A/N: That one was quickly written and realised because I need to write it. This is almost a therapy session for me! xD

Well anyway, thanks for following!

Chapter Two

Two hands slipped around her waist as she entered her bedroom. Warm lips started kissing the curves of her neck and a strong body pressed itself against her back. She was exhausted by her returning to the BAU and the constant attention a five month old baby needed but she had been pushing him away for a week and she couldn't keep him waiting like that forever.

She knew exactly what was going to come. Will would turn her around, kiss her deeply, undress her, lay her down the bed and lovingly run his mouth on her neck and breast before penetrating her. And that was it. They would just stay in that position until he came and she faked it. That wasn't nice of her she knew it. Will wasn't doing anything wrong and he loved her she knew that. He had even dropped his career to come live with her and their son. But all that simply didn't get her libido higher than the sight of a baby penguin.

JJ was naked now, her arms carelessly resting on her lovers shoulders. He was trying to get her in the game but she really was too tired to even notice. He laid her down on the bed and placed himself between her legs. The blonde woman barely noticed the change until Will put his length inside her. JJ closed her eyes as he started moving back and forth in her, letting her mind go wherever it wanted. She started feeling warmer and warmer, warping her arms around the naked body above her. She could feel that soft flesh brushing against the tip of her breasts. The hot breathing against her neck was giving her goosebumps. She started moaning as her desire was heating up her lower belly.

But suddenly everything stopped. JJ opened her eyes and saw two dark eyes filled with love and desire gazing down at her, long curly black hair running over a pale skin, two pink lips lightly open in a wolfish smile. She bilked, and the vision despaired.

Will kissed her softly on the lips as he rolled on his side of the bed. "You were loud tonight." He whispered in her ear before giving her one last kiss in the neck. "Good night JJ." Then he placed himself as he always did, on his back, a pillow hugged against his chest, not touching her.

JJ rolled on her side, turning her back to him, but she couldn't sleep any more. Had she just become horny thinking of someone else as Will was making love to her? Was that even possible? She hadn't felt that way in so long she had nearly forgotten that feeling. JJ closed her eyes, trying to forget about it, but she could go to sleep. Images were flashing in her mind, a touch, a kiss, a bit of skin, breathing in her neck…

Come on Jennifer; don't let your hormones get the best of you.

She fought for an hour, tossing and turning in her bed, then she shyly slipped a hand between her legs and started making love to herself. Even that was better than unusual, what was happening to her?

The blonde woman tried to push away the images coming to her mind. Only they never really despaired, gently floating at the edge of her imagination, maintaining her arousal but blocking her from any release. JJ tried a very long time to get herself to let go but it wouldn't work so finally exhaustion won and she put her barriers down. The images flashed in her head, immediately throwing her over the edge. JJ bit her hand to muffle her groans as her climax hit her all body, making her arch back in the bed with pleasure.

She could still feel the spasms in her core as she grabbed her pillow and warped her arms around it. Sleep didn't wait any longer to take her, according her exhausted body to pronounce one last word.

"Emily…"

….

The few months following Henry's birth had been really hard on Emily. First of all she had had a "our friendship is forever ruined" couple of weeks as JJ didn't show up at work and never called her to talk or to see her. That had been worst than anything, she didn't want to lose her! Then JJ had finally made the first move and they started seeing each other again but never alone and slowly their relationship got back to normal. Of course it was only a façade. Emily was still carful about everything she did or said round JJ and she had started building a wall between herself and her feeling. There was no point in trying to just wait until they faded, if that had been possible they would have disappeared when Will arrived in their lives or when Henry did. She simply hoped that she could fool JJ in believing that it was all over.

Henry had been Emily's ray of light in this nightmare. At first she hadn't see him a lot but the more it went and the more she did. Everything the little boy did amazed her and brought her joy. He was the only thing that would pass her walls, the little part of JJ she was allowed to love. She knew it wasn't healthy but it was she best she could do at this point.

Now JJ was back to work, looking as radiant as the sun and Emily was starting to find her inner balance between her undying feeling and her happiness. She never wanted to talk about this to her friend, or to anyone else, she would just pretend that it didn't exist.

It was the team's first night out all together a couples of weeks after JJ's return. Emily had almost decline the invitation as Will was coming too but in the end she didn't. She couldn't spend her time avoiding him without avoiding JJ and she didn't want that. Plus she wanted to show JJ that she was over her… well at least she wanted her to believe that.

