Chapter 2
Home was torture for me. I could feel all the accusation and betrayel thrown at me from everyone. Especially Alice. She blamed me for having to leave Bella. I could feel her emotions. I knew everyone else blamed me as well. I blamed myself too. If i hadnt almost killed Bella she would be here, spreading her love and warmth around the room. But the house felt cold and full of depression now that she was gone. I looked Alice. She hadnt even touched me since Bellas birthday party. Hadnt even looked at me. She tried hard to hide her accusing feelings from me but it was to no avail. Edward had left a few days ago to travel and try to get control of his depressing life.
"Jasper, wer going hunting." Alice said as everyone exited the house. I made my decision then. I took my roll of money and my cell and scribbled out a note to Alice.
Alice, Im leaving. Sorry i cant take all the depression and accusing feelings anymore. I love you, Youll always be in my heart. Please dont look for me and dont see my future. Ill miss you more than the world. -Jasper Hale
With that i got into my car and drove off. Where was i going? I didnt even know. I unconciously had gotton onto the rode that led back to Forks. As i entered the small Town a few hours later i decided to take a small hike to hunt a bit. I was running down the path when i heard a terrified scream, it was Bella. I ran toward the sound arriving in less than a milli second and saw Laurent about to bite down into Bellas hand that had a small drop of blood on it. I rushed at Laurent and took him down in less than two seconds throwing his body parts into a fire i returned to face Bella. I felt the shock and then slowly utter relief and desperation as she looked at me. I handed her a bandaid that i had in my pocket and she took it then rushed toward me clinging to my shirt and sobbing. I felt the pain escape from her and was shocked at how broken she seemed. I hugged her too me sending her a wave of calmness.
"Jasper, I really missed you." She mummbled and clung to my shirt sobbing even more violently than before. I stood up carrying her down the trail and saw a black Ferrari. Bella took out a small bundle of keys handing them too me. I opened up her car and gently put her in the passanger side. I climed into the the driving seat and looked at her.
"Its ok darlin im here for you" I told her quietly. I felt a wave of gratefullness float toward me and i smiled at her. Her heart accelerated and she looked a bit dazed.
"I dont live in the same place anymore" She told me. I nodded and drove down her old street. She turned on her GPS and i followed it to a huge white house or mansion parking the car in her drive way.
"Wer here Darlin" Why in the world was i calling her Darlin so much? i stood up and opened her door for her recieving a gentle smile from her. I sent her another wave of calmness and she stood up. I followed her into the house.
"You have a stunning home Ms. Swan" I said letting my southern accent flow into my words. She giggled at me and sighed plopping down onto a soft leather sofa.
"I know!" She said. "So what brings you to Forks? Your alone?" She said looking up at the ceiling.
"Im just passing through i dont know exactly where im going, and yes im alone." I said. As i said im just passing through i could feel the desperation begin to claw at her. Her heart beat started speeding up as she stood looking at me wide eyed.
"Your not staying?" She whispered more of a statement than a question. "Please Jasper, you cant leave me, please im begging you." She looked at me fear filling her body.
"I wont leave you then" I said to her i gave her a warm smile and felt her heart falter a bit.
"good, wanna go up into my room?" She was clearly much more giddy than before. Was it my presance that made her feel that way?"
"Sure Bells" I said. We walked up into a big spacious room. I noticed that it had began to drizzle when i looked out of Bells balcony. I went outside to stand in the rain and lost myself for a few moments letting the feel of the rain overcome me.
"The rain calms me too." Said bella queitly. I looked at her. She was looking out into the sky at all the stars, she closed her eyes as the rain came harder. She was relaxed and calm. Without needing my help. I wondered if it was the right thing to do, to stay with her.
"If im gonna be staying with you i need to hunt. Ill be back tommrow afternoon alirght darlin?" I said. I didnt want to leave her alone for so long but hunting was a must and the forest around here didnt have as much wildlife as farther out.
"Youll come back right?" She said her voice hinting on desperation.
"Of course ill come back darlin. I promise." I walked up to her gave her a hug and jumped out the window heading off toward Canada where there was alot of wildlife and bears.
(BELLA POV)
As soon as Jasper left the desperation began to come back. I tried my best to push it back. It still wasnt that late in the day only about 3 pm. I decided to visit Jake. I hadnt seen him recently because of his imprint Laurie. I climed into my car after brushing my teeth and my hair. I passed the border line that he had drove me too many times.
As i pulled up in front of Jakes house i was glad too see that it was only his car that was in the drive way and was selfishly happy to have him to myself. I knocked on the door quietly hoping her wasnt asleep. The door creaked open to reveal a happy looking jake. Seeing him was like taking a big gulp of fresh air after being in a stuffy room all day. Jake was my own personal sun that brightened up my world.
"BELLA!" He said. He scooped me up and twirled me around in the air suffocating me nearly to death.
"Jake! i cant breath!" I pulled myself out of his strong arms and looked up at his happy expression. I looked around the living room and sighed. A very pissed off Laurie was sitting on the couch. Laurie was Jakes imprint they had met when she moved to La Push from Florida. She had short cropped black hair and a very athelitic body. She tapped her fingers against the coffee table glaring at me. My smile faltered and i looked up at Jake kissing him on the cheek.
"Ill see you later Jake" I said quietly.
"Nah Bella stay for dinner Billy hasnt seen you in forever and i want you to meet Laurie" He smiled at me oblivious from the fact that me and Laurie knew eachother from elementary school, i never liked her.
"Im gonna go home Jake, ill see Billy some other time." With a faked smile i got into my Ferrari and drove back down the rode. Where too now? I decided on going to Seattle to get grocerys and maybe some clothes for myself since i hadnt been shopping in who knows how long.
I arrived at the Seattle mall and went into a few stores. I picked out a few pairs of jeans, camis, tank tops and two cute spring dresses. I also decided to pick up a few shirts and jeans for Jasper seeing as he hadnt been planning on staying and didnt bring any clothes.
I bought my grocerys and headed home. One more day till Jasper came home. Jasper was going to be my best friend, i just knew he was. He was calm and always there to listen. I just hoped he didnt have to leave soon. And what happend to Alice?
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