Chapter 2: Love, or lust?

Disclaimer: I do not own any GSD characters even though I want to, yada yada yada, same as in the first chappy! Same warning as well.

2 months later…..

He awoke in the middle of the night because of another bad dream. His skin dripping with sweat, he looked at the older coordinator sleeping soundlessly beside him, silently cursing him for getting better sleep than him.

"Another bad dream?" Kira asked as he turned to the younger boy sitting up beside him. Shinn blushed slightly and took back the silent curse he just said moments before. "Yeah." Was all he could say. "I'm sorry, Shinn." Kira said. "What? It's not your fault." Shinn said, caught off guard. "Still, do you wanna do something or just talk?" Kira said sitting up.

"You should get some sleep, Kira; you haven't gotten much yourself the past few days." Shinn said. "Nope, can't, I'm wide awake now." Kira grinned. Shinn blushed more and bit his lip. Suddenly, he felt Kira pull him towards himself and kiss him softly. As Kira drew back Shinn couldn't contain himself any longer and kissed him back, lustfully. He lowered Kira to the bed and pinned him down. Taken aback, the other coordinator tensed as he was being pinned.

"Relax, sheesh." Shinn whispered, grinning. Now it was Kira's turn to blush. "Sorry." He said. Shinn always wanted to be the dominant one, even if he was younger. Kira guessed it was because he was resentful and didn't like to be taken advantage of, so he made it very clear to everyone that he wouldn't. (A/N: Hear comes some grossness, if you couldn't tell,….I guess it's the poet in me…..)

The irony was that he was being taken advantage of anyways, by Dullindal himself; of course, he was just fooling everyone now wasn't he?

Despite that fact Kira often wondered how Shinn could be so resentful and angry at the world, and then take it out on him. It wasn't on purpose, but Shinn sometimes took the dominance thing too far, thus, Kira tensed up when he sensed that Shinn was in that mode again. Amazing, Kira, the Ultimate Coordinator, was being –abused- by an almost –innocent- boy like Shinn. If he knew who Kira really was, Shinn would most likely brag about it.

Shinn shrugged and kissed Kira again, more forcefully as he opened Kira's mouth and slid his tongue in. Kira moaned and wondered how much his body will be able to take tonight as Shinn started a trail of kisses down his neck.

"Shinn." Kira murmured as Shinn got more out of control. "Shhh, relax." Shinn whispered in his ear and stared into his eyes. Kira did as he was told, knowing full well what could (and would) happen if he didn't let Shinn have his way when he was like this. Their breathing fell heavier as Shinn unknowingly pushed Kira beyond his limits, and eventually fell asleep in the Ultimate Coordinators arms.

Wincing, Kira got out of bed as soon as he was sure that the younger coordinator was asleep, He threw on his briefs, (yes, I said briefs people, IT'S WHAT REAL MEN WEAR!) and trudged into the kitchen to get a drink. 'Shinn, what did you do to me?' He thought as he leaned against the wall. 'I guess it's almost pay-back for lying to him' He smirked inwardly. 'I wonder what he'll do when he finds out who I really am' the thought made him shudder.

He trudged back to his room, hoping Shinn was still asleep, which thankfully he was. As he –painfully- got back in bed he brushed some raven-black hair out of the younger boy's face, his hand resting on his cheek. "He looks so innocent when he sleeps." He said out loud to himself.

A smile crept across Shinn's face. Kira froze, thinking he was awake and heard what he just said. "Kira." Shinn murmured as a troubled look came across his face. "I'm here." Kira said, taking Shinn into his arms. 'Not another nightmare' he thought, but Shinn's smile returned as he snuggled against his lover. Kira chuckled to himself and fell asleep, finally.