The night was quite ok in fact, except that everything he did or said made her want to shoot him in the face. The all team was having fun and the bar owner, who they knew well, had lowered the price for them, knowing that they would come back and allowing them to drink more than they usually did. Everybody was starting to be far more that tipsy, except for Reid who was already totally drunk. JJ was looking amazing like always in her blue top that matched her eyes and her skinny jeans. Emily was trying to avoid staring at her but it was a lost cause.

"You wanna dance?" JJ asked to Will, her eyes glittering with excitement and Mojito.

"No thanks. I pass."

"Oh come on! Come with me." JJ gazed at him with a lustful smile that made Emily's temperature hit a new record.

"No JJ. I don't want to." He didn't seem do find her sexy at all. That kind of attitude normally ached JJ, making her doubt herself, but there alcohol had taken hold of her. Well if that wasn't enough to turn him on she would do something even sexier.

"Emily, you wanna dance with me?" The brunette's eyes opened wide. What was she doing? "Come on!" But JJ didn't even wait for her answer and grabbed her by the hand to lead her to the dance floor.

Emily's rational mind had just switched off. They were in the middle of the room and JJ started moving her body in front of her, making her curves undulate a few centimeters away from her. Emily was so mesmerized and scared that she couldn't move.

"Emily please. I'm trying to turn Will on." That was like getting tabbed in the heart. If it hadn't been for JJ's body now pressing against hers and her beautiful blue begging eyes she would have exploded into tears. How could JJ say something like that? Instead she started moving her hips in motion with the music, quickly followed by JJ.

Emily wasn't quite sure of what JJ had meant by dancing with her so she didn't initiate any direct touch. The blonde woman didn't want to push it too far, a small corner of her mind reminding her of Emily's feelings but when she saw her friend's body moving nearly against hers Will despaired from her mind and there was only the two of them lest in the room.

JJ moved forward, making the curves of her hips collide with Emily's. She slipped one leg between the brunette's and gratefully welcome Emily's tight between hers. Their bodies were now moving like one; JJ letting her hips follow her friend's rhythm. She put her arms around the brunette's neck, gazing into her dark eyes. AT that moment she felt free.

Emily's hands shyly went to JJ's waist. Was that really happening? It was like there was no more air in the room. She couldn't breathe, she couldn't think, all that existed was that beautiful woman staring back at her. Her body was right here, her arms where around her neck, her face so close, she could almost kiss it. As that thought crossed her mind Emily saw herself kissing JJ wildly, grabbing her butt in her hands, backing her against the bar…

She immediately pulled away.

"Emily what…?" But she wasn't there anymore. After second of hesitation she had disappeared out of the bar. JJ followed her like a shadow.

The brunette rushed in the street, not knowing where she was going, simply wanting to get as far as she could.

"Emily wait for me!" JJ grabbed her hand to make her turn around. Emily exploded.

"Why are you doing this to me?!" Tears were cascading down her cheeks, her voice broken in pain. But JJ didn't seem to understand what she meant. "Why are you acting like this when you know what I feel for you?! When you know that nothing could hurt me more?!" She wasn't even trying to stop crying, she didn't care.

"Because-"

"WHY?!"

"Because you're the only thing I think of when Will touches me! Because it's you I see when we make love! Because I'm trying to do the best thing here and there but there's alw-"

She had started yelling herself, tears showing up in her red eyes, but she could speak any more. Emily had rushed to her lips, wrapping one arm around her waist and bringing her face against hers with her other hand. JJ didn't fight. Instead she cupped Emily's face in her hand, opening her mouth to her. Their tongues met and tangled for the first time as they tasted each other's mouth greedily. They wanted more and more, like no touch in the world could ever satisfy their need for each other. They were running out of air but none of them pulled away until it became a vital urge.

JJ warped her arms around Emil's neck, scared she would go away but the brunette pulled her even closer and started giving her small kisses between every panting.

"You ruined me Emily…"

The brunette stopped kissing her but didn't pull away. She laid her forehead against hers and with the hand that was tangled in the blond hair she wiped JJ's tears away. She would have wanted that moment never to stop, even if her face was washed with tears, even if JJ was silently crying. She wanted them to stay in each other's arms forever.

But someone broke the spell.

"All this just for me…" That voice couldn't sound more sickening. Hands… horrible, disgusting, filthy hands ran around JJ's waist, pulling them apart. "I'm going to have to think of something to thank you…" Atrocious lips put an atrocious kiss on her perfect neck. "Let's go home." Her blue eyes weren't visible any more as he ripped her of her sight. "Goodnight Emily. And thank you I guess."

And she was gone.