I do not own harry potter
warning: mentions of child abuse, mentions of rape, bad language, cutting
The life I live
the next day (harry's pov)
I woke up with a throbbing pain all over. I did it again I cut till I passed out maybe my uncle vernon was right I am a fucked up freak. I got to get up but I couldn't move I see white cellings great hospital wing I turn my head I could hear faint snoring severus snape was asleep in a chair right next to my bed but why why would he waste his time on a freak like me. he started to stire he saw I was awake.
" morning potter. are you in any pain?" he asked I could still feel the throbbing all over but I ignored it. I just shrugged at the potion master.
" I've felt better I guess. alittle sore but nothing I can't handle." I said hoping he would fall for my mask just like everyone else. Snape looked at me and sighed I knew he didn't fall for my usual trick. I tried changing the subject to see if he just drops it.
" so sir why am I in the hospital wing and how long have I been out?" I asked pretending to be confused. he seemed to buy it for the moment. I just had to play dumb till I got out of here no one can know what my uncle did to me.
" you were found in the bathroom on the 5th floor covered in your own blood. care to explain that and to answer your other qustion you've been out for three days." he said sitting next to me but before we could continue our little chat hermione, ron, ginny and a few gryffindors came rushing to my bed.
" Harry we were all so worried about you but no one will tell us what happen and how you ended up in the hospital wing." hermione said I could tell she hadn't slept was she really that worried that she couldn't sleep no thats impossable I'm a worthless freak no one worries about me. I put my mask back in place.
" oh well I don't really know much I can't remeber what happen to me." I said that was a lie I remeber clear as day what happen.
" oh well it ok all that matters is that your ok. right." she said with a small smile the rest of the group nodded in agreement. ron stepped closer to harrys side.
" here mate we went to hogsmeade and got you some get well soon sweets." said ron handing harry a bag of bertie botts every flavour beans. harry smiled and excepted the gift. after an hour of sitting there throwing every flavour beans at each other eating chocolate frogs and talking madam pomfrey kicked the others out and said I could be released tomorrow if I felt up to. I then got an unexpected visitor.
" hey I just wanted to see if you were ok and stuff you know make sure our golden boy wasn't all scratched up." malfoy said with a sneer.
draco's pov
he glared at me. it hurt but I couldn't tell how I really felt I didn't want to get rejected especially not by him I had to lock up my feeling but I silently swore to protect him no matter what.
" Don't worrie your pretty little blonde head of yours I promies I'll be back in lessons tomorrow." he said sacasticly did he really think this was a joke he was hiding something I had to figure out what it is first.
" alright potter try not to end up back in the hospital wing on your way back to your dorm ok we wouldn't want a damged golden boy." I said walking away out of the corner of my eye I see him starting to tear up and softly start to cry. I whipped around and throw my arm around him and pulled him into a tight hug I climbbed into the hospital bed with him surprisingly he let me.
w why a are y you b b bothering w wit freak l like m me?" he asked the qustion throw me off a bit.
" one your not a freak two because I'm in love with you and have been for a really long time." I said hoping he wouldn't reject me. he snuggled closer to me.
" do you mean it do you really love me or is this some kind of sick joke." harry asked I was a bit hurt at his suspion but understood why he would be more wary of me.
no lion this is not a joke I love you with all my heart." I said to prove my ponit further I gave him a passionat kiss on the lips that left us both breathless. I was stunned it felt so good. I went to leave he grabbed onto my robes and looked up at me submissively.
"please stay with me tonight I don't want to be alone." he said shyly I layed back down and rapped my arms around him tightly.
