Entry 2
UGG!!! Why does life hate me! You want to know what happened diary? You sure? Fine, I have to tell somebody. Edward just gets uncomfortable and Alice starts to laugh.
Ok, well today mother nature brought me that special package that we girls get once a month...you know...If that wasn't bad enough I was supposed to hang out with Edward today. I can't now, but it is not because of my period as you would think. I am stupid...that is what happened. PMS took over and I got upset at Edward and I can't even remember why!
So here is what happened. I was getting ready for the day and Edward shows up in my room. he says that he wants to take me somewhere special, but he won't tell me where. Of course I got really excited about this adventure even though I hate surprises....stupid Edward...There I go again!!!
Anyway, I got ready and met him by his car. He was leaning up against the passenger side waiting for me and might I add he looked really good. It wasn't like he did anything special that day, maybe I was just excited about seeing him...oh well it doesn't matter now. I am going off topic here a bit an I apologize to whoever reads this one day, I just can't seem to think clearly today. Back to the point Bella!
He held open the door for me as I climbed in. He had brought his non-conspicuous silver volvo today, so I knew we weren't going any where too fancy. It was a good thing to cause I had just thrown on a t-shirt and jeans. We started talking about random topics and then he said something about Jacob that set me off. Usually I wouldn't fly off the handle like that especially with him, but he said something about Jacob being a dog (I am sure he meant it out of fun) my PMS-iy mind took that and got upset. I don't even remember what I said, but I do remember saying that he should just take me back home. So he did. I could tell on the way back that he was hurt to see me hurt. Maybe I had said something that further contributed. I don't know. But I am back here in my room now and I just feel awful... I will have to go apologize to him later when I don't want to rip anyone's head off.
