out."
"Shh! Look. He's looking at something. (gasp) Oh my God!"
"What?"
"He's looking at Rin and she's naked."
"What let me see. Wow you're right."
"Hey, look it, she's walking to him and he's—"
"Putting his…inside her!"
"And she's crying it must hurt."
"Wow. Hey look your brother's groaning, he must be in pain too."
"I think so."
"There you two are. What are you looking at? (gasp)"
"I know Mom. Make them stop, they're hurting each other."
"No, you boys shouldn't be seeing this. I told him about leaving this door open."
"But Ms. Watase they're hurting."
"No they're not, they are mating. Come with me and stay away from this door."
"Yes ma'am." They both answer then walked downstairs with Inuyasha's mom.
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The boys were getting ready for their bath when Inuyasha's mom spoke. "You know you two can take a bath together and save the minutes."
"Sure—"
"NO! I can't. my dad says I can't. I have to bathe alone."
"Ok. Well your water's ready. Who's getting in first?" The two looked at each other then Inuyasha decided Kai should go and so went that…
When Kai got home the next day he told his dad everything that happened and his dad reassured him. "Don't worry son. Your surgery with Dr. Kellz is tomorrow. You will finally be the man you are suppose to be."
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"Dad I'm scared."
"Son, you want to be a man, don't you?" Kai nodded.
"Well then this surgery is needed."
"Higurashi, Kai the doctor will see you now. You too Mr. Higurashi." The two stood and walked down the hall and around the corridor to the door labeled Dr Kellz, room 129. Kai opened the door and sat down on the patient's table.
"So how do you feel, champ?"
"I…Good. I feel good."
"That's my boy." At that moment the door swung open and Dr. Kellz walked and began talking to Kai's father. She whispered. "Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes, Kai needs this."
"But the child has the right to know that he's actually a she."
"No he doesn't. I want the best money can buy for him, so that he can be like every boy."
"…Yes sir…" She turned toward Kai and said with a smile. "Ready for your penis assimilation?"
"Yes. I'll see you later dad."
Kai was wheeled into surgery and during that time Yuki couldn't sit still. Maybe it was because he was nervous for his child or maybe it was that he knew what he was doing was wrong. He could go stop the operation and try to undo the damage he already done but then he and his daughter would have to start all over. In the surgery room five doctors gathered around and watched Dr. Kellz as she looked through the microscope camera and placed the tube carefully inside Kai.
The tube was to be placed inside Kai's uterus and her egg tube were to be tied off and so that her eggs wouldn't travel and die expecting to be fertilized, the tube that connected to the artificial penis was to be sewn to Kai's uterus. The penis would allow Kai to pee, have an erection, and produce the semen, but she wouldn't be able to produce children. The process was long and hard it took about thirteen hours to complete but it was done and Kai lived.
Kai was in his room resting, his father sitting by the bedside watching him when the doctor came in. "Mr. Higurashi, here. These pills will stop Kai's feminine growth, suppressing her breasts and menstrual period, and enhancing her body growth, such as facial hair and voice changes. Her voice will start to deepen as she gets older and this will last until she dies or until she decides she wants to revert back."
"Yes ma'am, I understand and thank you."
-1 year later-
It was Kai's 11th birthday and he was glad but not as happy as he use to be, for something strange was happening to him and he couldn't explain what it was. It had something to do with his best friend; Inuyasha. Something secret, something creepy, something perverted. Every time he was around him things would happen. His body would come to its fullest awareness and he would become aroused. Kai couldn't understand why but it did. He wasn't attracted to boys-at least he thought he wasn't. He knew that if he were it would shame his father-his family name and honor but he needed Inuyasha so badly that his heart ached. Maybe, just maybe he could talk to Inuyasha about it.
After Kai blew out his birthday candles he managed to sneak himself and Inuyasha off to their secret hideout in the shrine house well. Once they both were safely at the bottom of the well Kai began scratching his choppy hair. "What did you want, Kai?"
This was harder than he thought it was going to be and he suddenly lost the words he was going to say. "Kai? Kai are you ok?"
Kai flung himself at Inuyasha and kissed him square on the lips. He held him there for a few seconds before pulled away. Shock was written all over Inuyasha's face and he stared at his friend in confusion before he punched Kai in the mouth. Kai fell back against the wall of the well and dropped to the ground, holding his lip. Inuyasha advanced on Kai and scowled down at him before yelling, "What the hell were you doing?"
"Kissing you."
"Are you gay?"
"No, I just want you."
"What are you talking about?"
Kai stood and walked over to Inuyasha and lightly touched his cheek, but Inuyasha swapped his hand away and stepped back. Kai continued this until he successfully backed Inuyasha into a corner. Inuyasha tried to look angry but fear was all he could feel. Kai walked even closer to Inuyasha and looked deep into his eyes and saw fear and disgust in them. Kai back away from Inuyasha and mumbled an apology before climbing out of the well and running off.
