The second night was no better than the first proved to be. Kasuka and Shizuo were still ignorant to one another, their likes and dislikes with connection. Still, Shizuo loved Kasuka no differently than he had two nights prior to the happening.
During their relations upon the fifth night, Shizuo almost moaned Kasuka's name instead of Izaya's, but he still managed to say Izaya's name within the coagulated reference. The combination occurred and ended almost as quickly as they had, the name lingering within the air as they lied on the same couch the proposition had been made on. "Kizaya" decided to express his true feelings for what they really were, the onyx-haired boy staring deeply at his elder brother as a manic thought reverberated through the stagnant air. "This may make you hate me, Shizu-nii, but I have to say it. One day, I'll steal your heart away from Izaya… I promise."
Shizuo didn't know if it was a joke, if Kasuka was just tired, or if he was being honest.
Kasuka smiled brightly when he saw the contorted expression Shizuo held as he watched Kasuka. The younger was quite pleased at the reaction he received, even if it was nothing but shock and shame.
Kasuka's bangs were trimmed exactly like Izaya's. "I thought you'd like to feel Izaya's hair instead of mine."
His adorable expression radiated a sort of happiness, but he was constantly, internally spiraling as copious thoughts rummaged through reality and altered it. "Shizuo, I love you… I'll be Izaya if it means you'll love me." His thought process paused for a moment allotting him a few moments to think of what to continue the statement with. "I'll love you when he doesn't. I promise I'll do it. One day, you'll love me just like I do you…"
That evening, Kasuka promised himself he'd never let Shizuo love Izaya more than him because he was becoming Shizuo's precious and perfected Izaya.