He finally awoke in an odd position. He was on his back with 1 arm on his stomach and the other above his head. As he looked around he saw Shinn staring at him through his crimson eyes, with his hand on the older boy's cheek. "Good morning." He greeted with a smile. Kira groaned as he stretched and rolled over on his side, facing Shinn. "Mm." he let out while closing his eyes. "See, I told you you needed some sleep, now you'll never wanna get up." Shinn pouted.

Kira smirked but kept his eyes closed. "Fine then, I'll just have to wake you up." Shinn said darkly, intending to scare Kira, which he did. "I'm up, I'm up." Kira mumbled as he yawned and sat up. Why would Kira be intimidated so easily? Because Shinn's way of waking someone up was a –twister- (if ya know what I mean), and that was something Kira didn't want to experience after the night they shared.

"Halfway! C'mon, Kira, you're barely awake! You'll probably fall back asleep once I leave!" Shinn stated. "So." Kira replied with a smile, groggily while rubbing his eyes. Shinn made a move and Kira dodged, "Shinn! Stop!" he said sleepily trying to get the Impulse pilot to leave him alone. Shinn snickered as he tried again by pouncing on Kira and making him fall down. "Shinn, don't!" Kira warned. "I was just having fun!" Shinn whined.

"I'm too tired." Kira moaned and closed his eyes. Shinn ran his hand down Kira's neck and onto his chest, giving him goose bumps as he grinned almost –evilly- . "Don't" Kira whispered. Shinn finally gave in and got up to get some breakfast.

When Kira finally trudged into the kitchen Shinn was almost done with his cereal. "Took you long enough." He commented, following Kira's every move out of the corner of his eye. "Yeah, well thanks to you I couldn't sleep! At least not for long." Kira mumbled. As Shinn put his bowl up he "accidentally" bumped into Kira. "Oops, sorry." He said trying not to laugh.

Kira sighed as he poured the cereal into his bowl. Shinn sat on the couch and turned on the T.V. After Kira poured the milk he walked over and sat in Shinn's lap. "Ow! Kira! Get off, you're heavy!" Shinn whined. "Make me." Kira smiled and looked straight into Shinn's eyes. He gave in as Kira leaned against him, eating the cereal and wrapped his arms around him.

"Hey Kira?" he said after a long silence. "Hm?" Kira responded still eating and watching T.V. "I'm sorry about last night, I guess I couldn't control myself, again." Shinn confessed. "It's ok." Kira said softly. "No it's not, I hurt you." Shinn stated. "Naw, I've been hurt worse." Kira said. "Kira…" "Shinn, I'm ok, don't worry about it, alright?" Kira said trying to comfort the other boy. "Why didn't you stop me?" Shinn asked. "I couldn't" Kira told him.

"You could've told me to stop." Shinn said. "I did." Kira told him again. "I didn't hear you?" the young boy asked. "Nope." Kira said as he finished his cereal and got up. Shinn sat there, feeling sad that he hurt the 1 person who he trusted and found comfort in. He never meant to hurt Kira when he was like that; he just pushed too hard, went too long, and lost himself in the feeling. He really couldn't control himself and always woke up to a bruised Kira, wondering what happened and realizing it was himself that caused the pain.

But Kira would never let Shinn broad over it because he knew it wasn't the young coordinator's fault. 'He just doesn't know his own strength, that's all, or does he?' He often thought. So it cam as a surprise to him when he felt 2 arms wrap tightly around him, and when he turned Shinn rested his head on Kira's chest and tried to keep himself from crying.

"Shh, it's ok, I'm here." Kira whispered softly into Shinn's ear and carried him back to bed. "What are you doing?" Shinn asked. "Roll over." Kira told him. Shinn did as he was told and rolled over onto his stomach and Kira started to give him a massage. Shinn groaned and closed his eyes. Kira was a good massager; Shinn often said he should become a licensed professional.

"Fell better?" Kira asked after a while. "Don't stop." Shinn murmured. Kira smiled and continued.

(A/N: yes I know this chapter was,…detailed….but it was still good right? Please review and tell me what you think! Thanks!)