Okay, the reason I put this up was because im being told to go to bed so ill finish it on my kindle, not that anyone cares, just incase its been read already, give me a few hours and ill do the same with m other fics ill put a load of rubbish so I can upload it..

A year later

]it was getting too much. I'd had Sophie four months ago. Thankfully she didn't look like hime but the fact that she was his got me worried. I tried forgetting about it all. Writing it down and burning it, just like peter had taught me all those years ago. It didn't work. I still remembered that night like it were yesterday. The night Sophie was conceived...

I walked out the office building and headed to my car, away to spend another lonely night at my apartment. Something didn't feel right, I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stick up. Definitely something wrong. I walked that little bit faster to my car and locked the door once I was inside.I couldn't shake the feeling that I was being watched. I just put it down to being to read and having so many revolting cases lately. It took me fifteen minutes if that to get home, I still felt like I was being followed. I made it to my apartment it record time, bolting the door shut. I needed a nice long hot bath. That's all. I'm fine, everything fine. I said to myself, taking some deep breaths.

"Hello kitten" a voice from the shadows called. I knew exactly who that was. His voice made my blood run cold at the thought of hat he could do.

"What are you doing here? You should cakes up like you deserve you b******" I spat with more courage and venom in my voice than I felt.

"That's not how my daughter should be speaking to me now is it kitten?" He asked.

This can not be happening. Not after all these years and just managing to lock those memories away forever.

"You are anything but a father to me. Get out of here NOW" I said to him, drawing my gun.

"Whoa, don't go crazy on me. Just thought you would be glad to see me but if not, I'm sure Jess-"

"Don't you dare touch her. You ruined her life enough"

"Looks like it's just me and you then kitten" he said, dragging my body to my bedroom.

I blocked out the rest of the night after that, made myself think of the team, Jack. Anything but what was happening. After he left I stayed in the shower for hours, trying to get clean. I called in sick to work the next day to compartmentalize.

Even though Sophie is his, I love her that much more. I just needed some help with my feelings and emotions right now so a visit to Peter and Sophie might help I figured.

I packed a few suitcases just in case, baby things and my phone an made it out the house in half an hour, on my way to Horizon, where I would be arriving at any minute.

I pulled up to the main entrance. Taking a few deep breaths to calm myself. This is it. You can do it. I got out the car and lifted Sophie out her seat,locked the car doors and wAlked up and pushed through the doors.

"Oh my God" was all I heard.

I looked up to see Kat standing behind the desk looking at me.

"Hi" I blushed.

"Shelby. Is that really you?" She asked, had been over ten years.

"Yeah, is Peter or Sophie here, I really need to talk." I said

"Shelby, is she yours?" I don't think she even heard me.

"Yeah, that's one reason I need to see Peter or Sophie." I said.

"Oh yeah, they are in Peters know where it is" she said.

"Thank you" I replied, shifting Sophie in my arms.

I walked down the hallway, preparing myself. I knocked and wAlked in.

"Oh captain my captain"

"Shelby"

They said it in unison. It was kinda creepy but cute at the same time, they really were meNt for each other.

"Hi"

"What happened to you? Where have you been? Why do you have a baby with you? Have you seen anyone else yet?" Sophie gushed, wrapping me up in a hug.

I couldn't help but break out in tears at the embrace. I was in my safe haven again.

" Shelby, come on talk to us, you km ow it doesn't help keeping it locked away" Peter said, speaking for the first time.

I took a deep breath and answered Sophie questions.

"I ran after I graduated college and moved to Virginia, DC. I changed my name so that I could start fresh, applied for the FBI, became a part of the BAU up until a year ago. I still work for them but I took time off after..." I trailed off, crying again.

"Shelby, did he come and see you?l Sophie asked.

I nodded my head."he threatened Jess again. He ruined her life enough. He done it just over a hear ago which explains the next question."

"She is your baby shel, don't forget that. He may be the father but she doesn't have to know. Can I hold her" Sophie asked me.

"Thank you." I handed her to Sophie.

"Shelby what's her name?" She asked me.

I think I blushed a little because I got asked by Peter if it was really that bad which a gave a slight laugh to.

"No it's not bad... her .e is Sophie."

"Really?" Sophie asked me.

"Yeah, I was going to name her Peter if she was a boy. You guys helped me out so much and I wanted to tell myself I was repaying you guys by naming her after you"

"Shelby, that's so sweet of you but you don't have to feel like you need to repay us for anything." Peter said to me.

"I know" mumbled al little, casting my eyes down to the floor. Peter sat next to me on the sofa and pulled me into his embrace. I instantly melted into his warmth.

" do your friends back home know Shelby?"

"No, they didn't have to know. They know me as Jennifer Jareau, confident, kind, fun. They don't have to know what happened."

"You know you will need to tell them soon"

"My boss knows. She made me get a 'promotion' for two years until I sorted it all out. My team didn't even know I've had Sophie, they didn't know I was pregnant. I need to protect Sophie and if that means keeping her from them then I will." I said quickly.

I heard a knock on the door and Kat walked in."Peter the FBI are here to ask some questions on latest case."

"I'll be right out. Give me a second"

"He is here with me Peter"

I shook my head at Peter. They couldn't t. I knew it was them.

"Tell them I need to finish up so take them a look around to see if that helps them."

" , I really don't time for this right now-JJ?"

Sophie handed me back my they both excuses themselves. I had a feeling Peter knew this was going to happen.

"JJ I thought you were on an assignment for Strauss?"

I shook my head.

"Hotch, I had to take time away to deal with my monsters, just like everyone else has had to. I needed Peter and Sophie help"

" how do you know Peter and Sophie?"

"I went to school here" I said simply, trying mot to make all the old memories resurface.

"But JJ that is not in you file. That's because my name was Shelby. I got it legally changed when I moved to DC to get a fresh start, but look where that got me. A single mother, who has to hide her child,trying to escape her demons while working for the FBI."

"Daughter?"

I sighed. " this is going to take a ."

He sat with out complaint.

"When I was younger, my mom and dad separated and my mom remarried. It just happened to at he liked to 'love' me a little more than what he should have. I ran away from home after a few years and I was on the streets. I was a who're and I was on everything. My biological father racked me down and brought me here. I got clean earned a scholarship e and got into the FBI. He got jailed after I phoned the police. He got out on good behaviour two years ago. He came after me and threatened to do it to my little sister.I couldn't let that happen. He done it again and I was pregnant a few weeks later. I went to Strauss, asked her some favours and here I am"

"JJ I am so sorry, I never knew. I know why you can sympathise with the victims now. I think the murderer is the man that done this to you. I was up to ask some questions about Shelby and Jess, which you have answered for me. Do you think you could come to the police station and tell me exactly what happened? The team will be there and you can come back up here if you want after it."

" Okay. Promise you won't look at me like a victim"

"I promise"

I let out a sigh of relief."let's go then"