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The Pain she felt deep inside of her was so terrible, it made her cry again but no. She was Calleigh Duquesne, hell she was on work and nobody knew about her and Eric she´d not cry in the middle of the lab, she´d not throw up again like this morning, like this night a few times. She had to go through this now, yes it felt terrible to be alone but in the past she managed it too, so it mustn´t be a problem now, but somehow it was. She didn´t felt like earlier, she wasn´t so much strong anymore, she wasn´t the same Calleigh Duquesne like maybe 1 year ago, she wasn´t this Calleigh Duquesne who never cried not even if she was alone with herself; No, now she was vulnerable, sad and fragile at the same time, she cried in front of people, she opened up herself to someone, although she never did because she didn´t wanted to get hurt but now it was too late.

They got a new case where a woman was killed and her two children had to go to their rough father. She hated this kind of cases so much, especially right now when she´ll get a mother in nearly 9 months now. Yes, she was pregnant she found out a few weeks ago, before Eric needed to help his father and brought himself in danger, before she shot him in his shoulder, before he left MDPD and hurt her and let her in the thought he´d break-up. She didn´t knew what to do, she didn´t wanted do grow up her child alone, she wanted that it´ll have dad, that it´d have a family like she never had but of the other side she didn´t wanted to become a mother right now, her childhood was terrible and she was afraid that she´d be a bad mother for her child too, like her mother was. She needed Eric, she needed to talk to him about her problems, tell him that she´s pregnant, wanted to know what she should do now, she just needed to be with him to feel save and secure in his arms.

But she wasn´t, he was somewhere, she didn´t knew and she was there in the lab, sitting in her ballistics lab on the table, staring on the bullet which killed a woman. She knew she had to process it but she couldn´t consecrate, she always had to think on Eric and the second problem was that she felt so sick, she felt she had to vomit any second so she was afraid to destroy all the evidence if she did. It was so terrible and the worse thing was she didn´t knew how to handle this situation, she didn´t knew what to do. It wasn´t like her do go to Horatio and ask him if she could go home but it wasn´t like her too, to just sit there and staring at the wall and do nothing. But she knew one thing, she knew if she wouldn´t start right now, someone would come and ask her if she was okay or if she had the results yet and if she´d answer no they would start to wonder why. So she stood up, took the bullet from the bag after she put on a pair of her white gloves and began to mach it with a gun.

Suddenly she believed it wasn´t that much difficult but somehow it still seemed like. She felt her stomach lurching and she then covered her mouth with her hand as reflex, "No, please not right now" she told, begged to herself as she saw Natalia walked through the door of her lab she couldn´t hold it back anymore, she ran out of her lab. She saw Natalia´s confused and worried look in her face but she ignored it and run further, in the direction to the woman-bathroom. She felt all eyes on her as she run with her high-heels through the long hallway but it didn´t bother her anymore. She reached the doorknob, still her hand on her mouth, she run to the toilettes, thankfully that nobody was inside of the bathroom right now. And just a few seconds later than she reached one toilette she needed to vomit again. The taste in her mouth and throat was so rank, so she needed to clean her mouth after she throw up a second time.

Calleigh didn´t knew what was wrong with her, she didn´t knew what the hell she should do. She wanted go home, snug her head in one of her pillows and cry again but she wouldn´t do it. She was going to break down again as she stood in front of the mirror, clutching the washbowl for hold and hold back the tears as she heard the bathroom door open. From the corner of her eye she could see it was Natalia, she sighed deeply because she knew what´d follow now. "Cal…everything alright?" she asked carefully as she walked over to her and finally stood next to her, staring at her and waiting for her answer. From the look on her face she could tell nothing was alright, she looked pale and Natalia thought she would see the tears in Calleigh´s eyes. That was weird for Calleigh, her behave, just everything on her seemed different today. Calleigh never showed emotion, never looked so sick, never looked like this she did right now.

Calleigh took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a moment before she answered Natalia´s question. Maybe it wasn´t that wrong to tell her the true, maybe it wasn´t wrong to open up herself to someone, to tell her that she´s pregnant. But she wouldn´t, she was Calleigh Duquesne a strong and very stubborn woman who never had a break down in front of her friends, they all knew her as a strong woman, as a woman who was always happy, who always said she was fine and she couldn´t start right now to break down. She opened her eyes, turned her head to face Natalia and brought up one of her best fake smiles she could think on, right now. "Nat, I´m fine," she lied and blinked away the few tears which were still in her eyes, "-really," she added as she saw Natalia´s look on her face.

Natalia sighed and hold her head low, she exactly knew that this would be the answer. She knew Calleigh now many years and it had been always the same with her but it made her so sad to see her like this, she knew something was wrong, she knew she was near to cry and she knew she had been throwing up a few moments ago. "Cal, you know you can trust me. I know too, that you´re strong and damn stubborn if you want," she let out a soft laugh and looked up at her, "-but it wouldn´t affect my mind about you if you´d tell me what´s wrong with you because I know something is, so trust your friend, okay?" she gave her a small smile and at the same moment Calleigh´s smile disappeared.

Calleigh let out a small sigh and looked her deeply in the eyes. She couldn´t hold back the tears which was still in her eyes, but she had to do it. She wanted to tell Natalia so badly, she knew she needed it so much but that was against her nature to open up herself to someone. What the hell should she tell her, that she missed Eric so much although he wasn´t fully gone or he didn´t break-up yet or should she tell her that she was pregnant, that she was in a relationship with Eric and that it was his kid and that she was scared to tell him. That sounded so stupid, it was stupid to cry because of this, wasn´t it? It sounded so insignificant, didn´t it? She thought for a while, no she knew it so she wouldn´t tell anyone now. "I.." she started but she still didn´t knew to continue, should she tell her the true or shouldn´t she.

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