"Love. Loss. Like a bullet's path. Tear through the cavity in my chest. Light out because the fuse has blown."
It's been 3 weeks since Asuna-san had passed away. Her funeral was a week after the day Onii-chan and I visited the hospital. I could tell Onii-chan tried to act strong and happy in front of me, like his usual self. But every night, I could hear his muffled cries through his bedroom door. To be honest, I'm having mixed emotions about all this. I'm really happy that I can finally have a chance to be with Onii-chan. But it devastates me to see Onii-chan hide his grief from me. I wanna make him feel better…but how? He's been through a lot and I don't know if I can help…But I'll do my best.
It was a bright Friday morning. I was in the kitchen, trying to make something special for Onii-chan. I'm getting him his favourite Ramen, with my own little twist. "Onii-chan! Breakfast!" I brought his bowl to the table and sat on the chair opposite his own. "Yeah, yeah. I'm coming." He said. I was wearing a big t-shirt; too big for me, and short shorts. I know I'm dressed…Inappropriately. But I want Onii-chan to see me as a woman and not his little sister. I'm sure all of you know this; but Kazuto Kirigaya Onii-chan isn't really my big brother. He's my cousin. But I grew up believing he is my brother. I found out he was my cousin two years ago.
"Ohayo, Onii-chan~" I said happily. He turned around and blushed as soon as he caught glance of me. "O…O-hayo, Sugu." He took his seat in front of me and we began to eat breakfast. I purposely let my shirt slip a little bit to show off my bra-strap, but I didn't make it look obvious and kept eating. I could see Onii-chan blush even harder and I just giggled. "It's working…"I thought to myself. "S-sugu…Don't you think that shirt is too big for you?" He asked me and looked away to his side. "I don't know. It feels comfy and I like it." I giggled and finished my breakfast. I took his bowl after he was done and stood up to wash the dishes. "S-sugu, I'll wash the dishes." "No, it's okay, Onii-chan. I'll do it." "Umm…alright." He smiled at me and went to the living room to watch T.V.
After I washed the dishes, I took a seat a few inches away from where Onii-chan was seated. "How are you feeling, Onii?" "I'm doing fine, Sugu." "A-are you sure? I mean, about Asuna…" "It's okay, Sugu. She's in a much better place now. She watches over us from up there." He pointed towards the ceiling. It took me a little while to get what he meant. I smiled sadly at him and clung to his arm. "You know I'm always here for you, Onii-chan…" "I know, Sugu. Thank you." I could feel his arms slowly wrap around me. Feeling Onii-chan's warmth…I want to stay in it forever. It's an unbelievable feeling. But it was short-lived and he had to let go.
"Aren't you going to school, Sugu? It's almost Eight." He asked me. "Oh. Well since winter is coming and it's almost Christmas, they decided to give us an earlier Christmas vacation." "Well that's good. Wanna hang out in ALO today? I've got nothing else to do for the rest of the day anyway." "Sure, Onii-chan. But I think we should take baths first." "Together?" He started to laugh, leaving me blushing as red as a ripe tomato. Dirty thoughts rushing in again! "I'm just kidding, Sugu. I'll go first and prepare the bath for you, okay?" "O-okay." He ruffled my hair, like usual, and went back upstairs. Dirty thoughts again…I bit my lip and hesitated. But in the end, I just had to do it.
I tip-toed upstairs and went to the bathroom. I know this was…wrong. But I couldn't help myself! I slowly and quietly opened the door, just a little bit so I could watch Onii-chan. I started to flush. My face turned a bright red. I was sweating. "O-Onii-chan…Wow…" I whispered to myself. I guess all that work in the gym had paid off. He was ripped! He's so…"S…Sexy…" "Huh?" He turned the water off and looked over at the door. "Oh no! Keep quiet, Sugu. Keep quiet!" I thought to myself and covered my mouth shut. "Hmm…Whatever." He didn't notice me and turned the water back on. "Oh thank goodness…" I sighed softly in relief and decided to go to my room. I don't want Onii-chan to catch me peeping on him.
I've been doing this a lot recently. I wasn't like this before. But…It's Onii-chan's fault! I flopped down on the bed and looked up at my ALO poster. I think it's safe to say that me and Onii-chan got closer to each other during and after our time in ALO. I mean, yeah there was that heartbreak I felt when I found out Onii-chan was Kirito. But still.
"Sugu! The bath's ready." I heard him from across the hall. "Okay, Onii-chan!" I got up from my bed and took a towel, then went to the bathroom to get cleaned up. He knocked on the door and said "I'll meet you inside." "Alright." That obviously meant we were going to meet in the game. I took my clothes off and turned the water on. I couldn't help but fantasize about me and Onii-chan; me and him as a couple, going on dates and stuff. Those thoughts drifted off to more…ecchi things. I can't help it. I fondled with my breasts a little, squeezing my nipples. "I wonder if Onii-chan likes them big…" I can't resist anymore. I can't stop. My other hand slowly went down and two fingers slid straight into my womanhood. I let out a soft moan and bit my lip. I didn't want Onii-chan to hear me. I slid them in and out of me slowly, then gradually gaining speed. I imagined that Onii-chan was doing it to me. His arms wrapped around my waist. "O-onii…Ch..chan…" After a little while, I reached my climax. There was cum on my thighs, my hand and on the floor. "Onii-chan…you made me like this~"
After that little episode, I dried myself and wrapped the towel around me, then went straight to my room and got dressed. I laid on my bed and readied to drown myself in a both wonderful and terrible world known as ALfheim Online.
Hey guys. This is the second part of my SAO fanfic "Chance." And I know that this one had a little more...ecchi to it? xD It's my first time to write this kind of stuff so if it's not that good, then please point out my flaws. Characters might be a little OOC. Sorry about that x3 Please, R&R and I'll be posting the new chapter soon!
Quote from above is from the song "From Heads Unworthy" by Rise Against.
