Sorry it took so long to update. I had school and with the SAT's comming up lifes bean crazy. Ok so here

we go! I dont own Twilight just my fanfiction. For some Q and A, the Cullens ARE vampires NOT humans. :)

I looked away quickly adding a swift "Thanks". I stared blankly at the desk infront of me wile the teacher droned on about something. I could still feel his eyes on me. I wanted to peek a look at him but my nerves wouldn't have it. I silently prayed he wouldn't talk again to me, let alone anyone else. Being the social outcast was my comfort zone if this school could change that, that would be a miracle. But knowing from experience miracles never came true.

He didn't say anything the rest of the period but I caught him glancing my way as the day went on. When the bell rang I rushed out before anyone else.I just wanted school to be over with but the classes dragged on. With the same intro rutien like in English. Only two students got up enough nerve to say anything to my nearly invisible being. The honey-topaz eyed guy and a bleach blond freak who kept asking if I was gothic in math.

I literally dragged my feet to lunch ignoring the comments and snikers from some girls. Anxiety washed over me as I saw the amount of people in the Canteen, the whole school must of had lunch at the same time. I got in the line buying a lemonade and apple. Most the tables were already filled with bubble-headed idiots but there were a few emty ones in the back. I kept my eyes on the ground as insults were shot at me from behind. I sat at the end of the standard issue lunch table. After a few moments I couldn't hear anymore of the ripple effect my of mt presence, I peeked around out of sheer dumb curiosity.

The table to my left was crowded with a bunch of immature teenagers, which I slightly recognized from some of my classes. Oh the joy of going to such a small school (sarcasm baing my favorate habit). But I was still alone. That I was grateful for.

As i looked at the table to my left I immediately felt a shudder run through my body. Five of the most gorgous people I had ever sean in my life sat together. A blond male and female sat across from each other at the furthest end. A big muscled guy with short curly hair sat next to the blond girl, and a pixie like girl with short cropped black hair, who reminded me of a fairy queen sat next to the blond boy. The guy from biology was on the end closest to me, on the opposite side. It was the first time I had noticed his unusually colored bronze hair. They were all deeply pale with light topaz eyes.

None of them were eating any of the food that was piled on their trays. They seamed to be conversing quite rapidly. Almost as if what they were talking about was of great importance. The pixie girl looked intent on something her face in a critical looking form of concentration. The bronze haired boy looked up at me immediately. His gaze was icy yet slightly curious.

I looked away. Taking a deep breath. It must have bean two minutes or so since my last breath because my lungs hurt. I mentally scolded myself for being a gawking idiot. I looked at my uneaten food suddenly feeling sick. Apatite gone. My head started to throb and I felt a little dizzy.

I got up quickly dumping the untouched food in the nearest garbage can. I basically ran from the room to gym class. I waited outside till the bell for class finally rang having bean early. My head was still spinning and my stomach felt sick.

But I had to make it threw the day. If Luke knew I came home early interupting his perfect day there would be unpleasant consequences on my part. At least in public I felt somewhat safe from him but still ridiculed by others which was better then the alternative.

After talking with the gym teacher aka coach Clapp, I was issued a gym uniform and changed in one of the bathroom stalls near the girls locker room. Because aparently we were running laps outside I was given pants instead of shorts. Thank gawd for rainy Forks at that moment. If anyone saw my bruises and questioning begun then I would definetly be in trouble for exposing Lukes favorite pass time. I rushed to pull the hoody sweatshirt on and got outside just in time.

I wanted to drop dead then when class started. Just my dumb unlucky self. Both the bronze haired boy and the pixie girl from lunch were standing a little away from the group preparing to run. I just dropped my eyes and stood on the grass near a puddle tapping my foot in the water, till the sound of a loud wistle was heard. The rat pack of classmates dashed off eger to get their timed laps over with. I was defiantly not in a hurry. I jogged slowly far behind the heard of walking hormones. I got halfway around and just started walking at a normal pace. My leg muscles were hurting. The beating I got last night still clear in my bodies internal memory. People shouted protests at me as the group of kids ran and shoved around me already on their last few laps.

My head started to pound again and the dizzy feeling came over me again. My limbs felt heavy and my stomach felt like I had swallowed nails. A terrible feeling of dread swept over me. My feet started to slow more and I finally stopped walking. I looked up and some people had also stopped and were giving me worried glances. Suddenly I felt like my chest had bean kicked in and I couldn't breath. I clutched my throat as a choking sensation came over me. And rigged spouts of pain shot through my body. Everything happened so fast.

Someone screamed something incoherent followed by more fake worried shouts. My vision blurred. Someone with terribly cold hands toeched my shoulder I didn't hear what they had said. I immediately dropped. Blackness filling my mind.

The following moments were fuzzy. I knew something bad had happened to me. Everything was dark and I could feel some ones cold arms pick me up. The next thing I knew, all i could hear were loud sirens and then a sharp rapid beeping sound.

I felt like I was drowning in a dark cold river. Like the shining moment of Shakespeares Ophilia.

Then I woke up. At least I think I have.I could feel myself laying in a bed covered by warm blankets. I still felt cold and stiff. That beeping sound was louder and more prominent now making my head hurt more. I opened my eyes as a blinding light filled my vision making my eyes burn with its intensity. I blinked a few times and the next thing I saw was a bronze haired, topaz eyed god.

Sorry if it was a bit wimpy but I promise the next chapter will be better :) . lease review, and if you have any ideas or sugestions that would be welcome!