Later that night Inuyasha came to Kai's window and as soon as it opened Inuyasha hurled Kai upon his bed and kissed him passionately. Kai eagerly kissed him back and licked Inuyasha's bottom lip in a silently plea to open his mouth, he complied and the both of them relished in the feel of the intense kiss. Inuyasha began kissing Kai's chin, his neck, then his collarbone and he began biting and licking Kai.
He moaned out Inuyasha's name and sighed into the dark corners of his room. Kai wrapped his hands around Inuyasha's neck then they slowly slid down his back to his ass and he lightly squeezed, stilling Inuyasha from his previous activities. A blush rushed to Kai's cheeks and Inuyasha smiled at him before leaning down and whispering into Kai's ear, "I love it when you blush."
That made Kai blush even more and Inuyasha kissed him in reward for his bashfulness. Kai's hands continued to move and they both slide over Inuyasha's butt then down his thighs. His left hand returned to the small of Inuyasha's back while his right hand slid over Inuyasha's erection. A shiver shook through Inuyasha and he looked down at Kai's hand as it continued to rub him and his dick jumped. Inuyasha looked back into Kai's eyes and he met his gaze and the two kissed.
Kai managed to catch Inuyasha off guard and rolled both of them over, so that Inuyasha was on the bottom and he was on top. Inuyasha began to protest but Kai stilled him with one touch of his finger on his lips. "I know how to make you feel real good."
Kai pulled off Inuyasha's shirt and kissed and licked, and occasionally bit Inuyasha. He kissed Inuyasha's nipple and slightly swirled his tongue around the darken center then bit it, drawing a gasp from Inuyasha. Kai repeat the same method on the other nipple before he went on, leaving wet kisses down Inuyasha's chest. Inuyasha squirmed and moaned at the feelings Kai was giving him.
Kai dipped his tongue into Inuyasha's navel and stopped at the waistband of Inuyasha's pj bottoms and looked up at him. Inuyasha stared at Kai and watched him pull his pants down then tossed them aside, both of them looked at each other. Kai smiled and leaned forward until he was face to face with Inuyasha's dick and his eyes flew back to Inuyasha and he held them. Their eyes locked and Kai smiled once again as he lower his mouth onto Inuyasha's dick.
Kai slowly slide Inuyasha into his mouth and he didn't stop until his was completely in his mouth. Inuyasha's hips rose off the bed and Kai had to struggle to keep Inuyasha on the mattress. He began swirling his tongue around him and smiled at Inuyasha's moans. Kai pulled Inuyasha completely out of his mouth before taking small bits of him into his mouth, bobbing his head up and down. Inuyasha groaned when he felt Kai juggle his balls. Kai pulled Inuyasha out of his mouth again and slowly slide his tongue from the base of his dick to the tip and back.
He even cherry popped one of his balls into his mouth and sucked them. Inuyasha was losing his mind. He felt something inside of him twist and pull. It hurt so bad and yet it felt so good. Inuyasha saw a white light and groaned deep in his throat as his first orgasm with a person hit. Kai licked up the fountain of white and smiled at his best friend. As Inuyasha rode the waves of ecstasy as his body shuddered in excitement and when he opened his eyes the first thing his saw was Kai and he reached up and softly kissed his lips. "That was amazing."
"Thanks."
"Where'd you learn that?"
"Porno."
Kai and Inuyasha continued their little sexcapade and soon Kai felt that he was in love with Inuyasha. The two of them began to date exclusively even though no one knew about them. Their families never knew and they both had plans to keep it that way. Everything was looking good and Kai was ready to tell Inuyasha something important, when Inuyasha broke the news to Kai that he wanted to break up.
Kai fell apart, he couldn't believe that it was over just like that. They had so much in between them and when Kai asked Inuyasha why they were parting his only answer was some girl. He asked could he meet her and Inuyasha agreed. When the two met Kai learned her name; Kikyo. She was him! They looked alike only she was a girl. Something happened in seeing Inuyasha with that-that girl. But Kikyo wasn't an idiot because she knew or had a feeling that something happened between Kai and Inuyasha. She never brought it up but slowly she began to take up more of Inuyasha's time, giving Kai less and less time to be with him. As Inuyasha disappeared from his eyes he cried and broke down as his first love was stolen from him. And from that day on Kai plotted on a way to win back his love. And he knew he would succeed no matter what.
-7 years later-
"Kai, you did it."
"Huh? Oh yea. Thanks Dad, for everything."
"Thank me? No, thank you. Son, I am so proud. You go off to college and make something of yourself, okay?"
"Yes sir."
"Oh and don't be up all night at those wild parties."
"Mm hm."
"Kai! Come on we going to miss the bus to the airport."
"Coming, Yash." Kai hugged his father goodbye then hopped on the bus to Tokyo's very own 'T.U. All Boys School'.
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Ok I did my thing and this was it, I didn't really proof read it so if there are some mistakes in them please forgive me, thanks. NO FLAMES! They ARE NOT APPERICATED!
