"...Am not going to go. My life started when I got here, and I am not going to to mess with that." She finished.

Meredith smiled and leaned in, planting her lips on the redhead and kissing her hard. She wrapped her hands around her neck and bit Addy's lower lip, asking for entrence. Addy opened her mouth, and moaned as she did. Meredith soon took domanince. Addison loved when she did.

Soon she broke away for air.

"Mer, i love when we do this, but remember what i have said. I wan't to do this right and wait until after marriage." She gasped, catching her breath.

Meredith leaned in to kiss her again when she heard the pager go off. Addison looked down at her waist and sighed.

"We will have to finish this later, looks like I have a baby to deliver. See you when I get back?" She asked as she leaned in and kissed her.

Meredith nodded and watched as Addy left the apartment. She stood there for a moment and then decided that she was going to head in anyway. No use sitting around here, doing nothing.

*20 Minutes later*

Meredith walked into the hospital and looked around. She seen Bailey, and tried to hide, but it was to late.

"Grey, what are you doing in this hospital? You have the day off and you better be going to get ready for that prom that we all have to go to. I do not want to see you here." She said as she stormed up to the blonde.

" , i really need to talk to , that is the only reason i am here. She should be coming out of surgery soon, and then i will be gone." She replied.

"Fine Grey, but you better leave this hospital after you get done talking to her. See you later" Bailey stormed off, looking for the other interns.

Meredith walked around until she got to the O.R. She stood outside, until she seen Addison walking out of the door. And What she seen, broke her heart.

She ran up to Addy and pulled her into her."What happened sweetie, why are you crying?"

Addison looked into her eyes, and then looked away.

"She was 32, first baby. It took her forever to get pregnant. Her boyfriend just asked her to marry him. She went into labor and when we got her into the O.R, she had a heart attack. We could not save her, or her baby. Meredith, I dont wan't my life to end up like that. I am almost 30 now. I dont want us to finally try and have a family, and then it be taken from me. When will we get married, when will we have a family? I fear i am running out of time to have the family that i want." She sobbed as she let go of Meredith, and started to walk away, leaving her girlfriend to stare after her

She turned back just once, and whispered, "When?"