Oh,I could hear him calling after me but I didn't care. I know there was a poodle, but I didn't care. And I knew it was the middle of the night but, I simply didn't care.

Who am I? What's my purpose ? And why am I not with Jasper? I knew the answer the the third question, because my better half betrayed me. I wish I knew those other answers. But the only answer now is to run. My legs are at the top of their game. Why slow down when I don't want to? I don't care!

I can't even think. I don't want to think. I just want to run like the coward I am. At least I can have one thing I want.

What the hell happened? I had EVERYTHING!

To many questions. But quite frankly I'm too pissed off, broken, and betrayed to even have enough common sense to look for the answers I need.

I want to be alone. And then it hit me. Where's one place I can be alone?

The alley.

That's one place that describes me right now. Empty.

Suddenly I turned sharply around the corner of the now vacant alley.

I went about half way down the alley so I was in the middle, sat down, and cried. Simply sobbed- silently of course.

I don't know how long I was silently crying before I heard it.