I layed there thinking about when my mother had become a vampire. Everyone thought the treaty had been broken. Yet they we were wrong. It wasn't a Cullen who had bitten my mother. When the whole pack went to see my mother she didn't look at us. Her husband spoke for her. She didn't want anything to do with us anymore.
I had walked up to my mom. I wanted to talk to her. I had only been a wolf for a week. When I said 'mom'. My mother looked at me with sorry , and loving eyes. It's when one of the vampires grabbed me by the neck. Breaking each bone in my neck. I didn't scream or fight. It was my mother who yelled for them to put me down. She put her hands on my neck and told me she was sorry. I don't remember what happened next. That was the last time I saw my mother.
I dragged myself out of bed , and started walking outside when I noticed Soey's room was open. locked the room. The owner wouldn't be returning anytime soon. Everyone I knew had tried to cheer me up , but they just don't understand they can't take my pain away. It's like a tattoo. It's always going to be there. I looked in the mirror before I headed out the door. My mother's chocolate eyes were plastered as my own. I didn't need this anymore. I ran through the woods and my body gave me what I wanted pretty fast. Sam was talking about some new patrol thing. I just layed on my front paws listening. So the next week went pretty fast. I slept , took care of Myleigh , washed , cooked , and patroled. It was the week I wished had lasted forever.
The week my sister became one of them. How I found out was a true nightmare. It was morning and dad had sent me to school. Exept I didn't want to go. I was walking through the woods in my shorts when the smell hit me. Like a dead animal covered in rotten tomatoes. I looked over to see my sister Soey. Red eyed , pale skin, and covered in blood. At first I couldn't believe it not really. I stopped infront of her. "Soey. What happened to I'd rather be dead than one of them?" I asked her in a lifeless voive. She shook her head. "It's not what you think Jordan" Her new voice was higher than her human voice. I shook my head. "Then it's what I see. Why did you do this Soey? Why?" I was holding back my own stupid tears. She noticed my sadness. Her eyes closed. "Jordan look it was my choice. I wanted it. If you understood you would see The Cullens are like you in a way."
What she had just told me left like a slap in the face. "Don't compare me to them!" I realized I was shaking now. She rolled her eyes. "The Cullens didn't choose being vampires. Just like you didn't choose being a werewolf ," she said. I covered my face with my hands. Calm down man. "What I am was born in me. I don't kill people for food. Literaly!" I finally calmed down. She looked at me with anger. "Don't insult them! Their my family!" Wow. Seriously sister. "Sorry I guess being your brother doesn't make the cut in the perfect world you seem to live in." She felt my pain now. "Jordan you know I don't mean it like that." "You did. Just couldn't leave mom could you."
She was a newborn. Out of control. She could kill me very easily. I didn't care though. She would be doing me a favor. "How's Myleigh and dad?" She asked. I rolled my eyes. "My sister , and my father are great. No thanks to you." She threw her arms up in fustration. "Your such an ass! Out of all people Jordan! You should be the one to understand me! Your my brother! I love you Jordan." She waited for me to answer her. It was minutes full of akward silence. "I have nothing to say Soey. Just be carefull. You know what you do with your life ," I told her. She met my eyes. They were full of apology. "Jordan I'm sorry. I knew this would hurt you-." I was mad now. "Yet you still did it!" I yelled. She shook her head. "Let me finish! I knew it would hurt you , but I thought about what I wanted in my life. I wanted to live for a long time. To explore this world we live in. I wanted its at any cost."
I just ran , and before I knew it I was on all fours. I thought of nothing just nothing. Myleigh threw her cup at me bringing me out of my thoughts. "Jordann!" She yelled. "Sorry. C'mon let's so see Billy , and Rachel," I said as I put her on my shoulders. We walked to Jacob's house in silence. "Billy! Rachel!" Myleigh screamed. She ran to Rachel as I put her down. Billy tapped me. "They need you Jordan go," he told me. I took off into the woods. Again , Sam was speaking. 'There will an army. A newborn army. The Cullens have asked for our help. I'll already told him we will help. In a few minutes we will all be going to meet them. They will teach us to fight thes newborns.' I just listened. A fight. A vampire fight. This would be a good way to unleash my anger on them.
We headed out to some clearing in the late sunset. The Cullens were there. I didn't count my mom , and sister as one of us , but as one of them. Paul stopped when he almost bumped into my mom. Old memories went through his mind. She was human in all of them. Leah nudged me. 'Cheer up Jordan. Your mom doesn't exist anymore.' I agreed. She wasn't the women who had given me life anymore. Just a soulless killer. Edward growled at me. I didn't care. I would repeat it to my mother's face if I had to.
"Welcome. My name is Carlisle Cullen." I could careless what your name is. The next twenty minutes this blond leech Jasper took. He explained how we kill newborns. "Could I get a volunteer please?" Jasper asked. The whole pack looked at me. So I started to walk up. My mother didn't want me to because she started objecting. "No. Jasper you better be carefull or you'll be sorry!" She yelled. It reminded me of when I was little. 'Jordan! Touch that cookie and you will be sorry young man!' 'But Momma you said my eyes are sweet like chocolate. I need chocolate to maintain the sweet.' Old memories I would never experience again in my life time. I walked up to Jasper. He showed some trick on me.
"This will be a hard battle you all understand correct?" Carlisle asked. Sam knew my mom had a weakness for me. He told me to phase back. I knew what to say. I ran into the woods a wolf. And came back a well human. "Yeah we understand," I told him. My mom looked at me like she was trying to take in every detail of me. I was tall , darkish skin , and brown hair that kept falling into my eyes. "We will update you when we learn something new about the newborns," Carlisle added. I shook my head. My mom , and sister both broke out. "No Carlisle! Tell them no! They'll get hurt!" My mom , and sister yelled at the same time. I couldn't help but smile. " , Miss Cullen. We're not kids. We know how to take care of ourselves. If we die it's on us," I said. My mom turned to me. "I may not live with you , but I'm your mother and you will respect me!" My mom yelled. I rolled my eyes. "I don't respond to anyone. Isabella," I challenged.
Edward just put his hand on my mother's shoulder. "Let it go Love. Please." She nodded. "How is Myleigh?" My mother asked. I heard Jacob growl. "My sister is fine. Emily is her adoptive mother. Just to let you know," I told her. My mother looked like I had slapped her in the face. Good. She should know how my pain feels like. "Embry," my mother whispered. The good thing was that when my mother became a vampire the imprint went away. My father just shrugged his massive shoulders. "He said it's true. She needs a mother who will care for her," Edward explained. After that we left. I couldn't help but think of the fight. I was exited. Alot. Maybe I would die in the battle. That be good for me. No more pain.
