A/N I'm pretty easy all you need if to review
Before I go on, I should tell you what happened last night before Matt found me. I was alone in my room waiting for him to come home I was okay for a while. Adam and Christian were leaving me alone until I thought Matt came home but I was really wrong.
" Matt is that you?" I asked softly opening my door. I heard the door open and Matt said he would be home soon so I thought it was him.That's what happened. I'm okay but it was my fault Matt got in trouble. But he felt better in the morning. That was good because we had the second hell...school.
" Sorry butterfly. Matthew isn't home yet but you can play with us." Christian grab me be the hair and pulled me to their room.
" Please not tonight. Please." I begged. I hate sound like such a baby but I was scared.
I felt Adam rip open my shirt. My breath started to come out in a labored gasps when I felt his cool tongue trail across my chest. I hate him and I hate the way my body likes what he's doing to me. My brain screams stop but my body screams fuck me.
" I want him first. You always get him!" Christian shouted. It was to late for him I felt Adam pierces the pale skin of my neck.
" Adam...Oh" I mumbled into Adam's sweet smelling blonde hair as feel the warmth spread through me as he fed.
Adam pulled away my blood dripping down his chin. I felt faint. " See brother. He likes it more when I go. Look at the tent in his pants, you should relieve him of that." I felt Christian's hands go for my belt that's when Matt walked in.
" Matty are you feeling okay?" I asked the sleeping dark haired boy.
Matt's dark brown eye's slowly opened. He looked confused then he remembered what happened last night. " Yeah, I fine Jeff go to your room and get ready for school. I think everyone is gone already. "
" Okay Matty." I said. I saw the look in Matt's eye. He was angry, confused, worried and scared all at the same time. Angry at Adam and Christian. Confused about everything. Worried about me and scared for both of us.
I pulled my bluish red hair into a pony, grabbed my bag and waited for Matt. I had a sad smile on my face when I saw him run down the stairs. If you didn't know us you would be able to tell we are brothers. Matt has curly black hair and dark warm brown eyes. While I was born with white blonde hair and big emerald green eyes. That not the only difference. Matt is the serious quiet type and I used to be the happy, charismatic one but now I'm the weak scared one. I'm just glad I have Matt he is my everything.
" You ready for school kid?" Matt asked ruffling my hair.
" I guess but I have gym first. I hate it."
" Remeber what I said. Are you sure your feeling okay? You feel kinda warm." Matt looked down at me his face etched with worry.
" Yup, in and out. Look at the floor and don't talk to anyone. I'm fine Matty. Let's go." I said quickly feeling light headed.
We both piled into his tiny old car. We were on our way to Brokehaven high. It's the place were if you are a vampire your cool or if your a vampires bitch your cool. I may be a bitch but I'm still a loser. I used to have more friends then Matty, his name was Shannon Moore. He was a short skinny little punk so we alike. He was my Tommy, I was his Chuckie. Shannon had it worse off then me, he would come to school covered in bites and then he would get bitten at school. One day I guess he had enough because one day he wasn't at school. He didn't come for weeks and then I got a voice mail.
" Jeff, It's me Shannon. I'm sorry dude. I had to get out. I'm happy finally. One day when they stop looking for me, I'll send money for you and Matt to come and stay with me. I'm sorry I left you. I will always miss you dude. I love you bye Jeffo." He sounded happy. I was happy for him but I miss him everyday.
" Jeffro. Jeff...are you back., you were in a daze. Well I need to get to Math. Be safe please." Matt said squeezeing my shoulder.
" Okay Bye Matty." I said grabbing my gym strip out of my locker.
The boy locker room is a interesting place. It's where alot of people do alot of extracurricular...fucking. Like right now Randy who is one of Adam's close friends is doing one of the frequent bitetys name Cody in the shower. All of the vampires look at you like your a piece of meat good enough to eat. Also right now I can feel Hunter's eyes on me as I striped my black beater over my head. I took a deep breathe when I felt Hunter standing right behind me.
" Hunter back off." A sinister voice hissed.
" Okay Adam put the fangs back in I won't bite him that hard." I froze when I heard that but Hunter left when I heard the low hiss escape Adam's throat.
" Adam please let me go." I mumbled when I felt his cool hand on my shoulder. He turned me around and put his strong pale arms on either side of me.
" Jeff just stay here for a minute." Adam mumbled into my ear. I started to breathe heavier as his full lips brushed down my jaw.
" Jeff are you feeling okay?" Adam asked pulling away suddenly.
" Yeah I'm fine. Why is everyone asking me that?" I demanded.
" No, your not. Your running a fever. Jeff how many times has someone feed from you this week?" Adam asked sitting my down on the floor.
" Um...you. Gangrel the night before. Luna the night before that and Hunter and Randy got me before that." I said resting my head in my hands.
" Shit! Jesus fucking hell. Jeff why didn't you...how much have you eaten in the past few days?" Adam asked pushing my hair out of my face. I saw a look in his eyes that I have never seen before...he was worried.
" Not much." I answered truthfully.
" Jeff you don't have much blood in you. It's supose to be once a week then a week to rest so you body can keep up. Not five in five days. I'm taking you back home you need to rest. Come on get up." The tall blonde said pulling me up by my arm.
" NO I'M NOT GOING ANY WHERE WITH YOU!" I shouted pulling away from him.
" Jeff don't be a idiot. I'm not going to get you again and I will tell Christian not to touch you. So I'm carrying you then." Adam said sternly picking me up like I weighed nothing.
I was to tired to speak and I felt good in Adam's arms. I was hoping I made the right choice as Adam kicked open the school door.
