Disclaimer: I don't own Gorillaz…and thank you for the reviews…After reading more on Noodle on that website; it inspired me to write this story. And that song I put in from the previous chapter was called 'Crazy' by Alanis Morisette in case everyone was wondering, it's a great cover song from her, and it was also another inspiration for this story too!

I've also rewritten the chapter for we have a Problem because…I did not like how it turned out and those random characters were throwing everyone off as far as I could tell from everyone's confused stares… (I can see you staring as you read this) basically and hopefully it'll have a happy ending unlike 'werecat' I swear that cat's got a split personality in the next chapter. (I wrote it but never got around to updating it XP) Anyway here's the next chapter enjoy!

And It's a little short...but try to savor it anyway...more Noodle angst


I hate you Murdoc I hate you! I hate you I hate you I hate you! You don't care about me and I hate you for doing this to me!

You're the reason I'm suffering like the dog I am, you don't even pay attention to me, I was crying for you! Didn't you hear me calling your name?

You didn't!

You were ashamed to look at me you self absorbed bitch! You didn't stay, you didn't even say goodbye to me when they dragged me away, 2D and Russel at least gave me a few words of comfort, how come you didn't?!

I know you're a Sadist but that's no reason to ignore me, is that too much to ask dammit?! I'm in a white room because of you, I'm crying here but you don't come! Nobody's here!

Have I despised you that much for you to put me here? Why? Why are you doing this to me? Why are you letting me cry in this room, with my bandaged wrists to my face, exposing the deed I have done to all these strangers?! You have no idea what hell is like Murdoc, not one damn bit! Try lying in a room all day with these people asking you the same questions while being poked and prodding to make sure tat I'm sane and I sure as hell am not with the way they're treating me, like I'm going to explode like some crazy animal! All this stress puts pressure on me, all the hate, tears, lies, it's making my wrists throb in pain! I need to cut again! I need to suffer or else I'll die!

I tear off the bandages from my wrists, revealing the raw red scars where I'd cut earlier, and I bite down into the skin in hopes of making them bleed again.

I cry. I cry as I do this...I cry as I bleed from my action and tasting the saltiness of my blood and savoring the taste. Oh God...I just want to die!

I just want to stop living! why did you spare me Mr. Kyuzo, why did you have to let me live?! Why couldn't you have just let me die like the others have?!

At least I wouldn't be alone but I am! Out of everyone you have to send to the Gorillaz why me?! I'm a monster, a freak! A human gun! A living monster!

A monster...

My energy suddenly slurs...someone must've injected me becaue I feel...drowsy. They must've seen me biting and came to stop me before I went too far...my mouth loosens from my arms...eyes drifting off to a deep sleep.

Murdoc...he's here!

It must be a dream, it has to be...he wasn't there a second ago when I was thrashing away back there, but I'm not in the white room of insanity.

He's...touching my face, carefully stoking it while I close my eyes and enjoying it. Then I feel his lips on mine, I'm not shocked...instead I let his tongue snake into my mouth and eagerly taste blood when he bit my lip, and while our mouths are busy...I take out a knife and slash a good one on my wrist...pouring blood all over the floor...