Due to the fact that I was way to inspired by this concept, I have decided not to make this a one-shot! Thank you guys for the alerts and reviews! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, DEARIES! XD Keep it up and I'll type lightning fast! HAVE YOU SEEN LIGHTENING COME OUT OF SOMEONE'S FINGERS? IT'S AWESOME! REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW!
After our kiss, Edward and I sit together, counting each breath. Our breath becomes slower and slower. I'm almost positive he's asleep. He's calm… Happy even.
And I'm happy. I'm really happy actually. I feel whole. Clean. It's the first time in five years that I don't hate everything about myself. How? How did I completely change my outlook on life? How one person make me a better person?
Edward is just as impure as I am. He killed his father like I did. His father deserved it, like mine did. We must've been fated to meet. I look up at Edward.
There's no other word I can use to describe him but beautiful. His eyes are green. Even though they are closed, I remember them from when we kissed. They stared into me like mine did to his. His nose is completely straight, and his cheekbones are very pronounced. That also could be because his face is so thin. And pale. His skin is so incredibly pale, like he's never seen the sun. His hair is a reddish brown color, and frames his face perfectly. I run my fingers through, relishing the way it feels between my fingers. My hand moves down to brush against his cheekbones and down to his mouth. His lips are full and red. Smiling, I lean over and kiss him tenderly. I can't be sure, but I think I see him smile. It's a genuine smile, not like the one from earlier. That one was forced and didn't meet his eyes.
The moon shines in through the small window. Which reminds me… I scoop Edward into my arms. He's so incredibly light… Figures. God knows how long he's been in this fucking hellhole. I put him in his bed, wishing so much that I could lay next to him and watch him sleep. But, if the guards come in and see us together, they'll do terrible things to us. They could separate us.
When I flung myself at Edward, it was because I knew he's help put me back together. I was falling apart. But it wasn't all my fault. Those fucking guards and the other inmates… So much rage. And insanity. It drowned me. I was being taken by the emotions swirling around me. That is, until I only had Edward with me. He was the only one who wasn't filled with rage and craziness. He was sad. And scared. He did an awful thing, but he didn't belong here.
He reached out to me. He wanted to make me feel better. I needed that. I'd like to think he needed me too. He didn't push me away. He held on to me and let me put myself back together.
I walk over to my bed and fall into it. I stare at Edward for a while. He looks at peace. Lost part of his haunted look. I turn over, looking at the wall. I need to sleep, but if I do, the nightmares will come. I sigh. They'll be worse if I fall asleep out of pure exhaustion. I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to find peace. Suddenly, I'm awoken by something that could possibly be very dangerous.
I could fall in love with him.
I can't. He'll get hurt. Everyone I love gets hurt. I won't let Edward get hurt. But I can't leave him either. I've only been with him for a few hours, and he's already healed a part of me. He needs to be healed too.
Silently, I fall into oblivion.
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