When I woke up, and rolled over my arm hit something, I opened my eyes to see Ricky laying in my bed next to me. I also looked down to see that we were both naked. WOW I thought as all the events of last night flooded back into my head. I kissed Ricky, omg, I had sex with Ricky, was going to happen, would it be like last time when he didn't want to have anything to do with me. I decided to make my get away before Ricky woke up, it was 7am, it would be another hour or so when John got up, Ricky could just get up them.

I grabbed my crutches and wobbled down the stairs to the living room, and remembered the talk we had. I think I may actually have feelings for Ricky, besides the he is the father of my child one, maybe I had some I want to be in a relationship with Ricky feelings.

Then I started to think about Adrian and all the other girls he had been with, was it as personal and amazing as things last night had been between us. He told me the other day that the kiss was more powerful then with them. But sex was practically like the Olympics to Ricky, he had a million girls to compare me too, and I don't know where I stand next to them, the only person I have to compare Ricky too is,well, Ricky.

I found myself laying down on the couch and falling asleep with a million different things concerning possibilities with Ricky flooding my the events of last night had made me more tired then I'd known, I closed my eyes and let the thoughts flow until I drifted off.

When I woke up it was noon, and I almost had a heart attack, where is John, why didn't he wake me up. I was on my crutches in no time, I was halfway to the stairs when I saw Ricky in the kitchen eyeing me oddly, I completely forgot about him, as I neared closer to the kitchen I saw John in his high chair eating lunch.

"ugh" I said sitting down at the table "im going completely insane"

"why?"

"I couldn't figure out why John hadn't woke me up and I freaked out, completely forgetting about you staying here"

"well, gee thanks"

"sorry, my mind doesn't start up right away, but yes, I remember you being here."

"That good, I don't think you could forget"

"Are you gonna forget about it again? like last time."

"Amy, I wouldn't do that, I thought you knew that or I would've made it clear before we did it, I wanted to do it because I want to be close to you, I want to be a family for John, I want to be with you Ames."

"I don't know Ricky, if this doesn't work out it wont be just me and you that get hurt, we have to think about John, and how do I know you wont be like with Adrian, and constantly cheat."

"Because after Adrian cheated on me I wouldn't ever do that again, I know how it feels now, I also remember how last night felt, and it was something I haven't ever felt, I don't think I could walk away from that."

" I still cant believe that actually happened, I don't know what even took over my body."

"It was me Amy, and our chemistry, can you honestly tell me you ever felt anything like that with Ben?"

"No, but I never had sex with Ben, or a desire too really?"

"Did you want to last night, I didn't mean to pressure you at all, and im sorry if I did."

"No, I don't think I could've stopped even if I wanted too, I've had a lot of build-up stress, and that was the first time I was able to not worry, or think about anything."

"So what do you think Ames, can we try, I want to be your boyfriend, I want to be a couple for our son."

" We can try Ricky, but im scared, and I don't think it will be easy"

"Nothing in life is, Having John wasn't, still isnt. but it's worth it int. it?"

"Yeah, of course"

"Your more than a girl, you're the mother of my child, I would never do anything to purposely hurt you"

"Ok, Ricky we'll try"

"Thank you".

Then he kissed me and I was reminded of how I felt last night, being connected to Ricky and feeling his lips against mine.

The rest of the day was like, nothing I had ever felt, or forgot how to feel, it was easy. I was with someone who I cared about, and I had a helping hand with John, because it was his dad. We played with John and spent time as a actual family, and I don't know if it is true, but I think John could tell me and Ricky were together, he just seemed happier, and that made me happier.

John was asleep by 8, and Me and Ricky went down to the living room to watch tv, and talk without waking John talked about band and he even told me about his abusive childhood some, to know he could open up like that to me, made me know he truly does care about me cause he trusts me with that knowledge.

" Ricky, who are we gonna tell first?"

"A lot of people aren't gonna be happy about it, but I imagine we should tell your family first our of respect, everyone else can just learn on their own for all I care."

"I wonder how my mom will feel about letting you stay the night after she finds out."

"Well we don't have to tell her what happened last night, or if it happens again, that kinda thing is suppose to be just between us."

"Yeah, you know my family wont be home until tomorrow afternoon, so you can sleep in my room with me tonight."

"You sure?"

"yeah, I mean I had fun last night, I like sleeping next to you, im getting tired now, do you wanna head up."

Without saying another word Ricky picked me up and we were in my room in no time, and he sat me down on the bed and sat next to me, I looked at him for a second and grabbed his face in my hands and kissed him passionately, and crawled on top of his lap to straddle him.

"Ames, are you sure you wanna do this again."

"I've never been so sure of anything before" I laughed.

So Ricky picked me up and layed me on the bed, then made love to me for the first time as a couple, witch is odd considering we have a child.

I fell asleep that night happy, with Ricky's arms wrapped around me. Life was good.