I STILL DO NOT OWN THIS FRANCHISE SO COME AND GET ME YOU MOTHERFU-*shot*
Chapter 2
Kyouko's POV
She stumbled down the streets ignoring her friends calling for her. She was already soaked form the rain[because it always rains in dramatic shit] and it had washed the wound Kyouko earned from falling off the side of the railing at Mami's apartment complex. Why was everything so slow? Why can't I feel anything? Why...does nothing matter anymore? All these thoughts were swarming around Kyouko's head until she started to repeat what Sayaka had said to her. "At least I'm not the reason why my family is dead" Kyouko thought more and more on that sentence until she reached a conclusion. "I'm the reason why my family is dead. I already knew that...My wish killed them...It's all my fault...so why would I forget that and live like it never happened?...I killed them...They died hating me...I never should..have...let myself live normally again...I don't deserve it...I'm a murderer...I let everything go to hell...maybe...I should just..." Kyouko sat limply on the bridge above the highway, losing what little will she had left to move or even breath. She felt the cold rain drops hit her face and roll down her cheeks. She couldn't even cry. She was just 'alive'. She couldn't feel anything anymore she didn't want to. Kyouko continued to think about her sins and realized that she could never make up for them. Until she had the most sadistic disgusting idea she had ever thought of. "...I could do more..." She quietly said to herself. "I can do...worse..." Kyouko had vaguely even remembered her previously thought and had only one thing to keep her going. 'Do more. Do worse.' That was all. Kyouko herself couldn't even remember her why she decided to do whatever she was thinking. She stood up slowly her head tilted up at the rain and started moving forward.
Sayaka's POV
Sayaka laid in bed and watched the rain fall from her window. She hadn't moved at all since she got on her bed even after a full night. She hadn't slept or ate since the day prior but Sayaka didn't care. She could die and it wouldn't matter to her. She had said something that she couldn't take back. She hurt Kyouko more than she thought was possible, that is, until she looked into Kyouko's eyes. Her eyes...they were full of so many emotions at once yet, they looked so lifeless at the same time. Her eyes weren't sparkling anymore. They weren't shining with their, as Sayaka had thought, usual fiery beauty. They were so pitiful. Kyouko, she looked...so pitiful. "Kyou...ko..." Sayaka had spoken for the first time since the day before and the sound hurt her. The sound of her own voice made herself sick. How could she have done something so cruel to her closest friend? She cared so much for Kyouko. More than she had ever admitted. "Kyouko...I'm so sorry.." Sayaka curled into a ball and cried. It was the most painful and pitiful cry. She cried so much that she felt it would truly kill her. She cried as she thought of everything she has done to Kyouko. She screamed as she thought of how much Kyouko has been hurt because of her. It was hard to breath. Sayaka wanted die so badly. So damn badly. It hurt so much. The pain was unbearable. "Kyouko. Kyouko! I'm so sorry Kyouko!" She cried to herself. The sounds of her pain echoed throughout the empty room to remind Sayaka that she was all alone. "Kyouko!" Sayaka continued to cry endlessly until she finally passed out from the exhaustion and emotional pain.
