Hey ! 2nd. Chapter. for this thing!
im excited and hope you all love it !
So the songs in this i dont own but if you wanna know what song it is than its called Tell Me So by Ron Pope !
Just figured it went with this !

Clares POV

I was shocked from the moment I seen the black clothes, not even seeing his face, I knew who it was. I hoped so manytimes this would happen, but for some reason I had a feeling this was coinsidence and I should leave. I mean he left me right? Why would he want to see me?

"Uh im sorry Adam I didnt know you had company.. Ill go. See you later?" I hoped Eli would say something I needed to hear his voice, I always needed to.

"No Clare! What are you doing?" Yelled Adam.

"I just - well I dont - He doesn't want me here I can tell." He was staring at me with wide eyes no expression on his face, and then his lips moved into a smirk.

"Clare this was your surprize. He's just a little early." WHAT!

"ARE YOU JOKING!" Clare moved closer to Adam to whisper in his ear so Eli wouldn't hear her. "This isnt funny Adam." she hissed.

"Clare im not joking, come on you know you have missed him with like all your heart, and im annoyed with him asking how your doing all the time." He asked about me?

Eli made some sort of sound, probably to get out attention. "Excuse me? Clare?"

"What?" I was still mad and now I was confuzed to why he wanted to talk to me.

"Can we go talk somewhere?" I didn't want to talk all I wanted to do was hug him and have him kiss me.

"Uhh.. I guess?" I was nervous to what he would have to say to me after all these years.

"Cool." He turned to face Adam "Can I borrow your guitar?"

"Uhh sure. Just dont break it."

"I wont Adam just pass it here."

"Okay." Eli dropped his bag on the floor and started walking out of the room. Why does he need a guitar?

We had made our way outside and he started walking right. With no idea of to where our distination was I followed. It was silent. It felt amazing just to be neer him again.
Soon we were at, Degrassi? "Uh Eli why are we here?"

"Just want to do something sit?" He pointed to the picnik table we used to sit at every lunch with Adam back when we were in school.

"Sure.. ? " I was hesitant.

"Clare I dont know how to really say this so im just going to come out with it.. " He was deep in thought. "I missed you, so much. I left for stupid reasons. I didn't want you dying on me like Julia, I just loved you way to much. I know it was stupid and you probably hate me for just abandoning you after how much I promised you and I know it's going to take forever for you to forgive me, but I really need you back in my life. Im lonely without you, cold. I miss your touch and your kiss, your beautiful eyes, I never could get those out of me head." He swung the guitar around in front of him. "Im going to play you a song and I dont want you to say anything yet. Just listen."

I was in shock. Thats exactly how I felt about him, his emerald eyes invaded my dreams every night his hugs that would keep me warm from the winter breeze.

Then he started strumming & singing.

"Like lights flashed on subway cars
She shines on something sad in dark
Scream through grey and filthy space
Hurdleing towards some secret place

My high school sweetheart had pretty blue eyes
She's the reason to wake up in someone else's life
I swear to God
Sometimes I can hear her say, "If this is what you want just let me know
Just let me know"

But if this is love
Love
Someone tell me so
And if this is love
Love
I won't let it go

We travel light just for effect
To love struck girls and shattered things
All the while we smile and think of comfort that the darkness brings

These linking roads won't carry us home
The sky lays a blanket of virgin white snow
Is anyone listening or am I alone

And this is the place she was starving to fit in
And I'm a mistake she wanted to live with

But if this is love
Love
Someone tell me so
And if this is love
Love
I won't let it go

You don't gotta keep me but tonight please keep me warm
You don't gotta keep me but tonight please keep me warm

If this is love
Love
Someone tell me so
And if this is love
Love
I won't let it go

I won't
I won't let it go
Oh

If this is love
Love
Love
Someone tell me so
If it's not love
Love
Oh
Please let me go"

"Eli I- "

"Clare wait. I dont want you to say goodbye I have missed you to much."

He started to cry, I had never seen him cry like this before. He looked like like a 4 year old that lost their favourite teddy bear.

"Eli, what I was going to say was 'I love you'.. I feel the exact same way as you described. My mind has always been with you where ever you were. Ask Adam, it took him 4 months just to get me to smile again after you left. I never wanted to be alone. I would never stop loving you. Your all I have, when you left let me tell you something, you took my heart with you. I have never felt it beat as much as when we first made love or when you just played me that song. I love you, that's all I know right now." He had stopped crying from when I first said I love you and now a huge smile was sliding across his face.

"Clare-"

I didn't let him say anything I shut him up with my lips. I had been waiting to feel his lips again, for what felt like an eternity. He grabbed my waist and pulled me in even closer to him. My hands snaked up around his neck and pulled his head to keep him from pulling away. He deepened the kiss and I could feel his thumb under the hem of my shirt, nothing was going to happen at the moment, it was just to touch my skin. I could tell. My heart fluttered, like it hasnt for years. It felt like it was going to jump outof my chest, my cheeks got hot and I knew right then he still had that horrible effect on me with his touch.

I pulled away, loss of breath.

"I love you" He whispered leaning his forehead on mine.

"I'll always love you Eli." I whispered back.

:D hope you guys love that :) I know some of you are probably wishing I would have made Clare put up a fight about him leaving.
BUT HOW CAN I? I cant !
dont worry this isnt the end.
I PLAN ON WRITING a wedding maybe kids? tell me what you think. :)

LOVE YOU ALL ! (L) R&R !

love kendra:)