Chapter 2: Gloomy

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The drive to Seattle was really gloomy. The rain continued the whole way. I was used to the rain living here my whole life, but I hated driving in it. Every few minutes, I would get a picture message from my best friend, Rose. She and her husband Emmett just had a baby a couple of months ago. They'd wanted a baby for years. I was so proud for them. Lilly was the prettiest little girl I'd ever seen. They were the best parents. Rose and I used to see each other almost every day, but since she got pregnant, we barely see each other. She has her little bubble at home, and I completely understand. I want that for myself.

Since I told her about my new job offer, she has reached out to me more. It's weird because when I lived 2 miles from her, I felt like we were drifting, but now that I am leaving, we are so close again. Maybe I am over thinking it all. Sometimes I need to live outside my head.

My cell rang, and I knew it was Rose. "Hello?"

"Lily says she misses her Aunt Bella already."

"Aww. I miss her too. When I get home from Seattle, I am going to dedicate a whole day to her."

"When will you hear about your apartment?"

"Probably after my training. I figure I will just drive back and forth until after the first of the year. I don't want to move during the holidays. Being away for a month is going to be hard enough."

"I understand. How are you feeling?"

"Still insanely nervous, but it will be okay. I am really excited. A month in Seattle could be really good for me."

"I think so, too. Who knows, you might meet the man of your dreams."

"Not counting on it," I responded with a roll of my eyes. I'd almost given up on that notion ever happening.

"You never know. I better go. Lilly is crying. Call me when you get there."

"I will. Give Lilly kisses and tell her Aunt Bella loves her."

"I will. Love you too."

I ended the phone call with a sigh. I really hated leaving my friends behind. But I needed to better myself. I needed to find what they all had; happiness. I was putting myself first for the first time in my life, and it felt really good. I was really feeling confident about myself.

Day 2! Maybe I can do this. Let me know your thoughts.